时长: 03:49
I'm blackin' out on my last legtakin' final breaths'[00:00:23]
Overheard the doctor say I ain't gonna make it final steps[00:00:26]
In the zone half panickin' half feelin' gone[00:00:29]
Hang on homie my boys yellin tryna keep me goin[00:00:32]
Little sister in the distance I see her tears flowin[00:00:35]
Where mommy at she on the ground passed out cold[00:00:38]
Aw man this is how it ends death came quick[00:00:41]
My god I'll do anythang just let me live[00:00:44]
I wanna pray but I can't pray I never really done it[00:00:47]
I don't know if I should call christ buddah or mohammed[00:00:50]
Gettin blunted earlier this evenin now seems wrong and my brain is searchin hard for any scripture or song[00:00:53]
I'm havin flashbacks now I remember it was December[00:00:58]
I was standing on the corner pitchin rocks in the winter[00:01:02]
Young dude ran up on me thought he was a winner but he started tryna convince me all the ways I'm a sinner[00:01:04]
Man you never understood man[00:01:11]
You've lied before right you've stolen before right man you've already broken two of the ten commandments man[00:01:14]
That qualifies you as a law breaker that's sin man it offends the holy and perfect and righteous god man that's sin you need a savior because of the sin man[00:01:21]
I'm just tryna break it down for you[00:01:32]
Havin a hard time breathin[00:01:35]
But I ain't leavin until I know what I believe in[00:01:37]
Wait maybe it was ak on the block who was tellin me mohammed was the rock nah stop[00:01:41]
You know man you know mohammed was the truth[00:01:46]
You know what I'm sayin islam is the way to go yo[00:01:49]
But ain't mohammed die yeah dawg and they buried him that's scary then cuz I don't know if allah really carries men[00:01:52]
Let's get back to jesus[00:01:58]
Coughin and wheezin this world's full of lies man everythings misleadin[00:02:00]
They told me don't be scared to die but dawg that's ridiculous cuz I don't know what happens to me next in this predicament[00:02:03]
Its sickenin[00:02:10]
God give me answers give me clues help me understand who do I trust what do I do[00:02:11]
Okay we're losin him we're losin him[00:02:15]
He's dying fast[00:02:18]
Nurse help me I need help over here[00:02:24]
Hurry up[00:02:27]
Ah oh man[00:02:31]
I can't breath[00:02:33]
I'm dyin[00:02:35]
Can't think[00:02:39]
Wait wait mohammed buddah no no no no no no jesus jesus[00:02:40]
Okay back to christ first he lived then he died[00:02:45]
Then that easter play I saw one time said he came back alive[00:02:48]
And god so loved the world[00:02:51]
What's the rest of that verse think fast I can't remember help me nurse whats john 316 nurse for god so loved the world that he gave his only begotten son gave up his only son okay yea that's right[00:02:53]
So whoever believes in him wait who turned out the lights I'm dyin I'm dead no my eyes went closed[00:03:06]
I can't feel my feet no mo and my sides is cold[00:03:12]
God please I'm sorry for all the wrong that I've done[00:03:15]
I know I been a terrible father and a horrible son[00:03:18]
I see it now[00:03:21]
I wish that I could change some things in my life I really never took the blame for things[00:03:22]
Like lyin and stealin and hurtin and dealin[00:03:27]
I'd quit it all if your willin and let me walk out dis buildin[00:03:30]
I wronged you I see dat I wanna give in but I ain't really sure if you've forgivin my sins[00:03:33]
Well this is it no more discussion to do[00:03:38]
I don't know much but I know I should be trustin in[00:03:42]