所属专辑:The Marshall Mathers LP2 (Explicit)
时长: 05:43
Headlights (前灯) - Eminem (埃米纳姆)/Nate Ruess (内特·瑞斯)[00:00:00]
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Mom I know I let you down[00:00:13]
妈妈,我让你失望了[00:00:17]
And though you say the days are happy[00:00:18]
你说那些日子是幸福的[00:00:22]
Why is the power off and I'm f**ked up [00:00:22]
And mom I know he's not around[00:00:26]
那又为何让它们远去,让我变成如今?[00:00:30]
妈妈,我知道他已不再[00:00:31]
But don't you place the blame on me[00:00:31]
As you pour yourself another drink[00:00:35]
但别迁怒于我[00:00:38]
请平心静气[00:00:39]
I guess we are who we are[00:00:39]
我觉得我们知道彼此的意义[00:00:46]
Headlights shining in the dark night I drive on[00:00:46]
在黑夜中总有盏明灯鼓励我[00:00:52]
Maybe we took this too far[00:00:52]
但我们却深藏于心不肯坦白[00:00:58]
I went in headfirst[00:00:58]
Never thinking about who[00:00:59]
我独断专行[00:01:01]
What I said hurt in what verse[00:01:01]
从不顾虑[00:01:03]
My mom probably got it the worst[00:01:03]
在哪一句押韵的冷嘲热讽里让人受伤[00:01:04]
The brunt of it but as stubborn as we are[00:01:04]
而我的妈妈,因此痛不欲生[00:01:07]
Did I take it too far [00:01:07]
隔阂多深,我多狠。[00:01:08]
Cleaning out my closet and all them other songs[00:01:08]
是不是我太绝?[00:01:10]
But regardless I don't hate you cause ma [00:01:10]
就像在Cleaning out my closet或者其他差不多的歌里做的[00:01:12]
You're still beautiful to me cause you're my mom[00:01:12]
不管怎样我并不恨你因为妈妈![00:01:15]
Though far be it for you to be calling my house was Vietnam[00:01:15]
你在我眼中始终那么明艳动人,因为你是我妈妈啊[00:01:18]
Desert Storm and both of us put together can[00:01:18]
我的家是不是离你十万八千里所以你不联系我[00:01:20]
Form an atomic bomb equivalent to Chemical warfare[00:01:20]
我们俩聚集就如同军事行动里的[00:01:22]
And forever we can drag this on and on[00:01:22]
自动等量化学**随时待命[00:01:25]
But agree to disagree[00:01:25]
永远背负包袱慢慢向前[00:01:26]
That gift from me up under the Christmas tree[00:01:26]
接受分歧好吗[00:01:29]
Don't mean sh*t to me[00:01:29]
躺在圣诞树下我送你的礼物[00:01:30]
You're kicking me out It's 15 degrees[00:01:30]
对我来说屁都不算[00:01:31]
And it's Christmas Eve (little prick just leave)[00:01:31]
你把握赶出去,在15度的[00:01:33]
Ma let me grab my f**king coat [00:01:33]
平安夜 (小刺头滚吧)[00:01:35]
Anything to have each other's goats[00:01:35]
妈,让我拿走我该死的外套[00:01:36]
Why we always at each others throats [00:01:36]
拿走能让彼此泄愤的东西[00:01:38]
Especially when dad he f**ked us both[00:01:38]
我们怎么总是争执?[00:01:40]
尤其是当老爸,他对我们干出混蛋事儿时[00:01:40]
We're in the same f**king boat [00:01:40]
You'd think that it'd make us close (nope)[00:01:42]
我们特么的不是一边的吗[00:01:43]
Further away that drove us [00:01:43]
那应该让我们更亲密啊 (却恰恰相反)[00:01:45]
But together headlights shine [00:01:45]
我们渐行渐远[00:01:46]
A car full of belongings[00:01:46]
但却在新闻头条里共同闪耀[00:01:47]
Still got a ways to go back to grandma's[00:01:47]
我甚至住在了车里[00:01:49]
House it's straight up the road[00:01:49]
幸好还不至于无处可去[00:01:51]
And I was the man of the house the oldest [00:01:51]
我回到了在路旁的老房子里[00:01:52]
So my shoulders carried the weight of the load[00:01:52]
