所属专辑:B.o.B Presents: The Adventures of Bobby Ray (Explicit)
歌手: Eminem
时长: 04:38
浣滄洸 : Marshall Mathers/E. Heynie/J. Osbourne/Tony Iommi/Bill Ward/Geezer Butler[00:00:00]
浣滆瘝 : Marshall Mathers/E. Heynie/J. Osbourne/Tony Iommi/Bill Ward/Geezer Butler[00:00:01]
I'm going through changes[00:00:05]
I'm going through changes[00:00:13]
Eminem[00:00:20]
Lately I really, feel like I'm rolling for ___ like Philly,[00:00:20]
I feel like I'm losing control of myself, I sincerely,[00:00:23]
I apologize if all that I sound like, is I'm complaining,[00:00:26]
But life keeps on complicating, an' I'm debating,[00:00:30]
On leaving this world, this evening, even my girls,[00:00:32]
Can see I'm grievin', I try and hide it,[00:00:35]
But I can't, why do I act like I'm all high and mighty,[00:00:37]
When inside, I'm dying, I am finally realizing I need help.[00:00:40]
I can't do it by myself, too weak, 2 weeks I've been having ups and downs,[00:00:42]
Going through peaks and valleys, dilly dallying,[00:00:47]
Around with the idea, of ending the **** right here.[00:00:49]
I'm hatin' my reflection, I walk around the house tryin' to fight mirrors,[00:00:53]
I can't stand what I look like, yeah, I look fat, but what do I care?[00:00:56]
I give a ****, only thing I fear, is Hailie,[00:01:00]
I'm afraid if I close my eyes I might see her,[00:01:03]
****..[00:01:06]
Chorus[00:01:07]
Eminem[00:01:18]
I lock myself in the bedroom, bathroom, nappin' at noon,[00:01:21]
Yeah dad's in a bad mood, he's always snappin' at you.[00:01:24]
Marshall what happened at you, you can't stop with these pills,[00:01:27]
And you've fallen off with your skills, and your own fans are laughin' at you.[00:01:30]
It become a problem you're too ***** to tackle, get up,[00:01:33]
Be a man, stand, a real man woulda had this **** handled.[00:01:35]
Know you just had your heart ripped out and crushed,[00:01:38]
They say Proof just flipped out, homie just swift out and bust,[00:01:40]
Nah, it ain't like Doody to do that,[00:01:44]
He wouldn't ******' shoot at, no-body, he fights first,[00:01:46]
But dwellin' on it only makes the night worse,[00:01:48]
Now I'm poppin Vic's, perks and ********* pills.[00:01:51]
Yeah Em, tight verse, you killed it,[00:01:53]
******' drug dealers hang around me like "yes man",[00:01:56]
And they gon' do whatever I says when, I says it,[00:01:58]
It's in their best interest to protect their investment.[00:02:01]
And I just lost my ******' best friend, so **** it, I guess then...[00:02:03]
Chorus[00:02:08]
Don't know what I'm going through, but I just keep on going through changes...[00:02:15]
My friends just can't understand this new me,[00:02:23]
That's understandable man, but just think how bananas you'd be,[00:02:25]
You'd be an animal too, if you were trapped in this fame and caged in it like a zoo.[00:02:27]
And everybody's lookin' at you, what you want me to do,[00:02:32]
I'm startin' to live like a recluse and the truth is,[00:02:34]
Fame startin' to give me an excuse, to be at a all time low.[00:02:37]
I sit alone in my home theatre, watchin' the same damn DVD,[00:02:41]
Of the first tour, the last tour, he was still alive.[00:02:45]
And it hurt sore, fast forward, sleepin' pills'll make me feel alright.[00:02:48]
And if I'm still awake in the middle of the night,[00:02:51]
I just take a couple more, yeah you're ************' right,[00:02:53]
I ain't slowin' down for no one, I am almost homeward bound.[00:02:56]
Almost in a coma, yeah homie come on, don't look now,[00:02:59]
Daddy, don't you die on me, daddy, better hold your ground.[00:03:02]
****, don't I know the sound of that voice,[00:03:05]
Yeah baby hold me down.[00:03:07]
Chorus[00:03:09]
Eminem[00:03:16]
Wake up in the hospital, full of tubes, plus somehow I'm pullin' through.[00:03:25]
Swear when I come back I'ma be bulletproof.[00:03:28]
I'ma do it just for Proof, I think I should state a few,[00:03:29]
Facts, cause I may not get a chance again to say the truth.[00:03:33]
**** it just hit me that what if I would notta made it through?[00:03:35]
I think about the things I would never got to say to you,[00:03:38]
I'd never get to make it right, so here's what I came to do.[00:03:41]
Hailie this one is for you, Whitney and Alaina too,[00:03:44]
I still love your mother, that'll never change,[00:03:46]
Think about her every day, we just could never get it together.[00:03:49]
Hey, wish there was a better way, for me to say it,[00:03:51]
But I swear on everything, I'd do anything for her on anyday.[00:03:55]
There are just too many things, to explain, when it rains,[00:03:58]
Guess it pours, yes it does, wish there wasn't any pain.[00:04:00]
But I can't pretend there ain't, I ain't placin' any blame,[00:04:03]
I ain't pointin' fingers, heaven knows there never been a saint.[00:04:06]
I know it just feels like we just pissed away our history,[00:04:09]
But just today, I looked at your picture, almost hate to say,[00:04:12]
I miss you self consciously, wish it didn't end this way.[00:04:15]
But I just had to get away, don't know why,[00:04:17]
I don't know what else to say, I guess I'm..[00:04:20]