《America’s Next Model》歌词

歌曲： America’s Next Model

所属专辑：I’m Almost Happy Here， But I Never Feel At Home

歌手： Hotel Books

时长： 03:05

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America's Next Model - Hotel Books[00:00:00]

I wanted us to be model citizens[00:00:21]

So no one would ask us about our sins[00:00:23]

But there's an intoxicating thrill that comes[00:00:25]

With entering a home of love and finding skeletons in the closet[00:00:27]

And there's something about community that creates competition[00:00:31]

And something about competition that leaves me feeling uninvited[00:00:34]

And the ones that stain the healthy way[00:00:43]

And inspired my faith are the same ones[00:00:45]

Who are ready to jump ship[00:00:47]

The second thing turns to fifth and the path[00:00:49]

I'm on diminishes or the lights on the sides[00:00:51]

Of the road that I walk down fall dim[00:00:53]

And I'm sorry darling but you were the worst of it[00:00:56]

I used to feel alone when I thought that nobody loved me in truth[00:01:05]

But now I feel alone when I think about the way that you do[00:01:08]

You told me you didn't want me to fall asleep[00:01:12]

With bitterness in my heart so I guess I'll just stay awake[00:01:14]

You said you could tell me and only me[00:01:19]

And I wouldn't fall apart but you couldn't see me stand[00:01:21]

When I began to break[00:01:24]

And I was told that true character shows when no one's around[00:01:26]

But I felt like no one wanted me around[00:01:29]

And the sound of the ground being punished by my feet[00:01:31]

And the solitude I find when I put ice on my shaking knees[00:01:35]

Resound in a profound runaround of emotionally bound conclusions[00:01:38]

I came to I felt like I was going to drown[00:01:42]

And the bitterness you thought I felt was[00:01:45]

Just your own mind confusing bitterness with acceptance[00:01:47]

And fixing our broken home with wasting time[00:01:50]

Because you thought it would begin[00:01:53]

And sometimes I hear the crack on the windowsill[00:01:56]

And I miss the days when it had a picture of you and I[00:02:01]

And I miss the emotions that came with chasing after this thrill[00:02:06]

But mostly I just miss being a part of your life[00:02:10]

And I remember when you stopped saying[00:02:17]

I love you unless you were just saying I love you too[00:02:19]

And then I remember when even that was too hard for you[00:02:23]

And I remember the day that our blue suitcase on the top[00:02:26]

Shelf of my closet disappeared[00:02:29]

And so did the passion you had for me here[00:02:31]

And the fear of knowing you could leave me had vanished[00:02:34]

But so did the reason I ever felt purpose[00:02:37]

And it hurts to know that you said goodbye[00:02:40]

But I just thank god that you're alive[00:02:41]

And I'm happy that you're happy[00:02:44]

And my joy comes from knowing you were once mine[00:02:45]

And I'm grateful for that[00:02:48]

And even though there's so many words I wish I could take back[00:02:50]

I still thank my god every time I remember you[00:02:53]

I still thank my god every time I remember you[00:02:57]