歌手: Hotel Books
时长: 03:28
Sometimes I Feel Like Nothing - Hotel Books[00:00:05]
As the broken sleep,[00:00:35]
睡眠断断续续[00:00:37]
Death forgot to thank me when I set her free.[00:00:37]
当我让她重获自由时死神忘了对我致谢[00:00:41]
Come empty and you won't need anything,[00:00:41]
一无所有而来你也无需带走一片云彩[00:00:44]
Believe in your own blood until your heart stops beating,[00:00:44]
寄希望于你沸腾的热血直至心跳停止[00:00:48]
And then you too will be set free.[00:00:48]
而后你也会拾获自由[00:00:52]
Tear down your towers and build bridges,[00:00:52]
拆毁高耸在心的塔防铸造与心相连的桥梁[00:00:55]
Your god is a fraud if you wrote the mission.[00:00:55]
若你写下你的使命你会发现你的信仰不过一纸空文[00:00:58]
And the devil will die when he has no witness,[00:00:58]
如果旁人不知恶魔就会逝去[00:01:01]
I 'm not broken, I am nothing.[00:01:01]
我的心并未支离破碎我一无是处[00:01:04]
I'm the vessel, not the poison.[00:01:04]
我是盛毒的器皿而非毒药[00:01:08]
And I didn't want to lose you, But sometimes I forget[00:01:08]
我不愿失去你可有时我已迷离[00:01:13]
When my prayers feel like they're just cigarettes.[00:01:13]
我的祈祷似香烟一般[00:01:17]
They'll take the headache away, then turn to ash,[00:01:17]
让苦痛消散化作尘埃飞逝[00:01:22]
But they bring me back to life every time I find a new light,[00:01:22]
可每当我重生我会发现一道新的曙光[00:01:28]
But then they bring up my past,[00:01:28]
而后又把我带回到过去的回忆里[00:01:31]
And I fall further and further, and further,[00:01:31]
我步步深陷无法自拔[00:01:38]
Until I'm afraid to get back up because[00:01:38]
直到我不敢重振旗鼓因为啊[00:01:41]
I don't want to fall again.[00:01:41]
我不愿再次跌落谷底[00:01:46]
And I never thought I would be the one to fall in love[00:01:46]
我从未想过我会深陷爱河[00:01:50]
And I also never thought I'd be the one, the one to call it off.[00:01:50]
我也从未想过我会是那个斩断恋情的人[00:01:58]
But if there's one thing I know about myself,[00:01:58]
可若让我说出我最了解自己的一面[00:02:01]
It's that I don't know anything about myself.[00:02:01]
便是我自己也摸不透自己[00:02:09]
'Cause you were nothing than a choice I had to choose,[00:02:09]
因为你一无是处我别无选择[00:02:12]
A tool I had to use,[00:02:12]
我需要借助外力[00:02:14]
My favorite drug and my favorite excuse.[00:02:14]
用最爱的毒品麻痹自己以最善用的托辞说服自己[00:02:21]
And my hands are not clean, maybe they never will be,[00:02:21]
我双手并不洁净或许他们永远都会这么肮脏[00:02:26]
But they can still carry you home when you're ready to sleep.[00:02:26]
可当你昏昏欲睡时他们仍会让你陷入心的梦魇中[00:02:32]
And the only reason the devil's alive in you and me[00:02:32]
为何魔鬼还在你我身边萦绕不散[00:02:36]
Is because we disrupted him when he tried to fall asleep.[00:02:36]
因为我们惊扰了正欲入眠的恶魔[00:02:45]