《Tiny Angel(Explicit)》歌词

歌曲： Tiny Angel(Explicit)

所属专辑：Vintage Modern (Explicit)

歌手： 360

时长： 05:27

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Tiny Angel (小天使) - 360[00:00:00]

Written by：Matt Colwell/Jon Reichardt[00:00:01]

So this story is about a really close friend of mine[00:00:03]

I love you brother[00:00:10]

My mates talk sh*t about their wives but I love mine[00:00:12]

Yeah we fight sometimes but ain't that just life[00:00:15]

She's been pregnant now for some time it took us years[00:00:18]

And enough tries I thought it wouldn't happen from my young life[00:00:21]

From the drunk times or when I tried drugs twice[00:00:24]

I thought downstairs had gone and messed it up right[00:00:27]

The doctor told me that I need to stop stressing[00:00:30]

The only thing that's working against us is just time[00:00:32]

That was true two months by[00:00:35]

My wife called me up while I was working at the pub right[00:00:38]

She told me I was gonna be a daddy[00:00:41]

We both broke down she said there's something that I done right[00:00:43]

I called my mother told her I was gonna be a father[00:00:46]

Mum cried so did I I was tongue tied[00:00:49]

I can't explain this feeling but I love life[00:00:52]

I've never had a purpose and this had just become mine[00:00:54]

To create this little person that's fun size[00:00:57]

A little bit of her and a little bit of me[00:01:00]

But I pray he gets his mum's eyes[00:01:02]

I say he cause I've always wanted a son right[00:01:04]

The ultrasound said it's a boy my little ray of sunshine[00:01:07]

It dawned on me I can't wait to see my son rise[00:01:11]

You know what they say about time though It does fly[00:01:13]

Fast forward nine months and suddenly it's crunch time[00:01:16]

It's been a few days of going through contractions[00:01:19]

Gotta stopwatch timing every moment that it happens[00:01:22]

We reached five minutes so it's hospital time[00:01:24]

I call ahead to see the doctors arrive my wife's laughing[00:01:27]

Now I properly drive like the cops are behind[00:01:29]

But there was barely any traffic so we got there in time[00:01:32]

I'm a little scared but she aingt got a worry in sight[00:01:35]

She's a warrior exactly what you want in a wife[00:01:38]

It's been several days of epic pain every day she wakes up[00:01:41]

Finally she's coming to that second stage of labour[00:01:44]

I sit next to her squeeze on her hand[00:01:47]

Put a sponge up on her head and say Breathe if you can[00:01:49]

I love you so much baby you're so strong[00:01:52]

I could never do this but you so easily can[00:01:55]

She said the pain is insane like her abdomen's ruptured[00:01:57]

Like someone's got a knife and they're stabbing her stomach[00:02:00]

She's like[00:02:02]

We have to do something the nurse said[00:02:03]

It's natural[00:02:05]

Relax it's just a sign that it's actually coming[00:02:06]

She's like No it's too much it's too hard to get out[00:02:08]

I'm saying any words I think will help at calming her down[00:02:11]

Doctor's like[00:02:14]

You're nearly through the worst part of it now[00:02:14]

Take a look and see my little king is starting to crown[00:02:17]

They all telling her to push and she's screaming[00:02:19]

She's saying that it hurts I tell her to keep breathing[00:02:22]

It's like push is the only word that they've said now[00:02:25]

Then I'm shocked by the massive scream she lets out[00:02:28]

The doctor's like[00:02:31]

Yes now the head's out[00:02:32]

And then I watch as he quickly pulling the rest out[00:02:34]

It's so amazing to see my son in the flesh[00:02:36]

I can't help but notice he hasn't taken a breath now[00:02:39]

They put a little plastic thing in his mouth[00:02:42]

While the doctor's two fingers are slightly pumping his chest down[00:02:44]

I start panicking something's gone wrong[00:02:47]

They push me to the side I can barely see what's going on[00:02:50]

He's not breathing they need to resuscitate him[00:02:53]

He's suffocating I see that it's something major I feel[00:02:56]

So helpless I wish I could come and save him[00:02:59]

I pray that my son'll make it it's taking em f**king ages[00:03:01]

Everyone's in shock I'm just listening in[00:03:04]

Holding my breath wishing I could give it to him f**k[00:03:06]

At twenty minutes now they're stopping[00:03:10]

They turn around they say[00:03:12]

We've lost him[00:03:14]

I'm in shock I can't talk[00:03:16]

I'm staring at the ground I can't walk[00:03:18]

They hand him to us can't believe the size of him[00:03:21]

The most beautiful thing I've ever seen but there's no life in him[00:03:23]

My wife's crying like[00:03:26]

Why aren't they reviving him[00:03:27]

I said[00:03:29]

They tried for twenty minutes she's like Try again[00:03:29]

Now I'm feeling like I'm stuck in hell[00:03:32]

This is the worst pain I've f**king felt[00:03:34]

I've been ten years clean but now[00:03:36]

I'm drunk and on the drugs as well[00:03:37]

I'm doing anything to numb myself but nothing helps[00:03:39]

I believed in God for that I feel dumb as hell[00:03:43]

Can someone please tell God to go and f**k himself[00:03:45]

I'm sorry yo it's hard to be faithful[00:03:49]

It's painful heaven must be running out of angels[00:03:51]

He died from asphyxiation no air in his lungs[00:03:53]

A parent should never have to bury their son[00:03:56]

Especially one that's so precious it has barely begun[00:03:58]

That's one thing in life that should never be done[00:04:02]

I prayed for a son and they blessed me with one[00:04:04]

My biggest gift now his presence is up[00:04:07]

And I'm crying at the thought he won't ever feel a hug[00:04:10]

Or the tenderness of love that he'd be getting from his mum[00:04:12]

Sent him from above but why take him[00:04:15]

It's like I'm being punished for the negative I've done[00:04:18]

And it's killing me that Christmas time is barely in a month[00:04:21]

So I'm doing what I have to do to spend it with my son[00:04:23]

Where did you go[00:04:35]

Are you alone[00:04:38]

How did you get there[00:04:41]

I need you at home[00:04:44]

Where did you go[00:04:47]

Are you alone[00:04:49]

How did you get there[00:04:52]

I need you at home[00:04:55]

I need you at home[00:04:58]