歌手: Geto Boys
时长: 06:07
I sit alone in my four cornered room[00:00:00]
Staring at candles[00:00:03]
Oh that sh*t is on heh[00:00:05]
Let me drop some sh*t like this here[00:00:08]
Real smooth[00:00:11]
At night I can't sleep I toss and turn[00:00:12]
Candle sticks in the dark visions of bodies being burned[00:00:15]
Four walls just staring at a n**ga[00:00:19]
I'm paranoid sleeping with my finger on the trigger[00:00:22]
My mother's always stressing I ain't living right[00:00:26]
But I ain't going out without a fight[00:00:28]
See every time my eyes close[00:00:32]
I start sweating and blood starts coming out my nose[00:00:34]
It's somebody watching the ak'[00:00:38]
But I don't know who it is so I'm watching my back[00:00:41]
I can see him when I'm deep in the covers[00:00:44]
When I awake I don't see the motherf**ker[00:00:47]
He owns a black hat like I own[00:00:50]
A black suit and a cane like my own[00:00:54]
Some might say take a chill b[00:00:57]
But f**k that sh*t there's a n**ga trying to kill me[00:00:59]
I'm pumping in the clip when the wind blows[00:01:03]
Every twenty seconds got me peeping out my window[00:01:06]
Investigating the joint for traps[00:01:09]
Checking my telephone for taps[00:01:12]
I'm staring at the woman on the corner[00:01:16]
It's f**ked up when your mind is playing tricks on you[00:01:19]
I make big money I drive big cars[00:01:40]
Everybody know me it's like I'm a movie star[00:01:43]
But late at night something ain't right[00:01:46]
I feel I'm being tailed by the same sucker's head lights[00:01:50]
Is it that fool that I ran off the block[00:01:53]
Or is it that n**ga last week that I shot[00:01:57]
Or is it the one I beat for five thousand dollars[00:01:59]
Had coc*ine but it was gold medal flour[00:02:02]
Reach under my seat grabbed my popper for the suckers[00:02:05]
Ain't no use to be lying I was Scareder than a motherf**ker[00:02:09]
But they're laughing at pow pies and buried that quick[00:02:13]
If it's going down let's get this sh*t over with[00:02:16]
Here they come just like I figured[00:02:19]
I got my hand on the motherf**king trigger[00:02:22]
What I saw'll make your a** start giggling[00:02:26]
Three black crippled and crazy senior citizens[00:02:29]
I live by the sword[00:02:33]
I take my boys everywhere I go[00:02:34]
Because I'm paranoid[00:02:37]
I keep looking over my shoulder and peeping around corners[00:02:38]
My mind is playing tricks on me[00:02:43]
Day by day it's more impossible to cope[00:03:04]
I feel like I'm the one that's doing d**e[00:03:08]
I feel like I'm the one that's doing d**e[00:03:10]
I feel like I'm the one that's doing d**e[00:03:13]
Can't keep a steady hand because I'm nervous[00:03:17]
Every Sunday morning I'm in service[00:03:19]
Playing for forgiveness[00:03:23]
And trying to find an exit out of the business[00:03:26]
I know the lord is looking at me[00:03:29]
But yet and still it's hard for me to feel happy[00:03:32]
I often drift while I drive[00:03:36]
Having fatal thoughts of suicide[00:03:39]
Bang and get it over with[00:03:42]
And then I'm worry free but that's bullsh*t[00:03:44]
I got a little boy to look after[00:03:48]
And if I died then my child would be a bastard[00:03:51]
I had a woman down with me[00:03:54]
But to me it seemed like she was down to get me[00:03:57]
She helped me out in this sh*t[00:04:01]
But to me she was just another b**ch[00:04:04]
Now she's back with her mother[00:04:07]
Now I'm realizing that I love her[00:04:10]
Now I'm feeling lonely[00:04:13]
My mind is playing tricks on me[00:04:18]
This year Halloween fell on a weekend[00:04:39]
Me and geto boys are trick or treating[00:04:42]
Robbing little kids for bags[00:04:45]
Till an old man got behind our a**[00:04:48]
So we speeded up the pace[00:04:51]
Took a look back and he was right before our face[00:04:54]
We'd be in for a squab no doubt[00:04:57]
So I swung and hit the n**ga in his mouth[00:05:01]
He was going down we figured[00:05:04]
But this was no ordinary n**ga[00:05:07]
He stood about six or seven feet[00:05:10]
Now that's the n**ga I'd been seeing in my sleep[00:05:13]
So we triple teamed on him[00:05:17]
Dropping them motherf**king b's on him[00:05:20]
Dropping them motherf**king b's on him[00:05:23]
Dropping them motherf**king b's on him[00:05:26]
The more I swung the more blood flew[00:05:30]
Then he disappeared and my boys disappeared too[00:05:32]
Then I felt just like a fiend[00:05:35]
It wasn't even close to Halloween[00:05:39]
It was dark as f**k on the streets[00:05:42]
My hands bloody bloody punching punching on the concrete[00:05:44]
God d**n homie[00:05:49]
My mind is playing tricks on me[00:05:52]