《This House Is Not A Home》歌词

歌曲： This House Is Not A Home

所属专辑：My Place of Solace And Rest

歌手： Vesuvius

时长： 04:50

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This House Is Not A Home - Vesuvius[00:00:00]

I've reached the crux[00:00:07]

With bent and dissonant faith[00:00:09]

The gripping violence in my calm[00:00:13]

Allocates no escape[00:00:15]

Discourse disharmony[00:00:22]

Subdued in a bleak and dreamless sleep[00:00:25]

Grandeur and larceny[00:00:27]

The volatile becomes my verity[00:00:29]

Desaturate these dismal eyes[00:00:32]

Clot the flux to my cortex[00:00:36]

Conceal the maelstrom inside[00:00:39]

I still discern the scars of your abandonment[00:00:46]

Mother[00:00:58]

Where has the sun gone[00:01:02]

Cause this old soul has felt far too cold for too long[00:01:08]

And I'll wait[00:01:17]

Through the darkest winter[00:01:19]

My brittle bones buried in the creases of your bed[00:01:21]

And I'll wait[00:01:27]

Six feet under[00:01:28]

For you to come home[00:01:31]

To speak my name again[00:01:33]

I've come to find my depth[00:01:43]

My place of solace my place of rest[00:01:45]

A skeleton drowning in the tides of your shadow[00:01:48]

My laden conscience eviscerated and hollowed[00:01:52]

Disperse these umbral skies[00:01:56]

Retrieve my inherited demons[00:02:01]

So I can sleep at night[00:02:03]

And I'll wait[00:02:05]

Through the darkest winter[00:02:07]

My brittle bones buried in the creases of your bed[00:02:09]

And I'll wait six feet under[00:02:15]

For you to come home[00:02:19]

To speak my name again[00:02:21]

I found god in my sleep last night[00:02:28]

In a place so vast a space so dark[00:02:31]

A void I'd crawl into on the premise[00:02:32]

That I would never awake[00:02:35]

And we spoke[00:02:36]

Oh we spoke endlessly blissfully of nothing[00:02:37]

His words were deafening[00:02:40]

His words were silent defiant of my notoriety[00:02:41]

Violent as my nature and quiet as my thought[00:02:43]

His quivers ripple through the seams of my anatomy[00:02:46]

His words shattered my ribcage[00:02:49]

Destructive as my subconscious[00:02:50]

And I looked into his eyes an ounce short of conviction[00:02:52]

And said that I don't want to die[00:02:54]

With affirmation he stated that[00:02:56]

I will find death in the darkest corners of the greatest perhaps[00:02:57]

And to find myself I must have faith in that[00:03:00]

Return me to the empty house in which I grew[00:03:05]

Where I would converse with ghosts a crawl space with a roof[00:03:14]

And I know that I don't know who[00:03:23]

The voice that calls from the other end pertains to[00:03:27]

But I remember in my solitude[00:03:33]

You were there too[00:03:39]

Father[00:03:41]

Where has the light fled[00:03:45]

A broken boy beaten and crucified[00:03:50]

At the hands of your surrogate[00:03:55]

With the remnants of this vessel[00:04:09]

I will submerge my contempt[00:04:16]

This repression is a loaded gun[00:04:36]

I've cut the flux to my vitals[00:04:41]

I am my father's son[00:04:43]