《Tiny Angel(Explicit)》歌词

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Tiny Angel (小天使) (Explicit) - 360[00:00:00]

Written by：Matt Colwell/Jon Reichardt[00:00:00]

So this story[00:00:01]

Is about a really close friend of mine[00:00:03]

I love you brother[00:00:08]

My mates talk sh*t about their wives[00:00:10]

But I love mine[00:00:12]

Yeah we fight sometimes[00:00:13]

But ain't that just life[00:00:14]

She's been pregnant now for some time[00:00:16]

It took us years[00:00:18]

And enough tries[00:00:19]

I thought it wouldn't happen from my young life[00:00:19]

From the drunk times[00:00:22]

Or when I tried drugs twice[00:00:23]

I thought downstairs had gone and messed it up right[00:00:25]

The doctor told me that I need to stop stressin'[00:00:28]

The only thing that's working against us is just time[00:00:30]

That was true two months by[00:00:33]

My wife called me up[00:00:35]

While I was workin' at the pub right[00:00:36]

She told me I was gonna be a daddy[00:00:39]

We both broke down[00:00:41]

She said there's something that I done right[00:00:42]

I called my mother[00:00:44]

Told her I was gonna be a father[00:00:45]

Mum cried so did I[00:00:47]

I was tongue tied[00:00:48]

I can't explain this feelin' but I love life[00:00:50]

I've never had a purpose and this had just become mine[00:00:52]

To create this little person that's fun size[00:00:55]

A little bit of her[00:00:57]

And a little bit of me[00:00:59]

But I pray he gets his mum's eyes[00:01:00]

I say he 'cause I've always wanted a son right[00:01:02]

The ultrasound said it's a boy[00:01:05]

My little ray of sunshine[00:01:07]

It dawned on me[00:01:08]

I can't wait to see my son rise[00:01:10]

You know what they say about time though[00:01:11]

It does fly[00:01:13]

Fast forward nine months and suddenly[00:01:14]

It's crunch time[00:01:16]

It's been a few days of goin' through contractions[00:01:17]

Gotta stop watch timin' every moment that it happens[00:01:19]

We reached five minutes[00:01:22]

So it's hospital time[00:01:23]

I call ahead to see the doctors arrive[00:01:25]

My wife's laughin'[00:01:27]

Now I properly drive like the cops are behind[00:01:28]

But there was barely any traffic so we got there in time[00:01:30]

I'm a little scared[00:01:33]

But she ain't got a worry in sight[00:01:34]

She's a warrior[00:01:36]

Exactly what you want in a wife[00:01:37]

It's been several days of epic pain every day she wakes up[00:01:39]

Finally she's comin' to that second stage of labour[00:01:42]

I sit next to her squeeze on her hand[00:01:45]

Put a sponge up on her head and say[00:01:47]

Breathe if you can[00:01:48]

I love you so much baby you're so strong[00:01:50]

I could never do this but you so easily can[00:01:52]

She said the pain is insane like her abdomen's ruptured[00:01:55]

Like someone's got a knife[00:01:58]

And they're stabbin' her stomach[00:01:59]

She's like we have to do somethin'[00:02:00]

The nurse said[00:02:02]

It's natural[00:02:03]

Relax it's just a sign that it's actually coming[00:02:04]

She's like[00:02:06]

No it's too much it's too hard to get out[00:02:06]

I m sayin' any words I think ll help at calmin' her down[00:02:09]

Doctor's like[00:02:12]

You're nearly through the worst part of it now[00:02:12]

Take a look and see my little king is startin' to crown[00:02:14]

They all tellin' her to push and she's screamin'[00:02:17]

She's saying that it hurts I tell her to keep breathin'[00:02:20]

It's like push is the only word that they've said now[00:02:23]

Then I'm shocked by the massive scream she lets out[00:02:26]

The doctor's like[00:02:29]

Yes now the head's out[00:02:30]

And then I watch as he quickly pullin' the rest out[00:02:32]

It's so amazin' to see my son in the flesh[00:02:34]

I can't help but notice[00:02:37]

He hasn't taken a breath now[00:02:38]

They put a little plastic thing in his mouth[00:02:40]

While the doctor's two fingers are slightly pumpin' his chest down[00:02:42]

I start panicking[00:02:45]

Something's gone wrong[00:02:47]

They push me to the side[00:02:48]

I can barely see what's goin' on[00:02:49]

He's not breathin'[00:02:51]

They need to resuscitate him[00:02:52]

He's suffocating[00:02:54]

I see that it's something major I feel[00:02:54]

So helpless I wish I could come and save him[00:02:56]

I pray that my son'll make it it's taking 'em f**kin ages[00:02:58]

Everyone's in shock[00:03:02]

I'm just listenin' in[00:03:03]

Holdin' my breath[00:03:04]

Wishin' I could give it to him f**k[00:03:05]

At 20 minutes now they're stoppin'[00:03:07]

They turn around they say[00:03:10]

We've lost him[00:03:12]

I'm in shock I can't talk[00:03:14]

I'm starin' at the ground I can't walk[00:03:16]

They hand him to us[00:03:19]

Can't believe the size of him[00:03:20]

The most beautiful thing I've ever seen[00:03:21]

But there's no life in him[00:03:22]

My wife's cryin' like[00:03:24]

Why aren't they reviving him[00:03:25]

I said[00:03:27]

They tried for 20 minutes she's like[00:03:27]

Try again[00:03:28]

Now I'm feelin' like[00:03:30]

I'm stuck in hell[00:03:30]

This is the worst pain[00:03:32]

I've f**kin' felt[00:03:32]

I've been ten years clean[00:03:34]

But now I'm drunk and on the drugs as well[00:03:35]

I'm doin' anything to numb myself[00:03:37]

But nothin' helps[00:03:39]

I believed in God for that I feel dumb as hell[00:03:41]

Can someone please tell God to go and f**k himself[00:03:43]

I'm sorry yo it's hard to be faithful[00:03:47]

It's painful heaven must be runnin' out of angels[00:03:49]

He died from asphyxiation no air in his lungs[00:03:51]

A parent should never have to bury their son[00:03:54]

Especially one that's so precious it has barely begun[00:03:56]

That's one thing in life that should never be done[00:03:59]

I prayed for a son[00:04:02]

And they blessed me with one[00:04:03]

My biggest gift now his presence is up[00:04:05]

And I'm crying at the thought[00:04:08]

He won't ever feel a hug[00:04:09]

Or the tenderness of love that he'd be gettin' from his mum[00:04:10]

Sent him from above but why take him[00:04:13]

It's like I'm being punished for the negative I've done[00:04:16]

And it's killin' me that Christmas time is barely in a month[00:04:19]

So I'm doin' what I have to do to spend it with my son[00:04:21]

No[00:04:29]

Where did you go[00:04:34]

Are you alone[00:04:36]

How did you get there[00:04:39]

I need you at home[00:04:42]

Where did you go[00:04:45]

Are you alone[00:04:47]

How did you get there[00:04:50]

I need you at home[00:04:53]

I need you at home[00:04:55]