所属专辑:10,000 BC (Original Score)
歌手: Harald Kloser
时长: 03:18
blue october - the end[00:00:01]
here alone, standing barefoot in our lawn,[00:00:28]
worms squeezing their way through my toes[00:00:30]
tonight that’s how it goes.[00:00:33]
i’m at your window kneeling quiet,[00:00:34]
i thought at least i’d maybe try to get your head right[00:00:36]
get your heart right[00:00:37]
“let him go!”[00:00:39]
then through the glass i see your dress fall to the floor[00:00:41]
as he embraces every inch of you[00:00:44]
the woman i adore.[00:00:46]
i can’t believe the way you’re bending[00:00:48]
can’t believe this neverending moaning asking him for more[00:00:50]
i heard you begging him for more[00:00:53]
how far will i go[00:00:55]
to make it feel right? “come home”[00:00:59]
i have to fix this on my own[00:01:03]
replace my heart,[00:01:09]
cause i’m convinced mine broke the day i let us end[00:01:14]
replace my heart,[00:01:23]
i don’t wanna live by coping, i’m done with hoping…..end[00:01:28]
i creeped in close enough to see the way he touched her,[00:01:40]
from her feet across her knees, inside her sweetest spot[00:01:43]
he pleased and pleased her.[00:01:45]
i turned around and tried to take control,[00:01:47]
but no control was capable[00:01:48]
it was a centerfold of how less than low can possibly go.[00:01:50]
i squeezed the life into my brain[00:01:53]
like pushing knives into a vein[00:01:55]
i’ve gotta get, i’ve gotta get, i said i’ve gotta get inside[00:01:57]
so to the back window i crawl in silent standing in the darkness[00:02:00]
of my living room, my living room[00:02:03]
this used to be my home[00:02:05]
how far will i go[00:02:07]
to make it feel right? “come home”[00:02:11]
i’m moving forward to the bedroom door[00:02:14]
replace my heart[00:02:20]
cause i’m convinced mine broke the day i let us end[00:02:26]
replace my heart[00:02:35]
i don’t wanna live by coping, i’m done with hoping…end[00:02:40]
i turn the doorknob with two fingers to be slow[00:02:52]
enough to sneak into the room among the corner darkness gloom[00:02:54]
i had to see this happening.[00:02:58]
he pushed himself so deep inside her clapping rang[00:03:00]
and bounced off every wooden walled room[00:03:02]
and that’s when all went silent blank except the color red[00:03:05]
as i walked calmly numbing paralyzed beside the bed[00:03:08]
i said “i know i’m not allowed to be here. i just had to see[00:03:11]
how good this new man really f**ks you.[00:03:15]
cause you both been f**king me.”[00:03:17]
“so now i planned the last thing you can both do as a pair[00:03:19]
i tie both blindfolds tight around your f**king eyes to blind your stare[00:03:22]
i don’t want to alarm you,[00:03:25]
but i figured we could end this in[00:03:27]
what seems easy quick and painless[00:03:28]
so i’ll get down to business[00:03:31]
i choose you first, there’s a gun, its at your head[00:03:33]
so laugh at me just one more time but keep your face inside the bed[00:03:36]
you sit and watch me while i do this shit and learn from what i’ve said.”[00:03:39]
i cocked the pistol pulled the trigger, and all i saw was red[00:03:43]
then the screaming oh the screaming[00:03:59]
it’s nice to see you scared[00:04:01]
of such a weak and stupid husband[00:04:03]
who knows you never really cared[00:04:05]
i’ll leave you with a question that i need to hear from your head[00:04:06]
was all this worth it knowing u have just seconds left to live?[00:04:10]
now think about your answer, laying face down on the bed[00:04:13]
i cocked the pistol pulled the trigger and all i saw was red[00:04:16]
i gently stroke her arm as she lies lifeless on her back[00:04:19]
then placed the barrel in my mouth[00:04:23]
all i saw was black.[00:04:25]