所属专辑:Sleep Cycle
歌手: Deakin
时长: 08:09
Just Am - Deakin[00:00:00]
Standing in the desert faces stare back from the dunes[00:00:28]
Brought here by courage or delusion I won't stop but I feel ripping mad[00:00:32]
So I am crying words that don't make sense to me or them[00:00:37]
But I am singing I am singing beams the child inside then disappears again[00:00:41]
Still I go on repeating words of loss and failure[00:00:47]
Of every choice that I gave up to guardian anger[00:00:56]
I hope that you can feel life[00:01:04]
Cause even watching descent I see light[00:01:12]
But I recall I called you hate[00:01:25]
Repeated words get locked and phased[00:01:34]
And these words attach[00:01:43]
Some words like stone[00:01:45]
You find with time you build more than sow[00:01:48]
You build a house[00:01:53]
You build what you know[00:01:54]
I wonder if that's home[00:02:01]
I wonder if that's home[00:02:06]
Tangled up at home unloved intentions all I see[00:02:15]
All those collected stacked and fretted over treasures leave me spinning so[00:02:19]
I ll leave the door wide open my old friend there's more unfound[00:02:24]
It's time for letting wounds and breaking through these pretty patterned knots[00:02:28]
I twist around[00:02:33]
Dad I can't see I've lost my voice I need direction[00:02:34]
Reweighed each choice so many times I've lost reflection[00:02:43]
You've got to let go so you'll grow[00:02:51]
Then even when you feel blind you'll still know[00:02:59]
So I asked again when I get home can I build space[00:03:32]
And clear these ripples of disorder and erosion I feel nipping mad[00:03:36]
And when I find my way through all discolor in my mind[00:03:41]
Swear I'll never leave imbalance or impatience standing guard or keeping time[00:03:45]
Cause I hold on to things that dearly need replacing[00:03:51]
Broken time ruling pain and failed aging[00:04:01]
When I let go I just am[00:04:08]
Conjured back to myself I just am[00:04:17]
In holding on I've grown too tight[00:04:29]
My joints are cracked my eyes gone white[00:04:38]
Stop holding[00:04:45]
Don't wait too long your face is sown[00:04:47]
Your fears won't fail and new ones will show[00:04:52]
Only steps you take will help you to grow[00:04:57]
And when I hope I hope I'm home[00:05:06]
I'll step inside and I'll feel grown[00:05:15]
If only[00:05:22]
Don't wait for safe just fall inside[00:05:24]
And wisely forgetting to take[00:05:29]
That treasured stain you've always relied[00:05:34]
I wonder what you'll show[00:05:43]
I wonder what you'll show[00:05:46]
I wonder what you'll show[00:05:51]
I wonder what you'll show[00:05:55]
I I I I I I I I I I I I I I I I[00:05:59]