歌手: Gang Of Youths
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Persevere (百折不回) - Gang of Youths (热血青春帮)[00:00:00]
Written by:David Le'aupepe[00:00:00]
I never got to kiss your head[00:00:00]
Ah Emme[00:00:03]
And the call came the week I got divorced[00:00:05]
I thought I had a real understanding then of loss[00:00:11]
But I didn't know a thing 'til you were gone[00:00:16]
And I'm tired of trying to find some sort of[00:00:22]
Meaningful thing[00:00:24]
In making sense of such unspeakable loss[00:00:26]
But as I'm staring at your folks[00:00:32]
The sweetest people I know[00:00:34]
I get a glimpse of what it is to be strong[00:00:38]
Just holding hands and sobbing with sunglasses on[00:00:43]
'Coz nothing tuned me in[00:00:49]
To absurdity as fast[00:00:51]
As a gravestone with the name[00:00:54]
Of a baby that has passed[00:00:56]
I used to wanna be important[00:00:59]
Now I just wanna be alive[00:01:02]
And without fear[00:01:05]
You got to persevere[00:01:09]
I couldn't count the times[00:01:33]
I've ragged on heaven[00:01:34]
As an opiate invented by the weak[00:01:38]
It's an argument I hate[00:01:43]
'Coz I'm content to love the fates[00:01:45]
But it comes up a lot with Emme's dad and me[00:01:49]
So I'm shotgun in the car[00:01:54]
And we're just shooting the sh*t[00:01:56]
And predictably the talking turns to God[00:02:00]
So I throw him forty lines[00:02:05]
How I don't think he exists[00:02:07]
And he just smiles and[00:02:10]
Takes a dignified pause[00:02:11]
Says it's ok to feel unbelievably lost[00:02:15]
But God is full of grace[00:02:22]
And his faithfulness is vast[00:02:24]
There is safety in the moments[00:02:27]
When the sh*t has hit the fan[00:02:29]
Not some vindictive motherf**ker[00:02:31]
Nor is he shitty at his job[00:02:35]
What words to hear[00:02:37]
And I'm a mess by now[00:02:42]
'Coz nothing tuned me in to my[00:02:43]
Failure as fast[00:02:46]
As grieving for a friend[00:02:48]
With more belief than I possessed[00:02:51]
It's not some disembodied heaven[00:02:53]
He assured me then he laughed[00:02:57]
And says through tears[00:02:59]
You got to persevere[00:03:05]
Persevere[00:03:11]
Persevere[00:03:16]
Persevere[00:03:22]
We threw a party up in here[00:03:48]
But God it was bittersweet[00:03:51]
I live hard 'coz I am scared[00:03:54]
That I won't mean anything[00:03:57]
So now I'm praying to the ceiling[00:03:59]
To the windows to the walls[00:04:02]
Against this sudden sinking feeling[00:04:05]
That there's nothing there at all[00:04:07]
And still[00:04:10]
We just persevere[00:04:12]