《Fatherless Child(explicit Album Version Explicit)》歌词

歌曲： Fatherless Child(explicit Album Version Explicit)

所属专辑：Learning To Breathe...Cuts for Luck and Scars for Freedom Continued

歌手： Mystic

时长： 05:45

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Feels better if I tell em my story[00:00:00]

Mystic - Fatherless Child[00:00:04]

Yo' on November 24th' 1999[00:00:16]

I was in L A ' and I was in the kitchen cookin[00:00:21]

And I got this page right[00:00:26]

And uh' I called back and I was informed that[00:00:29]

My father had passed away from a herion overdose[00:00:31]

About two hour's earlier[00:00:34]

So this song is for him' and to him[00:00:35]

And for all the fatherless children in the world[00:00:36]

The mother's who raised us' the people who love us[00:00:40]

It's a Monday' finally found the perfect beat[00:00:46]

To speak my peace on how I came to be[00:00:49]

The way I was raised' how I was born[00:00:51]

Why I smile so sad' and have the eyes of a storm[00:00:54]

Moms from Virginia' you from Rhode Island[00:00:57]

Met up in the state where the sun's always smilin[00:00:59]

Minds connected' physicals exchanged[00:01:01]

Y'all both believin that the world can be changed[00:01:04]

Time passed to 1973' and you begged my mom to create me[00:01:06]

First she said no but she loved you too much[00:01:11]

1974 had a child to touch[00:01:14]

We was into other things' that ripped life scenes[00:01:15]

Liqour' drugs' other women' destroyin dreams[00:01:17]

But you know how women be' she tried to hold on[00:01:19]

For the sake of your love and the beautiful bond[00:01:23]

I'ma fatherless child' it's all I ever been[00:01:26]

It's all I ever be' since your gone from me[00:01:32]

Still I hope you know' that I can never unlove you' love you[00:01:37]

1974 was a year things changed[00:01:47]

Too much alcholol makes people violent and strange[00:01:50]

You broke the window's with a baseball bat[00:01:52]

As my mother cried inside with me on her lap[00:01:55]

The dream destroyed' it was time to leave[00:01:57]

She didn't take much' just a few things of lovin me[00:02:00]

That was the birth of this fatherless child[00:02:03]

And a struggling mother with the world in her eyes[00:02:05]

She did it though' put herself in college[00:02:08]

Raisin me wit grace' givin me the knowledge[00:02:10]

And pops you' you never came by[00:02:13]

Never sent money never called to say hi[00:02:15]

I use to lie to the other kids' on the block[00:02:18]

Say I knew where you was at so the questions would stop[00:02:20]

I fronted to my friends that you didn't mean much[00:02:23]

But I use to cry alone' and lone for your touch[00:02:25]

I'ma fatherless child' it's all I ever been[00:02:28]

It's all I ever be' since your gone from me[00:02:33]

Still I hope you know' that I can never unlove you' love you[00:02:39]

Ninth grade I thought you were dead[00:02:49]

Call my mom about a paper' and that's what you said[00:02:51]

I was angry and confused' all because of you[00:02:54]

Wanted to ask you why' and just say f**k you(f**k you )[00:02:56]

But the feelings passed' what was my options [00:02:59]

Studyin my face tryna find what was lost and[00:03:01]

I decided that you didn't mean shit[00:03:04]

That I was really worth lovin and you lossed a gift[00:03:06]

Before that' I grew breast and things[00:03:09]

Got raped in the bathroom' and the question sings[00:03:11]

What it have' could it have' should it have[00:03:14]

Been different if I had yo hand to grab [00:03:17]

Would I be easier to love' not so torn inside[00:03:19]

If you would've beat that man' and stood by my side [00:03:22]

Would I write sad songs' and call pain daily [00:03:24]

How different would I be if you had raised me [00:03:27]

I'ma fatherless child' it's all I ever been[00:03:29]

It's all I ever be' since your gone from me[00:03:34]

Still I hope you know' that I can never unlove you' love you[00:03:39]

1997' you called my home[00:03:50]

From Telegraph&43' for the child you never owned[00:03:52]

I told you come by' Adam came to help me[00:03:55]

You were homeless and drunk' but not lookin uhealthly[00:03:58]

We sat for hour's' I asked you every question[00:04:01]

We sang on my porch and discussed life lession's[00:04:03]

And I loved you' like you had always been they're[00:04:05]

You said you'd never leave again' so I released my fears[00:04:08]

1999' tryna to sign my deal[00:04:10]

Ten years of hard work' finally becomin real[00:04:12]

So I brush you off' writin songs for a movie[00:04:15]

That was the last time I saw you' forgive me truly[00:04:18]

The day my deal was done' you died[00:04:21]

Wit the needle in your arm' and angels by your side[00:04:24]

And I miss you' tattooed it on my back[00:04:26]

Fatherless child' fade to black[00:04:28]

I'ma fatherless child' it's all I ever been[00:04:31]

It's all I ever be' since your gone from me[00:04:36]

Still I hope you know' that I can never unlove you' love you[00:04:41]

I'ma fatherless child' it's all I ever been[00:04:51]

It's all I ever be' since your gone from me[00:04:56]

Still I hope you know' that I can never unlove you' love you[00:05:01]