所属专辑:Questions From A Seeker (EP-Internet Album)
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Make Me Wanna Holler- MeShell NdegeOcello[00:00:02]
My mother used to whore herself[00:00:36]
And my father[00:00:40]
Would reap the benefits of her labor[00:00:43]
It was almost as if she was absent[00:00:47]
Absent from her own life[00:00:51]
I remember[00:00:57]
She would scrub the floors for the white folks[00:00:58]
Just to come home[00:01:02]
To cook and to clean[00:01:06]
For the man who broke her[00:01:07]
And i love to watch her dance to the tunes on[00:01:11]
The soul stations yeah[00:01:14]
Just to ease her mind[00:01:17]
But my mother[00:01:21]
She was vindictive in her own fashion[00:01:24]
So she passed down to me her traits[00:01:28]
Like that of her brown eyes and her dark hair[00:01:32]
She passed down to me[00:01:37]
Her sadness[00:01:41]
Make me wanna holler[00:02:06]
The sadness fills my heart[00:02:07]
Make me wanna holler[00:02:13]
Make me wanna holler[00:02:16]
Make me wanna holler[00:02:18]
Baby[00:02:22]
Make me wanna holler[00:02:24]
My child will one day ask me[00:02:31]
What will i be [00:02:34]
As a child i promised myself[00:02:39]
I'd never be[00:02:41]
Like my mother or my father[00:02:43]
I would ask myself [00:02:48]
"did he feel so much pain[00:02:49]
That it would make him wanna hurt another "[00:02:55]
But there was no excuse[00:02:59]
There was no excuse to make up for the pain[00:03:03]
That i knew my mother felt[00:03:06]
But somewhere my destiny came[00:03:10]
That i too became a slave to my heart[00:03:13]
Wanting love so badly[00:03:17]
That i'd do anything[00:03:21]
No matter the shame[00:03:25]
Make me wanna holler[00:03:39]
I [00:03:41]
Love me[00:03:44]
Make me wanna holler[00:03:45]
Tell me[00:03:49]
Make me wanna holler[00:03:50]
Mmm so sorry[00:03:54]
Make me wanna holler[00:03:56]
So sorry[00:04:00]
Why [00:04:04]
I never got the nerve[00:04:06]
To ask my father "why "[00:04:09]
But my mother[00:04:12]
She would say [00:04:13]
She stayed for my brother and myself[00:04:13]
But i would have sold my soul[00:04:18]
Just to share in one day[00:04:22]
Of my mother's desired happiness[00:04:26]
When night fell[00:04:31]
Sometimes when night fell[00:04:32]
I'd close my eyes[00:04:34]
And i'd hide[00:04:36]
Close your eyes[00:04:37]
When they would yell and scream[00:04:39]
When my father would paint her[00:04:40]
With a dark face[00:04:42]
Of being belittled disrespected[00:04:44]
And set aside[00:04:47]
His liquor the salve[00:04:48]
For the unseen wounds[00:04:54]
I learned so much from him[00:04:59]
What did i learn [00:05:01]
How to hurt all of those[00:05:04]
Who try to get too close[00:05:08]
Make me wanna holler[00:05:34]
Make me wanna holler[00:05:36]
Sometimes i get so [00:05:38]
Make me wanna holler[00:05:40]
I just don't understand[00:05:42]
Why [00:05:44]
Make me wanna holler[00:05:45]
Tell me why[00:05:47]
Mmm so sorry[00:05:48]
So sorry for the pain[00:05:51]
Make me wanna holler[00:05:52]
So sorry[00:05:53]
I'm so sorry[00:05:54]
Just play for me[00:06:05]
Play for me[00:06:07]
She would close her eyes and cry[00:06:26]
He would close his heart and hide[00:06:37]
She would close her eyes and cry[00:06:59]
After all this time[00:07:17]
Nothing's changed[00:07:21]
Make me wanna holler[00:07:28]
Make me want to holler[00:07:30]
Yes i do[00:07:32]
Make me wanna holler[00:07:34]
Sell my soul just to see ya happy[00:07:35]
So sorry for the pain[00:07:38]
Make me wanna holler[00:07:40]
So sorry so sorry so sorry yeah[00:07:41]
Make me wanna holler[00:07:45]
So sorry for the pain[00:07:49]
I always thought my mother[00:07:51]
Deserved so much more[00:07:54]
But i never knew how to fix that[00:07:57]
I drown myself in guilt[00:08:00]
I just don't know what to do[00:08:06]
No[00:08:08]
Mama i love you[00:08:09]