所属专辑:Cam’ron...Harlem’s Greatest
歌手: Cam’ron
时长: 05:53
Confessions - Cam'ron[00:05:53]
(cam) father[00:05:53]
(minister) yes my son[00:05:53]
(cam) forgive me for i have sinned[00:05:53]
Its been 21 years since my last confession[00:05:53]
(minister) 21? that seems like a very long time for[00:05:53]
You to miss confession my son[00:05:53]
(cam) yeah, but i'm only 19[00:05:53]
(minister) 19?[00:05:53]
(cam) yeah[00:05:53]
(minister) thats interesting[00:05:53]
(cam) yeah, its like i just have these dreeeamz, and you know[00:05:53]
Verse 1[00:05:53]
Yo, yo, yo, yo, yo, yo, yo, yo[00:05:53]
Yo father, where you wanna start[00:05:53]
How i love ladies[00:05:53]
Or how i'm slug crazy[00:05:53]
Or how i'm a thug maybe[00:05:53]
From a drug baby[00:05:53]
I need more than just a slight high[00:05:53]
I mean father i'm blind out my right eye[00:05:53]
Don't mourn and cry[00:05:53]
Cause we were born to die[00:05:53]
So ***** mom and father cries[00:05:53]
I was one never to bother guys[00:05:53]
But when my girl got sadamized[00:05:53]
I was dramatized[00:05:53]
Shoved the dick down her throat and[00:05:53]
Told her it was a taste test and[00:05:53]
Take a deep throat so she wouldn't have to waste breath[00:05:53]
I mean they *****ed her and stuck her[00:05:53]
I said man ***** a aids test[00:05:53]
Cause i'm gon' go raw anyway[00:05:53]
I'm one that like to chase death[00:05:53]
But that guy, got to get him hit[00:05:53]
Wild hairs and tattoos and spanish[00:05:53]
Wait, wait, wait, who that description fit[00:05:53]
Don't give me chrome for jenny jones[00:05:53]
My man with the crime sheet[00:05:53]
But he kept talkin bout my girl was a dime piece[00:05:53]
And she had a nice figure[00:05:53]
Drove a nice vigor[00:05:53]
And for mr to bag her[00:05:53]
That i had to be a nice ni**a[00:05:53]
Wait, wait, don't appall me yo[00:05:53]
I can't jump to conclusions thats all we know[00:05:53]
But his wife did use to call me yo[00:05:53]
Now i roll for the hell[00:05:53]
I'm sorry father[00:05:53]
Let me go head and tell[00:05:53]
How i really wanna be old in a cell[00:05:53]
See my two year old nephew[00:05:53]
I swear i was holding him well[00:05:53]
Til he cried, and he cried, and he cried[00:05:53]
I had to scold him and yell[00:05:53]
Ya know one thing led to another[00:05:53]
I said oh what the hell[00:05:53]
Then i threw him against the wall[00:05:53]
His parents i told them he fell[00:05:53]
Thats why i'm going to hell[00:05:53]
This sh*t ain't going that well[00:05:53]
Too many things i did that aren't loose[00:05:53]
Smoke and leaks like giving a car a boost[00:05:53]
My grandfather got me mad[00:05:53]
And i peed inside hid orange juice[00:05:53]
And asked him if its tangy[00:05:53]
When i'm angry[00:05:53]
Then one day[00:05:53]
When i thought it wasn't a sin left[00:05:53]
I ran into my aunt[00:05:53]
With the fat a** and the thin chest[00:05:53]
I don't really wanna talk about it[00:05:53]
Or get in depth[00:05:53]
But father i'm gon' leave you[00:05:53]
With this last word called incest[00:05:53]
(cam) you know what i'm sayin'?[00:05:53]
(minister) my son, my son, remember the words of the lord.[00:05:53]
Isaiah chapter 59, verse 1, behold, the lords hands is not shortened,[00:05:53]
That it cannot hear, but your enipirings have separated[00:05:53]
Between you and your god, and your sins hath speakath[00:05:53]
Boastfully, that he will not heal.[00:05:53]
Verse 2[00:05:53]
Yo, yo, yo, yo, yo, yo[00:05:53]
See father i lost my scruples[00:05:53]
Went straight banoodles[00:05:53]
When i raped that putu[00:05:53]
And tried to turn the putu[00:05:53]
Into, veh, oodles of noodles[00:05:53]
Now i'm chased by the voodoos[00:05:53]
See what that dust does[00:05:53]
I love that vanessa heffa[00:05:53]
But i jerk off 'til i bust blood[00:05:53]
Oh yeah i got my balls pierced[00:05:53]
And my psychiatrist i ain't seen him all year[00:05:53]
He........[00:05:53]
(cam singing)[00:05:53]
Hey little baby don't you cry[00:05:53]
Mama gon' make sure you get high[00:05:53]
Put that vodka in your milk[00:05:53]
Make sure that your bottle filled[00:05:53]
Oh that was just a little song my mother[00:05:53]
Sang when she was stressed yo[00:05:53]
I don't know why she got mad when i cry[00:05:53]
If the ***** deaf yo[00:05:53]
Who the f know[00:05:53]
But death row[00:05:53]
I'm coming by the inches[00:05:53]
And them niggaz outside on the benches[00:05:53]
Don't think that we in the trenches[00:05:53]
Cause we got a 600[00:05:53]
And we ride like the princess[00:05:53]
But my cousin blood yo he died like the princess[00:05:53]
20 years old and dead[00:05:53]
Bmx days he played the front[00:05:53]
I rolled the pegs[00:05:53]
My girl wanna know why i'm cold in bed[00:05:53]
Tellin' me to hold my head[00:05:53]
Askin' why i scold my kids[00:05:53]
Cause i don't want them litlle mutha*****as[00:05:53]
To touch the drugs i sold and did[00:05:53]
But ***** it i'll take my own life[00:05:53]
And cut a vein black[00:05:53]
Why don't you do like the cartoons[00:05:53]
And tie me up to the train tracks[00:05:53]
Or ***** the glory[00:05:53]
Why don't you drop me from the 6th story[00:05:53]
That'll be a sick story[00:05:53]
Wait, wait, wait, speaking of sick stories[00:05:53]
Oh father don't start me tweakin[00:05:53]
I don't wanna talk about that sunday evening[00:05:53]
That cold november weekend[00:05:53]
When i had to grab that deacon[00:05:53]
And put him into my dungeons of heathens[00:05:53]
And then in tongues i was speakin[00:05:53]
(cam speaking in tongues)[00:05:53]
Then i woke up to loud preaching[00:05:53]
Oh thats just the pastor[00:05:53]
Flippin through the bible[00:05:53]
Reading the scriptures on the rapture[00:05:53]
I guess it was my soul he was trying to capture[00:05:53]
He missed me by a hairbone fracture[00:05:53]
But he wanted to lay me down in a green pasture[00:05:53]
But yet aiya[00:05:53]
Still feel like i'm in a bed of fire[00:05:53]
Like jebaniah[00:05:53]
Y'knaw i'm sayin cause[00:05:53]
It's like daniel trapped in a lion's pit[00:05:53]
Father i feel like i'm dying quick[00:05:53]
Thats why i ain't sh*t[00:05:53]
(cam) so, could you just please *****in' help me please?[00:05:53]
(minister) my son, my son[00:05:53]
(cam) please[00:05:53]
(minister) i understand that you're stressed my son, but[00:05:53]
Don't forget the words of the lord my son, which reads....[00:05:53]