所属专辑:4:44 (Explicit)
歌手: Jay-Z
时长: 04:44
4:44 (Explicit) (第60届格莱美年度歌曲/最佳说唱表演/最佳说唱合作提名歌曲) - Jay-Z (杰斯)[00:00:00]
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Written by:Shawn Carter/Dion Wilson/Kanan Keeney[00:00:00]
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Do I find it so hard[00:00:00]
我发现这一切如此艰难[00:00:04]
When I know in my heart[00:00:04]
当我了解自己的内心[00:00:09]
I'm letting you down everyday[00:00:09]
每一天 我都让你失望透顶[00:00:14]
Letting you down everyday[00:00:14]
每一天 都让你失望透顶[00:00:20]
Why do I keep on running away[00:00:20]
为何我要一直奔波不停[00:00:55]
Look[00:00:55]
与众多女孩暧昧不清 我深感抱歉[00:00:56]
I apologize often womanize[00:00:56]
在我第一个孩子出生之时[00:00:59]
Took for my child to be born[00:00:59]
我看到了人们眼中的质疑[00:01:00]
See through a woman's eyes[00:01:00]
但随着双胞胎的出生 我相信了奇迹[00:01:02]
Took for these natural twins to believe in miracles[00:01:02]
我沉寂了很长时间 才发布这首专辑[00:01:04]
Took me too long for this song[00:01:04]
我配不上你 在Paris专辑发表之时 我公布了和你的关系[00:01:06]
I don't deserve you I harass you out in Paris[00:01:06]
请回到我身旁 只有你在我的心才够完整[00:01:10]
Please come back to Rome you make it home[00:01:10]
我们曾经无话不谈 你在旅行之中也会和我联系频繁[00:01:13]
We talked for hours when you were on tour[00:01:13]
请接我的电话 接我的电话[00:01:15]
Please pick up the phone pick up the phone[00:01:15]
我说不要让我难堪 而不是说做我的唯一[00:01:18]
Said don't embarrass me instead of be mine[00:01:18]
这是我的建议 让我们确定恋爱关系[00:01:21]
That was my proposal for us to go steady[00:01:21]
这是你的21岁生日 你比我成熟老练[00:01:24]
That was your 21st birthday you mature faster than me[00:01:24]
我还没有做好准备 所以我很抱歉[00:01:27]
I wasn't ready so I apologize[00:01:27]
我看到你褪去眼中的稚气[00:01:30]
I've seen the innocence leave your eyes[00:01:30]
我仍然为这个逝去的生命感到哀痛 我为所有夭折的生命感到抱歉[00:01:32]
I still mourn this death I apologize for all the stillborns[00:01:32]
因为我没有注意到你身体的异样[00:01:36]
'Cause I wasn't pressing your body wouldn't accept it[00:01:36]
我向曾经暧昧不清的女人道歉[00:01:39]
I apologize to all the woman whom I[00:01:39]
因为我冷漠无情 玩弄了你们的感情[00:01:42]
Toyed with you emotions because I was emotionless[00:01:42]
我很抱歉 因为你们对我付出了全心全意的爱[00:01:45]
I apologize 'cause at your best you are love[00:01:45]
因为我没有兑现自己的诺言[00:01:49]
And because I fall short of what I say I'm all about[00:01:49]
我可以得到你的身体 却得不到你的灵魂[00:01:52]
Your eyes leave with the soul that your body once housed[00:01:52]
你茫然地凝视着天空[00:01:55]
And you stare blankly into space[00:01:55]
一直想着自己白白浪费的感情[00:01:57]
Thinking of all the time you wasted in on all this basic sh*t[00:01:57]
所以 我很抱歉[00:02:00]
So I apologize[00:02:00]
我从未好好对你 我从未做好丈夫的本分[00:02:17]
I'm never gonna treat you never gonna treat you like I should[00:02:17]
我很抱歉 我们的爱代表着一个时代 我要让我们的感情延续下去[00:02:36]
I apologize our love was one for the ages and I contained us[00:02:36]
抛开一切流言蜚语 如今我们的舞台更加广阔[00:02:41]
And all this ratchet sh*t and we more expansive now[00:02:41]
我们要选择在豪宅里孤独终老[00:02:44]
Meant to cry and die alone in these mansions[00:02:44]
还是要互相扶持到老[00:02:46]
Or sleep with our back turned[00:02:46]
我们应该外出度假 直到我们的背部被晒伤[00:02:48]
We're supposed to vacay 'til our backs burn[00:02:48]
我们应该放声大笑 直到我们的心脏停止跳动[00:02:51]
We're supposed to laugh 'til our heart stops[00:02:51]
我们可以驱散阴霾 迎来光明[00:02:54]
And then we end a space with a dark stop[00:02:54]
让我们的爱尽情闪耀[00:02:56]
And let love light the way[00:02:56]
我重蹈覆辙 为了保住颜面而伤害自己[00:02:59]
Like the men before me I cut off my nose to spite my face[00:02:59]
我从未想过另寻新欢[00:03:02]
I never wanted another woman to know[00:03:02]
除了你 我谁也不想要[00:03:03]
Something about me that you didn't know[00:03:03]
我向你保证 如果无法拥你入怀 我会痛彻心扉[00:03:06]
I promised I cried I couldn't hold[00:03:06]
我在爱里沦陷 我觉得需要做个了断[00:03:08]
I suck at love I think I need a do over[00:03:08]
如果你陪在我身边 我就会得偿所愿[00:03:10]
I will be emotionally available if I invited you over[00:03:10]
我忧心忡忡 你能否与我感同身受[00:03:14]
I stew over what if you over my sh*t[00:03:14]
我从未好好对你 我从未做好丈夫的本分[00:03:24]
I'm never gonna treat you never gonna treat you like I should[00:03:24]
如果将来我的孩子知道真相 我甚至不知道该怎么做[00:03:35]
And if my children knew I don't even know what I would do[00:03:35]
如果他们也用异样的眼光看待我[00:03:41]
If they ain't look at me the same[00:03:41]
我会无地自容[00:03:43]
I would prolly die with all the shame[00:03:43]
你和谁在一起 干了什么[00:03:45]
You did what with who[00:03:45]
当你已经拥有灵魂伴侣 陷入三角纠纷还有什么意义[00:03:47]
What good is a ménage à trois when you have a soulmate[00:03:47]
你在自寻短路[00:03:51]
You risked that for Blue[00:03:51]
如果我不是你心中的超级英雄[00:03:54]
If I wasn't a superhero in your face[00:03:54]
我必须解释自己的错误 我的心会支离破碎[00:03:56]
My heart breaks for the day I had to explain my mistakes[00:03:56]
等到揭掉面具 会发现一切美好都是梦境[00:04:00]
And the mask goes away and Santa Claus is fake[00:04:00]
你会在网上明白一切真相[00:04:05]
And you go online and see[00:04:05]
因为牙齿仙子都是虚幻的存在[00:04:07]
For Blue's tooth the tooth fairy didn't pay[00:04:07]
我从未好好对你 我从未做好丈夫的本分[00:04:12]