所属专辑:The Shady Project
时长: 05:04
Difficult (困难) - Bad Meets Evil (阿姆2勢力)[00:00:00]
They ask me am I ok They ask me if I'm happy[00:00:01]
Are they asking me that because of the[00:00:04]
Sh*t that's been thrown at me[00:00:06]
Or am I just a little snappy[00:00:07]
And they genuinly care[00:00:08]
Doody most of my life it's just been me and you there[00:00:10]
And I continuosly stare at pictures of you[00:00:13]
I never got to say I love you[00:00:16]
As much as I wanted to but I do[00:00:18]
Yeah I say it now and you can't hear me[00:00:20]
What the f**k good does that do me now[00:00:22]
But somehow I know you're near me in presence[00:00:24]
Or I went and drop some[00:00:27]
Presents off to ease it to them[00:00:28]
Two little beautiful boys of yours[00:00:30]
To try to ease their minds a little[00:00:32]
And dawg you'll never believe this[00:00:34]
But Sharonda actually talks to me now[00:00:36]
Jesus and everyone elese[00:00:38]
Is just tryna pick up the pieces[00:00:40]
Man how you touch so many lives and just leave us[00:00:42]
They say grievance has a way[00:00:45]
Of affecting everyone different[00:00:47]
If it's true how the f**k am[00:00:49]
I supposed to get over you[00:00:50]
Difficult as it sounds[00:00:52]
Doody that's what we call eachother[00:01:18]
I don't know where it came[00:01:20]
From but it just stuck with us[00:01:21]
We was always brothers[00:01:23]
Never thought about eachothers skin colours[00:01:24]
Til one day we was walking up[00:01:27]
The block in the summer[00:01:29]
It was like 90 degrees[00:01:30]
I was catching a sun burn[00:01:32]
Tryna walk under the trees[00:01:34]
Just to give me some comfort[00:01:35]
I'm moaning I just wanna get home[00:01:37]
When I look over in his shirt is off[00:01:38]
I'm like you gon fry and like[00:01:40]
No I won't I'm black stupid[00:01:42]
Black people they got melatonin[00:01:44]
And their skin don't burn[00:01:46]
Meanwhile my face is glowing and I felt[00:01:48]
Like I'm on fire[00:01:50]
And the entire time you're just laughing at me[00:01:51]
And snapping at me with your shirt bastard[00:01:54]
And I still have to get you back for that sh*t[00:01:56]
And by the way them playboy rings[00:01:59]
My mother stole from you[00:02:01]
Well I finally got them back sh*t[00:02:02]
It must have been at least 16 years ago[00:02:04]
Well I put them in your casket[00:02:07]
Moving past it it still ain't registered yet[00:02:09]
But you can bet you're legacy they'll never forget[00:02:11]
The motor city mo-town[00:02:15]
Hip hop vet hip hop shop dreads[00:02:16]
It don't stop there[00:02:19]
Yeah as difficult as it sounds[00:02:21]
And this might sound a little[00:02:47]
Strange but I'm a tell it[00:02:48]
I found that jacket that you left at my wedding[00:02:50]
And I picked it up to smell it[00:02:52]
I wrapped it up in plastic until I put it in glass[00:02:54]
And hang up in the hallway[00:02:57]
So I can always look at it[00:02:58]
And as for me and D12 we feel like f**k rap[00:03:00]
It feels like our general[00:03:03]
Just f**king died in our lap[00:03:04]
We shut off all our pages[00:03:06]
All our cell numbers is changed[00:03:07]
Our two-ways are in the trash[00:03:09]
So some cats will have to find a new way[00:03:10]
And I know the dreams will die with you today[00:03:13]
But the truth is there all still here and you ain't[00:03:16]
Purple gang you gotta press on[00:03:19]
Don't ever give up the dream dog[00:03:22]
I got love for you all[00:03:23]
And Doody it's true you bought[00:03:25]
People together who never[00:03:27]
Woulda been in the same room if it wasn't for you[00:03:28]
You were the peacemaker doody[00:03:31]
I know sometimes you were moody[00:03:33]
But you hated confrontation[00:03:35]
And truly hated the feuding[00:03:37]
But you were down for yours[00:03:38]
Whenever it came to scrapping[00:03:40]
If it had to happen it had to happen[00:03:42]
Believe me I know you're the one who taught me to[00:03:44]
Throw them balls back on Dresden[00:03:46]
From making cars to paintballing[00:03:48]
To getting arrested[00:03:50]
To sitting across from eachother[00:03:51]
In cells laughing and jesting[00:03:53]
They tried to hit us for[00:03:54]
5 years for that no question[00:03:55]
I guess them hookers and bums that we shot up[00:03:57]
Didn't show up for court[00:04:00]
So we got off on a technicality left sweating[00:04:01]
Me you and what's his face[00:04:04]
I forgot his f**king name[00:04:05]
Shame he even came to your funeral[00:04:07]
He betrayed our team[00:04:09]
And if I see him again[00:04:10]
I'm a punch him in the f**king face[00:04:12]
And that's on Hallie Jade Whitney Lane[00:04:14]
And Alaina's name[00:04:16]
I let the pistol bang once[00:04:17]
Just to leak a shot in the air[00:04:19]
For you and pour some liquor out for[00:04:21]
You with Obie in the parking lot of 54[00:04:23]
Just before we were supposed to get in cars[00:04:25]
To come and see you[00:04:28]
It's more difficult as it sounds[00:04:29]