所属专辑:Wildlife
歌手: La Dispute
时长: 03:49
A Letter (一封信) - La Dispute[00:00:00]
Everybody wants a reason for everything[00:00:20]
It's so much easier with someone or something to blame[00:00:25]
I've always struggled at the root of the problem[00:00:30]
Has it been absence or my constant lack of defense[00:00:34]
I've never spent a lot on finding a remedy[00:00:39]
I guess I figured that it hurt for a reason[00:00:44]
I guess that's why[00:00:48]
I've always turned to writing it down[00:00:50]
Not just in stories but the letters in between[00:00:54]
And I guess that's why it haunts the pages of everything[00:00:58]
To self-examine[00:01:04]
I think the thing is that I shut off from everything[00:01:04]
From friends and family and my own ambitions[00:01:10]
From having fun[00:01:14]
I just shut off from everything[00:01:16]
Self-defeating Yeah probably[00:01:19]
But I don't know that I had total control over it[00:01:22]
And I'm not sure it even matters why[00:01:27]
Sometimes things happen and you can't do anything[00:01:31]
Plus I'm the only one who deals with it anyway[00:01:36]
So if everyone could do me a favor and[00:01:40]
Just put their fingers down[00:01:43]
I'd-and keep your mouths[00:01:46]
Sorry I know I seem angry[00:01:48]
I'm not I promise I just know I did this to me[00:01:51]
And I will deal with it accordingly[00:01:56]
And I don't need opinions from those never a part of it[00:02:01]
Don't need them pointing out my problems they're mine[00:02:05]
Don't need reminders I know better than anyone[00:02:08]
And yeah I know I should be finding another way[00:02:13]
I know that I should be out seeking a substitute[00:02:17]
But just forgetting never really made sense to me[00:02:21]
So I haven't been[00:02:34]
Do I feel embarrassed about it[00:02:35]
I think you know the answer to that[00:02:36]
I think you'd probably feel a little bit embarrassed for me[00:02:41]
Wouldn't you[00:02:46]
I know I should moved on ages ago been happy already[00:02:48]
But it's never been that easy for me[00:02:55]
Or maybe it was me that made it so hard[00:02:59]
I know I've only ever tried a handful of times[00:03:03]
To sever this thing torturing me[00:03:07]
It never got me anywhere with anyone[00:03:11]
No friendship or hobby no lover's bed worked[00:03:16]
But looking back I maybe never tried hard enough[00:03:21]
And it is my fault[00:03:26]
Maybe I never tried at all[00:03:27]