所属专辑:Souls of Damnation
歌手: Blood Red Throne
时长: 03:32
Not Turgenjev But Close - Blood Red Throne[00:00:00]
I dress in the skin of[00:00:26]
What is already dead[00:00:28]
I take on the part[00:00:30]
Which the surroundings expect[00:00:31]
Though there unaware[00:00:34]
Of the anti-life inside[00:00:35]
My thoughts circle around[00:00:38]
The opposite of asphyxia [00:00:39]
Because that's what I am[00:00:42]
It has been written a lot about[00:00:55]
The overwhelming darkness[00:00:57]
But it didn't Clearly state[00:00:59]
The amount of insight it contains[00:01:01]
It knows more than the light[00:01:06]
It wreathes me and observes me from all angles[00:01:11]
Maybe I am to be born now [00:01:17]
I look upon that day with fear and horror[00:01:23]
I have reconciled myself[00:01:40]
With my thoughts and vision[00:01:42]
It took ages but now it's over[00:01:45]
I can accept the obvious[00:01:48]
Because it's what you see[00:01:51]
I can live with the hatred and self contempt [00:01:53]
But I cannot survive the disgust and nausea of others[00:01:56]
If they were to experience me from the inside[00:02:22]
Beneath the unasphyxiated exterior[00:02:27]
I look upon that day with fear and horror[00:03:16]
The day when suicide becomes inevitable[00:03:21]
Because it will arrive That I know[00:03:25]