所属专辑:Revival(Deluxe)
歌手: Eminem
时长: 04:34
Arose(Explicit) - Eminem[00:00:00]
Written by:Marshall Mathers[00:00:00]
If I could rewind time like a tape inside a boombox[00:00:05]
倘若我能像倒转磁带一样倒转我的过去(阿姆2007年年末因为摄入过量美沙酮将近死亡,被送去医院抢救,这里说的是阿姆在死亡边缘时的内心感受)[00:00:09]
One day for every pill or percocet that I ate[00:00:09]
一天少吃一颗药[00:00:12]
Cut down on the valium that'll hurt everything[00:00:13]
减少服用安定(一种药) 这东西把一切都弄坏了[00:00:16]
But death is turning so definite wait[00:00:16]
但是没有如果 死亡变得如此清晰[00:00:18]
They got me all hooked up to some machine[00:00:20]
等等 他们把我整个人连接在机器上[00:00:22]
I love you being didn't want you to know I was struggling[00:00:22]
我爱你 一直爱你 不想让你知道我之前的挣扎[00:00:25]
Feels like I'm underwater submerged like a submarine[00:00:25]
感觉我像是一艘潜艇 正在慢慢沉入海里[00:00:28]
Just heard that nurse say my liver and kidneys aren't functioning[00:00:28]
刚刚听到护士说 我的肝肾不再运转了[00:00:31]
Been flirtatious with death skirt chasing I guess[00:00:31]
我猜这是在跟死亡调情 在边缘追逐打闹[00:00:34]
It's arrivederci same nurse just heard say they're unplugging me[00:00:34]
再见了(意大利语) 我听到刚刚的那个护士说 他们要拔掉插头[00:00:38]
And it's your birthday Jade I'm missing your birthday[00:00:38]
今天是你的生日 Jade(阿姆的小女儿)我错过了你的生日[00:00:41]
Baby girl I'm sorry I f**king hate when you hurt hai[00:00:41]
宝贝女儿 我很抱歉 你难过的时候我真的很难受 Hailey[00:00:44]
And sweeties thank you for waiting to open gifts[00:00:45]
亲爱的 你们还在等着和我一起打开礼物啊(阿姆因为这次抢救错过了和家人的圣诞节)[00:00:47]
But girls you can just open 'em dad ain't making it home for Christmas[00:00:47]
现在就拆开吧 爸爸圣诞的时候回不去了[00:00:51]
Wish I had the strength to just blow a kiss[00:00:52]
只希望我能有力气送去个飞吻[00:00:54]
I go to make a fist but I can't make one I'm frozen stiff[00:00:54]
我想攥起拳来 但是我做不到 因为我浑身僵硬[00:00:57]
I yell but nothing comes out I'm crying inside I shout[00:00:57]
我叫喊着 但是发不出声音 我在心中哭喊 嚎叫[00:01:00]
My vocal cords won't permit me I scream but it's not allowed[00:01:00]
我的声带发不出声音 我大声尖叫 但是没有用[00:01:03]
You put your arm around mama the karma wow[00:01:04]
我想到你搂着妈妈的样子 这就是命运吧[00:01:07]
I just thought about the aisle I'll never get to walk us down[00:01:07]
我想到那条走廊 咱们还从来没一起走过[00:01:10]
Never see you graduate in your caps and gowns[00:01:10]
也再也没办法看见你毕业时穿着礼服戴着帽子的样子[00:01:13]
It's 'bout to be 2008 how's this happening now[00:01:13]
2008年就要来了 怎么会出这种事?[00:01:16]
I've got so much more to do and proof I'm truly sorry[00:01:17]
我还有这么多事情要去做 还有Proof 如果我让你失望了[00:01:20]
If I let you down but this tore me in two[00:01:20]
真的很抱歉 但是我再也见不到你了[00:01:22]
The thought of no more me and you[00:01:24]
这事实让我几近崩溃[00:01:26]
You gave me shoes Nikes like new for me for school[00:01:26]
