所属专辑:Remindstate
时长: 04:48
Mindstate (Arts The Beatdoctor Remix,Album version) - Pete Philly/Perquisite[00:00:00]
I fall into the darkness and I can't get out[00:00:27]
Once again depressed stressed and filled with doubt[00:00:30]
Ain't no solid evidence[00:00:32]
Justificating the aggravating decision to choose a musicians existence[00:00:33]
Sh*t is intense losing confidence[00:00:35]
Really wanna break through but I feel the fence[00:00:39]
Defencive way of acting[00:00:41]
The way I react when I feel this way[00:00:42]
Man I'ma kill today[00:00:44]
Hey listen up normally I'm up[00:00:46]
But when the down comes around y'all beter shut up[00:00:48]
I'm incaged by my own rage[00:00:51]
My own resentment[00:00:52]
This state of mind normally stays for a day[00:00:53]
But hey I really try to be the nicest guy[00:00:55]
But sometimes my insecurities slice me right[00:00:58]
Dr Jekkyl and Mr Phill[00:01:00]
I'm either an asshole or truly real[00:01:02]
This remains for anyone if I ever offended you[00:01:04]
I'm torn between ups and downs and the ups is losing duke[00:01:07]
I'm choosing to be this way[00:01:09]
Cause it's a part of me and the lyricist that I stay[00:01:11]
I pray to stay righteous and fight just not to give up[00:01:14]
And show these fools that I do give a f**k but[00:01:16]
I guess it's just my mindstate[00:01:20]
I guess it's just my mindstate[00:01:24]
I guess it's just my mindstate[00:01:28]
I guess it's just my mindstate[00:01:33]
I guess it's just my mindstate[00:01:38]
I wake up and shut the curatins to hide from the sunlight[00:01:41]
Drink a cup of coffee and I hide[00:01:44]
Cause the sun might chainge my perspective on things[00:01:46]
And force me to act and react[00:01:47]
Throw my a** in the ring and fight tonight[00:01:49]
I stay up late anxious as f**k[00:01:50]
Scared that my fate is to be broke[00:01:53]
And stuck in an illusion of grandure[00:01:54]
Or get suicidal like my late grandfather[00:01:56]
I purr like a kitten yet often feel smitten[00:01:59]
By the terrible disease of never feeling at ease[00:02:01]
I'm displeased by everything an danything at all times[00:02:04]
Even though I'm pleasantly positive in all rhymes[00:02:07]
Sh*t just a facade[00:02:09]
Feel pleasant everytime I hear them applaud[00:02:10]
Yet regret sinks in whenever I'm not singing[00:02:13]
Thinking I should've finished my school[00:02:15]
Instead of just bringing the rhyme[00:02:17]
Yet I'm just manic like that Trading education[00:02:19]
For inspiration is just phapt[00:02:21]
F**k them suicidal tendencies[00:02:22]
I need to stop thinking like that[00:02:23]
I guess it's just my mindstate[00:02:47]
I guess it's just my mindstate[00:02:52]
I guess it's just my mindstate[00:02:56]
I guess it's just my mindstate[00:03:01]