所属专辑:Hero
歌手: Kirk Franklin
时长: 05:00
My momma gave me up when I was four years old[00:00:00]
在我四岁的时候我妈妈放弃了我[00:00:03]
She didn't destroy my body but she killed my soul[00:00:03]
她没有伤害我的身体而是扼杀了我的灵魂[00:00:06]
Now it's cold 'cause I'm sleepin in my back seat[00:00:06]
现在好冷因为我睡在后座上[00:00:09]
I understand the spirit's willing but my flesh is weak[00:00:09]
我清楚精神的愿望,但我的肉体已经虚弱[00:00:12]
Let me speak[00:00:12]
我想说[00:00:13]
I never had a chance to dream[00:00:13]
我从没有追求梦想的机会[00:00:15]
Ten years old and findin love in dirty magazines[00:00:15]
10岁时依然与破烂的报纸为伍[00:00:18]
Ms December you remember I bought ya twice[00:00:18]
你还记得吗,我买过两次Ms. December[00:00:21]
Now I'm thirty plus and still payin the price[00:00:21]
现在我已经30多岁了仍旧在付出[00:00:25]
Had a sister that I barely knew[00:00:25]
有一个我几乎不知道的妹妹[00:00:28]
Kinda got separated by the age of two[00:00:28]
似乎在两岁的时候就把我们分开了[00:00:31]
Same momma different daddy so we couldn't fake it[00:00:31]
因为是同父异母所以我们不能欺骗[00:00:34]
I saw my sister's daddy beat her in the tub naked[00:00:34]
我看见妹妹的爸爸对浴缸里赤裸着的她出手[00:00:37]
Take it serious the demons in a man's mind[00:00:37]
这在我的脑海里留下了深重的可怕记忆[00:00:40]
The same man on rape charges now he's doin' time[00:00:40]
如今她的爸爸为他的强暴罪行付出代价[00:00:43]
Crack followed him and like daddy prison thirteen years[00:00:43]
谴责送他在监狱坐了13年的牢[00:00:46]
Haven't seen her I guess she's traded tears for fears[00:00:46]
没看见妹妹我想她比起哭泣更多的会是恐惧[00:00:51]
Shout Shout [00:00:51]
吼出来吧[00:00:54]
Let it all out[00:00:54]
宣泄所有的一切[00:00:57]
These are the things I can do without[00:00:57]
这都是我无能为力的事情[00:01:02]
So come on [00:01:02]
所以[00:01:06]
I'm talkin' to you[00:01:06]
我要告诉你[00:01:08]
So Come on[00:01:08]
加油[00:01:16]
Sex was how I made it through[00:01:16]
性行为就是我经历过的[00:01:18]
Without someone to teach you love what else is there to do [00:01:18]
没有人教你爱的那种事情,那还能做些什么呢[00:01:21]
See where I'm from they call you gay say you ain't a man[00:01:21]
看吧我来的地方那里的人都说你是同性恋,说你不是真男人[00:01:24]
Show them you ain't no punk[00:01:24]
给他们看看你不是废物[00:01:26]
Get all the girls you can[00:01:26]
追你能追到的所有女生[00:01:27]
A simple plan that still haunts me now today[00:01:27]
今天一直有一个简单的计划萦绕在我脑海[00:01:30]
Back to seventeen and got a baby on the way[00:01:30]
回到17岁在路上捡个小孩[00:01:33]
No GED all I see is failure in my eyes[00:01:33]
没有好的事情,我看到的只是满眼的失败[00:01:36]
If you listening and remember I apologize[00:01:36]
如果你肯听我说并且记起我就道歉[00:01:40]
I was raised falling in the church[00:01:40]
我是在教堂里成长的[00:01:43]
Made mistakes and heard the Lord's calling in the church[00:01:43]
在教堂里犯错然后听到主的呼唤[00:01:45]
After service in the parking lot getting high[00:01:45]
在停车场服务别人赚钱[00:01:49]
Wanted to be accepted so bad I was willing to die[00:01:49]
想要被人接受但结果糟到我只想去死[00:01:52]
Even tried to tell the Pastor but he couldn't see[00:01:52]
甚至试着去告诉牧师,可他看不到[00:01:55]
Years of low self-esteem and insecurities[00:01:55]
多年陷入自卑与不安[00:01:58]
Church taught me how to shout and how to speak in tongues[00:01:58]
教堂教我怎么去发泄怎么用语言表达[00:02:01]
But preacher teach me how to live now when the tongue is done help me[00:02:01]
牧师教我怎么去生活,帮助我[00:02:05]
Shout Shout Let it all out[00:02:05]
吼出来吧,宣泄所有的一切[00:02:12]
These are the things I can do without[00:02:12]
这都是我无能为力的事情[00:02:17]
So come on[00:02:17]
所以加油[00:02:20]
I'm talking to you[00:02:20]
我要告诉你[00:02:23]
So come on[00:02:23]
加油[00:02:29]
See I See I[00:02:29]
看到的我[00:02:32]
I just wanna let it go just wanna let it go just let it go[00:02:32]
我只是想让这一切都过去[00:02:55]
Jesus please on my knees can't You hear me crying[00:02:55]
主请你离我近一点,你听不到我的哭泣吗[00:02:58]
You said to put it in Your hands and Lord I'm really trying[00:02:58]
你说让我把这些都捧在手心我真的努力过了[00:03:01]
You wasn't lying when You said You reap what you sow[00:03:01]
你说付出一定有回报的时候并不像是撒谎[00:03:04]
Like that night momma died it's hard to let it go[00:03:04]
就像妈妈去世的那晚,让这些过去太难了[00:03:07]
You adopted me cared for me changed my name[00:03:07]
你收养了我,关心我,为我改了名字[00:03:11]
But I cursed at you lied to you left you pain[00:03:11]
但我诅咒你,欺骗你,让你痛苦[00:03:14]
It's not strange I can still see it in my head[00:03:14]
我依然可以看到那些画面这并不奇怪[00:03:17]
To know for hours you were lying there in that bed[00:03:17]
你就知道你已经躺在床上好几个小时了[00:03:20]
If you're listening to this record[00:03:20]
如果你听这盘磁带的话[00:03:22]
If it's day or night[00:03:22]
不管是白天还是晚上[00:03:23]
If you momma is still living treat your momma right[00:03:23]
如果你妈妈还活着那么就好好对待她[00:03:26]
Don't be like me and let that moment slip away[00:03:26]
不要像我这样让那一刻溜走[00:03:29]
And be careful 'cause you can't take back what you say[00:03:29]
还要谨慎一点因为你无法收回你说出去的话[00:03:32]
To my real momma if you're listening I'm letting it go[00:03:32]
给我真正的妈妈如果你在听的话我已经放手这一切了[00:03:35]
To my father I forgive you 'cause you didn't know[00:03:35]
给我的爸爸,我原谅你了,因为你并不知情[00:03:38]
That the pain was the preparation for my destiny[00:03:38]
痛苦是我的命运的前奏[00:03:41]
And one more thing Lord let my son be a better man than me[00:03:41]
还有一件事就是主一定要让我的儿子成为比我好的男人[00:03:45]
Shout Shout Let it all out[00:03:45]
吼出来吧,宣泄所有的一切[00:03:51]
These are the things I can do without[00:03:51]
这都是我无能为力的事情[00:03:57]
So come on[00:03:57]
所以加油吧[00:03:59]
I'm talking to you[00:03:59]
我要告诉你[00:04:03]
So come on[00:04:03]
加油[00:04:08]
加[00:04:08]