所属专辑:The Holy Bible
时长: 05:04
4st 7lb - Manic Street Preachers[00:00:00]
I eat too much to die[00:00:03]
And not enough to stay alive[00:00:06]
I'm sitting in the middle waiting[00:00:09]
Days since I last pissed[00:00:33]
Cheeks sunken and despaired[00:00:36]
So gorgeous sunk to six stone[00:00:39]
Lose my only remaining home[00:00:42]
See my third rib appear[00:00:46]
A week later all my flesh disappears[00:00:48]
Stretching taut cling-film on bone[00:00:52]
I'm getting better[00:00:56]
Karen says I've reached my target weight[00:00:59]
Kate and Emma and Kristin know it's fake[00:01:03]
Problem is diet's not a big enough word[00:01:06]
I wanna be so skinny that I rot from view[00:01:11]
I want to walk in the snow[00:01:18]
And not leave a footprint[00:01:25]
I want to walk in the snow[00:01:32]
And not soil its purity[00:01:38]
Stomach collapsed at five[00:02:04]
Lift up my skirt my sex is gone[00:02:07]
Naked and lovely and 5st 2[00:02:10]
May I bud and never flower[00:02:14]
My vision's getting blurred[00:02:17]
But I can see my ribs and I feel fine[00:02:19]
My hands are trembling stalks[00:02:23]
And I can feel my breasts are sinking[00:02:25]
Mother trys to choke me with roast beef[00:02:30]
And sits savouring her sole Ryvita[00:02:34]
That's the way you're built my father said[00:02:37]
But I can change my cocoon shedding[00:02:42]
I want to walk in the snow[00:02:50]
And not leave a footprint[00:02:56]
I want to walk in the snow[00:03:03]
And not soil its purity[00:03:09]
Kate and Kristin and Kit Kat[00:03:27]
All things I like looking at[00:03:30]
Too weak to fuss too weak to die[00:03:34]
Choice is skeletal in everybody's life[00:03:38]
I choose my choice I starve to frenzy[00:03:49]
Hunger soon passes and sickness soon tires[00:03:53]
Legs bend stockinged I am Twiggy[00:03:56]
And I don't mind the horror that surrounds me[00:04:00]
Self-worth scatters self-esteem's a bore[00:04:11]
I long since moved to a higher plateau[00:04:15]
This discipline's so rare so please applaud[00:04:18]
Just look at the fat scum who pamper me so[00:04:22]
Yeh 4st 7 an epilogue of youth[00:04:33]
Such beautiful dignity in self-abuse[00:04:37]
I've finally come to understand life[00:04:41]
Through staring blankly at my navel[00:04:44]