所属专辑:Lifted or The Story is in the Soil Keep Your Ear to the Ground
歌手: Bright Eyes
时长: 06:30
Waste Of Paint - Bright Eyes[00:00:01]
I have a friend he's mostly made of pain [00:00:09]
He wakes up drives to work [00:00:13]
And then straight back home again [00:00:14]
He once cut one of my nightmares out of paper [00:00:18]
I thought it was beautiful I put it on a record cover [00:00:22]
And I tried to tell him he had a sense of color[00:00:27]
And composition so magnificent [00:00:32]
And he said "Thank you please but your flattery is truly not becoming me [00:00:35]
Your eyes are poor You are blind [00:00:42]
You see no beauty could have come from me [00:00:44]
I am a waste of breath of space of time "[00:00:48]
I knew a woman she was dignified and true [00:00:58]
Her love for her man was one of her many virtues [00:01:02]
Until one day she found out that he had lied[00:01:07]
And she decided the rest of her life [00:01:11]
From that point on would be a lie [00:01:13]
But she was grateful for everything that had happened [00:01:17]
And she was anxious for all that would come next [00:01:21]
But then she wept [00:01:25]
What did you expect In that big [00:01:27]
Old house with the cars she kept [00:01:29]
"Oh " and "such is life " she often said With one day leading to the next [00:01:31]
You get a little closer to your death which was fine with her [00:01:38]
She never got upset and with all the days she may have left [00:01:42]
She would never clean another mess or fold his shirts or look her best [00:01:47]
She was free to waste away alone [00:01:54]
Last night my brother he got drunk and drove [00:02:05]
And this cop pulled him off to the side of the road [00:02:09]
And he said "Officer Officer You have got the wrong man [00:02:13]
No no I'm a student of medicine [00:02:18]
The son of a banker you don't understand "[00:02:19]
The cop said "No one got hurt [00:02:23]
You should be thankful And your carelessness [00:02:25]
It is something awful And no [00:02:28]
I can't just let you go And though your father's name is known [00:02:33]
Your decisions now are yours alone [00:02:38]
You're nothing but a stepping stone[00:02:41]
On a path to debt to loss to shame "[00:02:45]
The last few months I have been living with this couple [00:02:57]
Yeah you know the kind who buy everything in doubles [00:03:02]
They fit together like a puzzle [00:03:07]
And I love their love and I am thankful that someone actually[00:03:11]
Receives the prize that was promised by all those fairy tales that drugged us [00:03:16]
And they still do me I'm sick lonely no laurel tree just green envy [00:03:24]
Will my number come up eventually [00:03:30]
Like Love is some kind of lottery [00:03:33]
Where you can scratch and see what is underneath It's "Sorry" [00:03:36]
Just one cherry "Play Again " Get lucky [00:03:43]
So I have been hanging out down by the train's depot No I don't ride [00:03:53]
I just sit and watch the people there [00:03:58]
And they remind me of wind up cars in motion [00:04:02]
The way they spin and turn and jockey for positions [00:04:06]
And I want to scream out that it all is nonsense [00:04:11]
All your lives one track can't you see it's pointless [00:04:15]
But then my knees give under me [00:04:19]
My head feels weak and[00:04:22]
Suddenly it is clear to see that it is not them but me [00:04:24]
Who has lost my self-identity [00:04:28]
As I hide behind these books I read while scribbling my poetry [00:04:32]
Like art could save a wretch like me [00:04:38]
With some ideal ideology that no one can hope to achieve [00:04:41]
And I am never real; it is just a sketch of me [00:04:47]
And everything I made is trite and cheap[00:04:50]
And a waste of paint of tape of time [00:04:54]
So now I park my car down by the cathedral [00:05:09]
Where floodlights point up at the steeples [00:05:14]
Choir practice was filling up with people [00:05:18]
I hear the sound escaping as an echo [00:05:22]
Sloping off the ceiling at an angle [00:05:28]
When voices blend they sound like angels [00:05:32]
I hope there is some room still in the middle [00:05:37]
But when I lift my voice up now to reach them [00:05:42]
The range is too high way up in heaven [00:05:46]
So I hold my tongue forget the song [00:05:50]
Tie my shoe and start walking off [00:05:53]
And try to just keep moving on with my broken heart and my absent God[00:05:56]
And I have no faith but it is all I want [00:06:02]
To be loved and believe in my soul in my soul[00:06:07]