所属专辑:Boy Meets World
歌手: Fashawn
时长: 04:18
When She Calls - Fashawn[00:00:00]
When she called I had a knife to my wrist[00:00:02]
Feeling like life ain't make sense[00:00:06]
See I just quit my job sick of flipping burgers[00:00:08]
And living in my aunt's garage[00:00:11]
So I just let it ring[00:00:13]
Sitting there drowning in a bottle of Jim Beam[00:00:15]
Thinking to myself she was 'posed to be my queen[00:00:18]
Feel like a bad dream[00:00:22]
And I just want to wake up walked in the house[00:00:23]
Caught some nigga digging her out him and his spouse[00:00:26]
Remember when we first confessed we loved one another[00:00:28]
I was cool with her pops she was tight with my mother[00:00:31]
As crazy as it sounds think I still love her[00:00:34]
Enough to take my own life left me with nothing[00:00:36]
But a broken heart suicidal thoughts[00:00:39]
A 12-inch blade real real sharp[00:00:41]
Phone is still ringing so I picked up the call[00:00:44]
Let go of the knife let it drop to the floor damn[00:00:47]
When I am sleeping[00:00:51]
Some days I don't even want to wake up[00:00:53]
When I am sleeping I cannot keep the lights[00:00:57]
When I am sleeping[00:01:02]
Some days I don't even want to wake up[00:01:03]
When I am sleeping I cannot keep the lights[00:01:07]
When she called he had a knife to his wrist[00:01:10]
Contemplating if life made sense[00:01:13]
See he just quit his job[00:01:16]
Sick of flipping burgers and living in the garage[00:01:18]
So he just let it ring[00:01:22]
Didn't even check the caller ID[00:01:24]
Thought about his girlfriend cheating on him[00:01:26]
He caught her in the bed with another woman[00:01:28]
And another man couldn't understand how you can crush[00:01:31]
A person's heart in the palm of your hands[00:01:33]
Now he's depressed even thinking suicidal[00:01:36]
Like how you go from a lover to a rival[00:01:39]
Bottle of jack knife on his lap death on his mind[00:01:42]
Matter of time before he just snaps[00:01:45]
But he answers the phone it's his mother on the other end[00:01:46]
Pleading that he needs to come home[00:01:50]
He puts the knife down at the sound of her voice[00:01:52]
Hesitant about making that choice[00:01:55]
Wrong or right that phone call might have saved his life[00:01:59]
He said to himself[00:02:02]
When I am sleeping[00:02:04]
Some days I don't even want to wake up[00:02:06]
When I am sleeping I cannot keep the lights[00:02:10]
When I am sleeping[00:02:15]
Some days I don't even want to wake up[00:02:16]
When I am sleeping I cannot keep the lights[00:02:20]
She could've been his wife he could've been her husband[00:02:23]
Could've had a family wonder where the love went[00:02:26]
What caused her to be unfaithful was it him[00:02:29]
Or the young stud that she met at the gym[00:02:31]
Always kept a smile knew how to pretend[00:02:34]
Never thought his life might come to an end[00:02:36]
She reflects on the days when they were best friends[00:02:39]
But this is now and that was then[00:02:42]
She awakes to the news he committed suicide[00:02:44]
Her heart drops and she begins to cry[00:02:47]
Thinking of their first kiss back in junior high[00:02:49]
Didn't even get the chance to say goodbye[00:02:52]
But it's because of her he's no longer alive[00:02:54]
Worst part about it he never knew why[00:02:57]
And everything he thought to be true was a lie[00:03:00]
Died with a picture by his side[00:03:02]
And a letter that read it said[00:03:04]
When I am sleeping[00:03:07]
Some days I don't even want to wake up[00:03:09]
When I am sleeping I cannot keep the lights[00:03:12]
When I am sleeping[00:03:17]
Some days I don't even want to wake up[00:03:19]
When I am sleeping I cannot keep the lights[00:03:23]
Just another episode in my area code[00:03:26]
Just another episode in my area code[00:03:28]
Some days I don't even want to wake up[00:03:30]
When I am sleeping I cannot keep the night[00:03:33]
When I am sleeping[00:03:38]
Some days I don't even want to wake up[00:03:40]
When I am sleeping I cannot keep the lights[00:03:44]
Sometimes people get trapped in their mind[00:03:48]
They just want to escape[00:03:51]
But it feels like they stuck[00:03:54]
So we find ways to escape[00:04:00]
Some people even hurt themselves[00:04:02]
Some hurt others[00:04:06]
But it'll be better tomorrow[00:04:09]
It'll all be better tomorrow I promise[00:04:13]