所属专辑:Rebel
时长: 04:07
It's like I'm tired of life[00:00:07]
Lord I'm wrong why I can't get right[00:00:16]
And when it's dark why it can't get light[00:00:18]
Why it can't be light[00:00:21]
It's so heavy why my sin won't let me see the end[00:00:22]
Come get me[00:00:25]
Please come get me[00:00:26]
My thoughts my mind my ways all evil[00:00:28]
I'm s'posed to be Your people I'm s'posed to see Your sequel[00:00:31]
I said I'd never leave You[00:00:34]
But I'm so left I ain't right[00:00:36]
Lord I'm sleeping with death[00:00:38]
Man I'm cheating with death[00:00:40]
Am I deaf It's like I don't hear You[00:00:41]
I say that I'm a Christian but it's like I don't fear You[00:00:44]
I'm on a selfish island and I am nowhere near You[00:00:47]
God I really need You even though I don't appear to[00:00:50]
I'm drinking out a broken cistern that could never hold water and I'm gonna get burned[00:00:53]
Though I try I never satisfy to quench this yearn[00:00:59]
I hear You calling but it's like a fight for me to just turn[00:01:02]
Lord I deserve to burn[00:01:08]
I'm feeling schizophrenic[00:01:28]
Maybe I ain't saved 'cause I gotta get high just to block out all the pain[00:01:32]
Seen death seen hurt seen a whole lot of things[00:01:37]
But instead of running from it I'm running away from change[00:01:40]
It's like I'm outside in the ice cold weather[00:01:43]
The rain's coming down I keep getting wetter[00:01:47]
I know I'm getting sick and I could die any second[00:01:50]
But still I refuse to let Your truths make me better[00:01:53]
I'd rather eat flies and maggots instead of bread[00:01:56]
And it's killing me slow but I can't get it through my head[00:01:59]
You were stabbed You were murdered[00:02:02]
And for me is why You bled[00:02:04]
But I spit on your bloody face as if I never cared[00:02:05]
Lord how dare I compare my pain[00:02:09]
Your father turned his back[00:02:12]
And You were left to hang[00:02:14]
I don't know why You did it that I can't explain[00:02:15]
How can You love this sinner who's desecrated your name[00:02:18]
Lord I deserve the flames[00:02:22]
I know I tell lies[00:02:32]
I know I do dirt[00:02:49]
Apart from You I'm nothing but You can give me worth[00:02:50]
I don't know if I know You[00:02:53]
But still I know I should[00:02:55]
I know these days are evil and only You are good[00:02:57]
I've come to this conclusion that I would like to change[00:03:00]
'Cause all the world's money and fame cannot sustain[00:03:03]
I know that I should turn but that's the hardest thing[00:03:06]
Cause do I really feel that having Jesus is a gain[00:03:09]
The world is so tempting[00:03:12]
Satan is a beast[00:03:14]
He hypnotizes my eyes to say the least[00:03:16]
But Jesus be my treasure To know You is to live[00:03:19]
And I am here dying trying everything there is[00:03:22]
All I need here is You[00:03:25]
Help me turn 'way from sin[00:03:27]
Lord give me grace to turn away and the fear to not give in[00:03:28]
I know that I'm not perfect but I could rest in Him[00:03:31]
I know I don't deserve it but still I take your hand[00:03:35]
Lord let me take Your hand[00:03:38]
Help me Lord before there's no time left[00:03:39]
I ain't living I'm just breathing to death[00:03:44]
Your ways are perfect and they lead me to rest[00:03:54]
Mine are evil and they lead me to death[00:04:01]