《Car Crash》歌词

歌曲： Car Crash

所属专辑：I’m Almost Happy Here， But I Never Feel At Home

歌手： Hotel Books

时长： 04:34

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Car Crash - Hotel Books[00:00:00]

It was problematic at best to perceive existence[00:00:01]

With a myopic lens I embedded into myself[00:00:04]

My lack of gestures limited the effectiveness of my delivery[00:00:07]

And all she begged for was deliverance[00:00:10]

Just soft eloquent passages that provided closure [00:00:13]

Not answers just closure[00:00:16]

And I somehow fashioned together an array of[00:00:19]

Broken glass that looked enough like a vase that it would pass[00:00:21]

And she would find a way to keep her roses watered and alive again [00:00:24]

When deep down I was broken[00:00:27]

Prized among the lacklustre thieves immune[00:00:29]

To pain but pain by immunity[00:00:31]

She beckoned me and she lessened me[00:00:33]

Because no other love would accommodate my blind fold so easily[00:00:36]

And I was afraid of change but I was afraid of not changing[00:00:40]

I was afraid of change but I was afraid of not changing[00:00:46]

Then a quick flood of blood infecting my brain [00:00:51]

Dashboard you dashboard blank slate[00:00:55]

My narrow lens no longer mattered [00:00:58]

No longer weighed in and neither did your fear [00:01:00]

Or your insecurities or your smile[00:01:03]

Because in three seconds fate circumvented a concrete divider [00:01:06]

Followed by seven seconds of nervous prayer [00:01:10]

Nervous cursing nervous something[00:01:13]

As poisonous as the snake it came from the oppression presented[00:01:15]

On my God forsaken lies limited it even more[00:01:18]

Followed by seven seconds of promising[00:01:21]

Myself if I survived I would stop bargaining[00:01:23]

I would stop pushing off effort in exchange for more time [00:01:26]

I would stop neglecting civil spiritual[00:01:29]

And personal duties or promises [00:01:30]

Which ever it may be neither seemed likely at that point[00:01:32]

Followed by two seconds [00:01:36]

The longest two seconds I've ever experienced of lying to myself [00:01:37]

Lying to my God and lying to you[00:01:41]

The words "I love you" seemed so broken and so inaccurate[00:01:44]

And the words "I promise" seem so trite and so distant [00:01:47]

But so foolish a passenger caught up in this accident [00:01:50]

Nothing mattered beyond the fact that I was damaged[00:01:53]

And I was hurting physically[00:01:56]

Yet somehow I found the strength to thank my God[00:01:57]

I was a survivor and that's when I heard the fate of the driver[00:02:00]

Three seconds later closure not answers Just closure [00:02:04]

Lost in the wreckage as a soul ascended I love you[00:02:09]

Lost in the wreckage as a soul ascended I love you[00:02:13]

And every day I wish we could trade places;[00:02:16]

Because you were the first person that loved me in any real way [00:02:24]

And now I stand six feet above where you lay[00:02:28]

And if I get one thing right in this life I pray that it'll[00:02:31]

Be sharing love with everybody [00:02:35]

The same love that you shared with me [00:02:37]

You call me down here and I hear your voice and[00:02:57]

The sound of my heart breaking and I pray to god you're still awake[00:03:02]

And I taught myself how to forget that sometimes[00:03:29]

Life will try to convince you there' a such thing as regret[00:03:34]

But I found it to be a lie the same lie I found[00:03:42]

When I looked in your eyes after it was said and done[00:03:47]

Scream hallelujah until you come alive [00:03:56]

The devil came for our lungs but he left with our love[00:04:05]

Scream hallelujah until you come alive [00:04:14]

I inhaled this world for so long that I tore out my lungs[00:04:21]