《Constant Conflicts》歌词

歌曲： Constant Conflicts

所属专辑：Run Wild， Stay Alive

歌手： Hotel Books

时长： 03:48

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Constant Conflicts - Hotel Books[00:00:01]

I spent too much time erasing not enough time changing[00:00:36]

Blurring the lines between sick and selfish[00:00:40]

Hoping I can grab on for just a second[00:00:43]

But I've learned to take what I can get[00:00:46]

And use the parts that makes sense[00:00:48]

And relent only when I meet my own death[00:00:50]

And find a pace I can circumvent[00:00:52]

When was truth less about proving a point and just proving someone wrong[00:00:55]

All along I'll rest my aching joints to my own broken hope and swan song[00:00:59]

But maybe I'm over worked[00:01:04]

Because I like breaking the healing process as a comfort when I'm aching[00:01:05]

With this new perspective I'm finally taking[00:01:09]

I made this bed and I will sleep in it[00:01:16]

The comfort of your[00:01:20]

I made this bed and I will sleep in it[00:01:26]

Even if to a bed of nails[00:01:30]

Death is not a choice and love should not be either[00:01:38]

I'll endure the pain if our hearts endure the weather[00:01:44]

The only pain worse than killing with force is killing with neglect I guess[00:01:49]

And now I know that our love was completely dead[00:01:54]

I will complicate this love just to feel something[00:02:00]

And I'm sorry if it's clouded all the facts[00:02:04]

The rhythm of my heartbeat change in the moment that[00:02:06]

I realized you are not coming back[00:02:09]

I will complicate this love just to feel something[00:02:11]

And I'm sorry if it's clouded all the facts[00:02:14]

The rhythm of my heartbeat change in the moment that[00:02:16]

I conceptualize the words I masked[00:02:20]

I made this bed and I will sleep in it[00:02:26]

The comfort of your[00:02:29]

I will give up all I have just to go back home[00:02:34]

I hope you know I hate being alone[00:02:41]

You used to make my mind clear[00:02:48]

Now your absence does instead[00:02:51]

I heard your dog barking in the backyard[00:02:54]

He only does that when you're home[00:02:57]

And I just hope you understand[00:03:00]

I never meant to grow apart[00:03:02]

But I know at some point I had to grow[00:03:04]

I guess I could've picked a better time to learn patience[00:03:07]

But now I'm learning that I am becoming the one who broke my heart[00:03:10]

I was a creature of habit but with no real intentions[00:03:14]

I conformed to what I understood to be happiness[00:03:18]

Or undiagnosed telf medicated approach to getting lost in each other's contemptment[00:03:21]

Lead to a misconception of your beauty[00:03:26]

I still can't believe that I lied to you[00:03:30]

Especially because when I said it I thought I was telling the truth[00:03:33]

I thought I was strong enough to carry you but now my mind is clear[00:03:38]

And I hope you hear this[00:03:44]

I love you[00:03:46]