所属专辑:Epiphany (feat. NF)
歌手: Futuristic&NF
时长: 04:09
Epiphany (Explicit) - Futuristic/NF[00:00:00]
I had an epiphany[00:00:15]
I was repeating history[00:00:16]
I was doing everything I hated[00:00:17]
The weight on my shoulders[00:00:19]
I let it all get to me I let it all get to me[00:00:19]
I had an epiphany[00:00:22]
I just smiled at my enemies[00:00:23]
I was listening to everybody who was talking[00:00:25]
But never did sh*t for me yeah[00:00:27]
I had an epiphany[00:00:30]
I was looking at everybody else that's up in the industry[00:00:31]
They ain't as sick as me they ain't as sick as me[00:00:33]
I had an epiphany[00:00:37]
I was seeing somebody that never had no good intentions for me[00:00:39]
Now she missing me yuh now she missing me[00:00:41]
Moral of the story is that nobody did it for me[00:00:45]
Had to make a change nah[00:00:46]
I was living in the city with no scene[00:00:48]
I had a dream I had to make a lane yup yup[00:00:49]
Always knew that I couldn't live off of minimum wage[00:00:51]
Ripping the pay stub[00:00:53]
I had a minimal taste for all the fame stuff[00:00:54]
But I got into the game without a cent to my name[00:00:56]
And now I'm ballin' like I'm in the NBA bruh[00:00:58]
And I know I got a lot but I'm not content[00:01:00]
If they ask me to stop I will not consent[00:01:02]
Never gonna let nobody block cause my shot to miss[00:01:04]
You can meet me at the top if you hop the fence[00:01:06]
And you climb the stairs[00:01:08]
And you fight the beast[00:01:09]
And you lose your way[00:01:10]
Then you find your peace[00:01:10]
And you do it sober[00:01:11]
Then you find a drink[00:01:12]
Then you spiral down[00:01:13]
And it all repeats[00:01:14]
And I always had a vision I could get it[00:01:15]
So I did it by my lonely[00:01:17]
I don't owe nobody nothing never let nobody own me[00:01:18]
Got some money from the music and I spend it on the homies[00:01:19]
But don't put nothin' before me gave a whip to little Brody[00:01:21]
And I'm only getting started[00:01:23]
And I'm eating with the people that I starve with[00:01:25]
And my batteries I had to recharge 'em[00:01:27]
I made an album but that sh*t was garbage[00:01:28]
Yo I was trapped in a gimmick[00:01:30]
I finally get it[00:01:32]
I'm here to make music that matters[00:01:33]
If I die it'll all be alright[00:01:34]
'Cause the message I gave you will live for me after[00:01:36]
And my chapter will highlight a lifetime[00:01:38]
Of energy gave through a bright mind[00:01:41]
How you never had to stand on the sideline[00:01:42]
How you the guide to your own guidelines[00:01:44]
That's an epiphany[00:01:46]
I had an epiphany yeah[00:01:50]
That's an epiphany[00:01:54]
I had an epiphany yeah[00:01:57]
I had an epiphany[00:02:01]
That I could make history[00:02:03]
That I could prove everyone wrong[00:02:04]
That told me I wasn't cut out for this music thing yeah[00:02:05]
I had an epiphany[00:02:09]
What if I took my energy[00:02:10]
And used it on positive things in my life[00:02:11]
Instead of the people that lie to me huh[00:02:13]
Yeah I had an epiphany[00:02:16]
That I could put all of my hurt into music[00:02:18]
And use it for people that might feel the same as me[00:02:19]
Yeah I had an epiphany[00:02:23]
What if everyone knew my depression was worse than they thought[00:02:25]
They probably gonna look at me differently[00:02:28]
Yo this song got me going back when I was a stupid kid[00:02:32]
Thinking maybe I could make it in the music biz[00:02:34]
And then I figured out the politics[00:02:36]
And realized that half of y'all don't even know what music is[00:02:37]
And going nowhere I told 'em to get used to me[00:02:39]
Feels like I'm living in a movie scene[00:02:41]
A bunch of people trying to tell me how to act and breathe[00:02:43]
One thing I never let nobody ever do was tell me who to be[00:02:45]
I never got into the party scene[00:02:47]
Maybe I was just scared to drink[00:02:49]
'Cause addiction it runs in my family[00:02:50]
That's someone I was scared to be[00:02:51]
You're looking pitiful compared to me[00:02:53]
Since I can barely read[00:02:54]
All I wanted was somebody I could trust[00:02:55]
That I knew would keep it real with me[00:02:57]
Rap's always been a mirror for me[00:02:58]
That's when I figured out that maybe I'm the one that's gotta make it[00:02:59]
On my own yeah it's clear to see[00:03:01]
A lot of people think that what I'm doing is a gimmick[00:03:03]
Everything you hear me writing I've been living[00:03:05]
I ain't quitting send the money to my family[00:03:06]
Try to show them that I miss them[00:03:07]
And I cherish every moment when I'm home and when I'm with them[00:03:08]
And this is the way that I feel[00:03:10]
In the industry of fakes trying to stay real[00:03:11]
In the industry of lames trying to get deals[00:03:13]
Lord knows imma get it that's meek mill[00:03:15]
Yeah I lay in my bed at night thinking[00:03:18]
There's got to be more to me[00:03:20]
I'm trying to pay off the mortgaging[00:03:21]
But the life of the people I love in the midst of it[00:03:23]
I've always thought that if[00:03:25]
I learn from mistakes that I'd make[00:03:26]
Even the losses are victories[00:03:27]
That's when it starts hitting me[00:03:29]
If you set your mind to it you can do anything[00:03:31]
That's an epiphany[00:03:33]
That's an epiphany yeah[00:03:37]
I had an epiphany[00:03:40]
I had an epiphany yeah[00:03:44]