你给我新的nike鞋让我去学校[00:01:28]
Doody I'm trying but you you were the glue that binded[00:01:30]
兄弟(阿姆对Proof的昵称) 我在尝试 但是你是所有事情的核心[00:01:33]
So many things time I'd give anything to rewind it[00:01:33]
我愿意付出一切 只想让时间逆转[00:01:36]
I had to walk down my halls and constantly be reminded[00:01:36]
我不得不走下大厅[00:01:39]
By pictures all on my walls and I couldn't sleep at night 'cause[00:01:39]
不断被我墙上的那些照片提醒着 我见到你在桌上 却没能去救你[00:01:42]
That image burned in my brain of you on the table[00:01:42]
这画面一直在我脑海中燃烧[00:01:45]
Me falling across your body not able to stand to save you[00:01:45]
让我晚上无法入睡[00:01:48]
God why did you take him[00:01:49]
上帝啊 你为什么要带走他?[00:01:50]
I'm tryna keep his legacy alive but I'm dying where's Nathan[00:01:51]
我在试着把他的遗产发扬光大 但是现在我就要死了 要见到Nathan了吗?(阿姆的弟弟 在此之前自杀去世)[00:01:55]
Little ladies be brave take care of your mother[00:01:55]
我的姑娘们 勇敢点 照顾好你们的妈妈[00:01:58]
Smile pretty for pictures always cherish each other[00:01:58]
要在照相的时候露出甜美的笑容 要一直珍惜彼此[00:02:01]
I'll always love ya and I'll be in the back of your memory[00:02:01]
我一直爱着你们 也会一直在你们的记忆中[00:02:04]
And I know you'll never forget me just don't get sad when remembering[00:02:04]
我知道你们是不会忘记我的 只是在想起我的时候不要难过[00:02:07]
And little bro keep making me proud[00:02:08]
还有 小兄弟 要一直让我骄傲[00:02:10]
You better marry that girl 'cause she's faithfully down[00:02:10]
最好娶那个女孩 她是真心爱你的[00:02:13]
And when you're exchanging those sacred vows just know that if I could be there[00:02:13]
我真的想在现场 看看你们交换誓言[00:02:17]
I would and should you ever see parenthood I know you'll be good at it[00:02:17]
如果你看过为人父母的样子 我知道你会擅长这个的[00:02:21]
Oh almost forgot to do something thank my father too[00:02:21]
哦 差点忘了 也要感谢我的父亲[00:02:24]
I actually learnt a lot from you you taught me what not to do[00:02:24]
事实上我从你那里学到了很多 你让我知道什么是不能做的[00:02:28]
And mom wish I'd have had the chance[00:02:29]
还有 妈妈 希望我还能有机会[00:02:30]
To have one last heart to heart honest and open talk to you[00:02:30]
和你进行最后一次开诚布公的交谈[00:02:33]
Doody I see you I go to walk to you[00:02:34]
兄弟 我看到你了 我在走向你[00:02:37]
And I can feel my soul leave my body and float across the room[00:02:37]
感受到我的灵魂离开身体 漂浮在这房间里[00:02:40]
Nurses lean over the bed pulling tubes out[00:02:40]
护士们靠着床边 拔出管子[00:02:43]
Then the sheet over my head shut the room down[00:02:43]
把床单盖在我的头上 关闭房间[00:02:46]
Girls please don't get upset I see them cheeks soaking and wet[00:02:47]
姑娘们 不要烦恼 你们抓住我脖子的时候[00:02:50]
As you squeeze hold of my neck so forcibly don't wanna let[00:02:50]
我看见你们脸颊都湿透了 如此用力 不想让我离开[00:02:53]
