所属专辑:Fist & Palm
歌手: Bellows
时长: 04:34
Beauty - Bellows[00:00:00]
Everything I thought was beautiful is spoiled[00:00:24]
Everything I thought was pure has come to harm[00:00:28]
Everything I thought was magical is ordinary[00:00:31]
Somehow I need you in my life[00:00:34]
I can feel your arrogance consume me[00:00:38]
You can feel my rejection of your space[00:00:41]
Everything I loved about you now annoys me[00:00:45]
A squirrel hole a slap in my face[00:00:48]
At your show I was hiding in the bathroom[00:00:52]
Overwhelmed with desire just to leave[00:00:55]
And though I'm drunk I just drive away without you[00:00:58]
You come through after I fall asleep[00:01:02]
There is a vulture circling our little stream in the desert[00:01:25]
The blooming of the marigolds the flight of the frightened deer[00:01:29]
There is beauty in the way we bloom and fade together[00:01:33]
Beauty in the certainty of never reaching what I'm after[00:01:36]
You invite me in for a bump in your apartment[00:01:53]
Creepy home we lived in once upon a time[00:01:57]
I find it easy to confide in any stranger[00:02:00]
I'm lonely angry all the time[00:02:03]
Unavailable to everyone I care for[00:02:07]
Unconcerned for the people that I love[00:02:10]
Unadorned you are crying in the corner[00:02:14]
I'm wasted and I can only shrug[00:02:17]
Say something beautiful and just disappear or hate how you're living like everyone else her[00:02:41]
I do not comfort you at all or dignify your failure[00:02:48]
Was I expecting something better something straight from the gut this time[00:02:51]
And I could shout why won't you look at me[00:02:55]
As you turn your shoulder[00:02:58]
Beauty in the certainty of never reaching what I'm after[00:02:59]
There is a vulture circling our little stream in the desert[00:03:02]
And diving to the shore it eats the flesh of the dying deer[00:03:05]
There is beauty in the way they bloom and fade together[00:03:09]
Beauty in the certainty of never reaching what I'm after[00:03:11]
Beauty in the dirty snow that settles in the dead of winter[00:03:15]
Beauty in the evidence that you and I are tied together[00:03:19]
Driving home through the country in the nighttime[00:03:50]
There is peace in the nothingness I like[00:03:53]
And then the conversation turns to what we thought was ending[00:04:03]
A friendship that years ago felt right[00:04:07]
A love we wasted every time[00:04:11]
And I'm ashamed to have put you through this fight[00:04:14]
And I just rage at what became my life[00:04:18]
That making something beautiful was not[00:04:22]
Enough to raise you up out of this rut[00:04:26]