所属专辑:Together/Apart (Clean Version)
歌手: Grieve
时长: 03:49
Look at what the cat dragged in still breathing last night's air[00:00:20]
Hand shaking cause the vice never fights fair[00:00:22]
And you're relating cause you struggle with the same shit[00:00:25]
And wrote the threat of addiction off with the same sip[00:00:28]
Drowning holding on to anything and everything around me [00:00:30]
Staring down the barrel of a browning[00:00:33]
Scowering looking for any chance that allows me[00:00:35]
To sip another bad taste down and devour it whole[00:00:38]
Young bright and bold with a bottle for a friend and a heart full of holes[00:00:41]
No diamond in a stocking full of coal[00:00:45]
Never listen to the world when it told me I should slow my roll[00:00:47]
It's abusive but never hands on a women [00:00:50]
Choked a couple bottle necks and pounced when I shouldn't[00:00:53]
If the proof is in the pudding I done ate it all up [00:00:55]
Instead of savoring the taste I love[00:00:58]
I'm on that shit again and I don't wanna come back down[00:01:00]
I hold my broken crown in pieces[00:01:05]
Pour my last shot to the ground[00:01:07]
You're on that shit again trying to overload my mound[00:01:10]
You always chase me round in circles till I'm forced to hit the clouds[00:01:15]
I won't come down[00:01:20]
What's your meaning of high huh [00:01:22]
Getting lifted on a smoke cloud [00:01:23]
Moderately poisoning yourself until you zone out [00:01:24]
Stick the dragon in your veins sniffing Adderall and Cain [00:01:26]
Tilt another Styrofoam cup to your mouth[00:01:28]
Me I got my own way to get up [00:01:31]
Starts with a rocks glass and ends with a hiccup[00:01:33]
And all the while I've been camouflaging my symptoms[00:01:36]
Like I don't do the harder drugs cause I slip up[00:01:38]
Slip up - yeah that kid slipped up [00:01:41]
Rehabilitated twice and skipped straight to the pub[00:01:43]
I got my pops freaking out about his son[00:01:46]
And I'm juggling the stress of an artist by getting drunk[00:01:48]
No difference[00:01:51]
I escape like the rest of them no thought no faith like the rest of them[00:01:52]
I've been focusing and fighting so hard[00:01:56]
That I deserve a little bit of R&R right [00:01:58]
I'm on that shit again and I don't wanna come back down[00:02:01]
I hold my broken crown in pieces[00:02:05]
Pour my last shot to the ground[00:02:08]
You're on that shit again trying to overload my mound[00:02:10]
You always chase me round in circles till I'm forced to hit the clouds[00:02:15]
I won't come down[00:02:21]
I never claimed to be a saint shit[00:02:22]
I built a life off of mishaps[00:02:24]
And cheers proudly to my flaws with a chipped glass[00:02:25]
The sick fact is I'm happy when I'm shit-canned[00:02:26]
At least a little bit I smile like a lit candle[00:02:30]
But I'm aware that I'm just blinded by the blanket of it[00:02:32]
And stress doesn't get relinquished just by drinking something[00:02:34]
And I don't know if I'm addicted to the feeling or the fact[00:02:35]
That I can make a little exit without thinking of it[00:02:39]
Hell I guess I'm showing all the signs huh [00:02:42]
And redirecting to where alcohol defines fun[00:02:44]
And I'll admit that I've been known to have a good time [00:02:45]
But promised that I'd never cross the line[00:02:49]
But never learned to draw it call it write it with a goal [00:02:51]
Make it so the night train never gets to go[00:02:54]
I'm as vulnerable as any of you other Joe Shmoe's[00:02:56]
And got a couple little vices of my own [00:02:59]
I'm on that shit again and I don't wanna come back down[00:03:01]
I hold my broken crown in pieces[00:03:05]
Pour my last shot to the ground[00:03:08]
You're on that shit again trying to overload my mound[00:03:11]
You always chase me round in circles till I'm forced to hit the clouds[00:03:16]
I won't come down[00:03:21]