所属专辑:Dixie Kitchen
歌手: Mary Gauthier
时长: 04:01
My name is michael joe alexandre[00:00:08]
I've been a queer since the day I was born[00:00:13]
My family[00:00:21]
They don't say much to me[00:00:23]
My heart knows their silence has scorn[00:00:26]
My friends have been dying[00:00:33]
All my best friends are dead[00:00:36]
I walk around these days[00:00:40]
With their picture in my head[00:00:43]
Spending my time thinking 'bout the things they say[00:00:47]
I don't know whats happening to me[00:00:53]
Godd**n hiv[00:01:02]
And I don't know what all this means[00:01:07]
I don't think it means what it seems[00:01:19]
We used to party all night 'til the dawn[00:01:31]
I can still see the boys with their tight leather on[00:01:36]
In the downtown bars[00:01:43]
Where it always is night[00:01:46]
I can hang with my friends 's still allright[00:01:50]
I was 30when the thickness first came[00:01:57]
And it rode through my world like a wind driven flame[00:02:03]
Leaving ashes[00:02:10]
Memories[00:02:12]
Funerals and pain[00:02:14]
And I don't know what's happening to me[00:02:17]
Godd**n hiv[00:02:25]
And I don't know what all this means[00:02:31]
I don't think it means what it seems[00:02:43]
When I was a boy I get scared at night[00:02:54]
My momma would come[00:03:00]
Turn on the light[00:03:04]
But there's nobody here with me tonight[00:03:06]
And I don't know what's happening to me[00:03:13]
Sometime at dusk I walk the train track[00:03:21]
And I walk and I walk but I ain't coming back[00:03:26]
I look at the sky so endless and black[00:03:34]
Men I swear its swallowing me[00:03:39]
Godd**n hiv[00:03:49]