Me go pillow drenched emotional wrecks[00:02:53]
枕头被泪水浸湿 情绪接近崩溃[00:02:57]
With every second each closer to death[00:02:57]
一秒一秒的接近死亡[00:02:58]
But suddenly I feel my heart begin to beat slow[00:02:59]
但是突然之间 我感受到心脏重新开始慢慢跳动[00:03:02]
Then a breath machines go[00:03:02]
然后 我喘过气来 机器开始哔哔哔的作响[00:03:04]
Must've guessed the cheat codes to this sh*t[00:03:05]
早该想到这破东西的作弊码的[00:03:07]
I'm tryna rewind time like a tape find an escape[00:03:07]
我在尝试着回放时间 就像磁带一样 寻求逃跑的道路[00:03:11]
Make a beeline try and awake[00:03:11]
径直前进[00:03:13]
From this dream I need to re find[00:03:13]
试着从梦境中清醒过来[00:03:15]
My inner strength to remind me[00:03:15]
我要重新找回内在的力量[00:03:17]
Even if a steep climb I must take[00:03:17]
即使要攀登峭壁 我也要改正我的错误[00:03:19]
To rewrite a mistake I'm rewinding the tape[00:03:19]
我在把我的磁带倒放[00:03:22]
I don't want it[00:03:25]
我不想要这东西了[00:03:26]
I'll put out this last album then I'm done with it[00:03:26]
这是我最后的一张专辑了 再也不干了(这段07年时阿姆的话)[00:03:29]
One hundred percent finished fed up with it[00:03:29]
肯定再也不干了 我受够了[00:03:31]
I'm hanging it up f**k it[00:03:31]
我把它挂起来 靠[00:03:33]
Excuse the cursing baby but just know[00:03:33]
不好意思骂人了 宝贝 但你要知道[00:03:35]
That I'm a good person though they portray me as cold[00:03:35]
我是个好人 尽管他们说我很冷漠[00:03:38]
And if things should worsen but I bet you they won't[00:03:38]
如果事情恶化 我可以向你保证他们不会的(这句之前的那些和Castle的歌词都一样)[00:03:40]
I'm pledging to throw this methadone in the toilet[00:03:40]
我发誓要把这些美沙酮都丢进厕所[00:03:43]
Shred these old letters I wrote[00:03:43]
撕掉我写的这些旧信件[00:03:44]
All that old pathetic loathing closing credits can roll[00:03:44]
所有的那些又旧又可怜的声望可以滚了[00:03:47]
I'm proud to be back I'm 'bout to like a rematch[00:03:47]
我很自豪能回归 像复赛一般 我就要[00:03:51]
Outdo Relapse[00:03:51]
用Recovery和MMLP2[00:03:52]
With Recovery Mathers LP2[00:03:52]
超过Relapse[00:03:55]
Help propel me to victory laps[00:03:55]
激励着我在胜利之后继续前行[00:03:57]
Gas toward them and fast forward the past[00:03:57]
加速前进 飞快的超过我的过去[00:03:59]
Consider the last four minutes as[00:03:59]
之前的这四分钟是我要[00:04:01]
The song I'd have sang to my daughters[00:04:01]
唱给我女儿的歌(这句话刚好到这首歌的四分钟)[00:04:03]
If I'd have made it to the hospital[00:04:03]
如果我当时没能在两小时内赶到医院 这就是我的终曲(当时的医生说阿姆再晚来两小时就死了)[00:04:04]
Less than two hours later but I fought it[00:04:04]
但是我活下来了[00:04:07]
Came back like a boomerang on 'em[00:04:07]
像一个回旋镖一样 我又回来了(先离开再回来)[00:04:09]
Now a new day is dawning I'm up Tuesday it's morning[00:04:09]
现在 到了新一天的黎明 我起床了 现在是星期二的早晨[00:04:12]
Now I know[00:04:12]
现在我知道了(倒带回阿姆在厕所晕倒、被送去医院之前,原本的他嗑嗨了什么都不知道,倒带回去之后,他很清醒,把原本让他濒临死亡的美沙酮冲进了厕所)[00:04:22]