现在我是一家之主了[00:01:54]
肩负重担[00:01:55]
Then Nate got taken away[00:01:55]
By the state at 8 years old and[00:01:56]
真正地走了[00:01:58]
That's when I realized you were sick[00:01:58]
8岁时Nate[00:01:59]
And it wasn't fixable or changable[00:01:59]
也就是那时我意识到你很恶心[00:02:01]
And to this day we remained estranged[00:02:01]
而我也不能走回正道了[00:02:03]
And I hate it though but[00:02:03]
从那天起我们疏远了[00:02:04]
I guess we are who we are[00:02:04]
虽然我厌恶这样,但[00:02:07]
我在想,我们到底是谁[00:02:11]
Headlights shining in the dark night I drive on[00:02:11]
在黑夜中总有盏明灯鼓励我[00:02:18]
Maybe we took this too far[00:02:18]
但我们却深藏于心不肯坦白[00:02:24]
Cause to this day we remain estranged[00:02:24]
And I hate it though[00:02:26]
因为那一天我们日远日疏[00:02:27]
Cause you ain't even get to witness your[00:02:27]
尽管我厌烦这样[00:02:29]
Grand baby's growth[00:02:29]
因而你甚至不能见证[00:02:31]
But I'm sorry mama for Cleaning Out[00:02:31]
孙女的成长[00:02:32]
My Closet at the time I was angry[00:02:32]
但妈妈,我为Cleaning out my closet这首歌道歉[00:02:34]
Rightfully maybe so never meant[00:02:34]
那时我被愤怒冲昏头脑[00:02:36]
That far to take it though cause[00:02:36]
也许我们都知道[00:02:37]
Now I know it's not your fault [00:02:37]
这个道歉来得太晚了[00:02:39]
And I'm not making jokes[00:02:39]
因为现在我懂了那并不是你的错[00:02:40]
That song I no longer play at shows[00:02:40]
我不会再唱[00:02:42]
And I cringe every time it's on the radio[00:02:42]
也不会再在[00:02:44]
And I think of Nathan being placed in a home[00:02:44]
电台里每时每刻都捧夸那首歌了[00:02:47]
And all the medicine you fed us[00:02:47]
现在我想起了Nathan在家里的地位[00:02:48]
And how I just wanted you to taste your own but[00:02:48]
还有所有你给我们吃的苦[00:02:50]
Now the medications taken over[00:02:50]
那时我是多么想以牙还牙[00:02:52]
And your mental states deteriorating slow[00:02:52]
但现在反过来了[00:02:55]
And I'm way too old to cry [00:02:55]
你的精神状态已在慢慢恶化[00:02:56]
That sh*t's painful though[00:02:56]
我欲哭无泪[00:02:58]
But ma I forgive you so does Nathan yo[00:02:58]
即使这**的多么痛[00:03:00]
All you did all you said [00:03:00]
但是妈妈,我原谅你,Nathan也是[00:03:01]
You did your best to raise us both[00:03:01]
所有你所做的,你所说的[00:03:03]
Foster care that cross you bare [00:03:03]
你真的竭尽全力扶育我俩成长[00:03:05]
Few may be as heavy as yours[00:03:05]
如今我看护你,无事不至[00:03:06]
But I love you Debbie Mathers [00:03:06]
跟你当年也差不多了吧[00:03:08]
Oh what a tangled web we have cause[00:03:08]
我爱你,Debbie Mathers[00:03:10]
One thing I never asked was[00:03:10]
我们的关系掺杂了许多杂质,因为[00:03:11]
Where the f**k my deadbeat dad was[00:03:11]
有一件事我永不问[00:03:13]
F**k it I guess he had trouble[00:03:13]
那就是我那个贱逼软包老爹在哪里[00:03:15]
Keeping up with every address[00:03:15]
我特码的猜他[00:03:16]
But I'd have flipped every mattress [00:03:16]
住哪里哪里就有麻烦[00:03:18]
Every rock and desert cactus[00:03:18]
但我翻遍所有床垫[00:03:19]
Own a collection of maps and[00:03:19]
每块磐石还有仙人掌[00:03:21]
Followed my kids to the edge of the atlas[00:03:21]
得到一个藏宝图[00:03:23]
Someone ever moved them from me [00:03:23]
跟随我的孩子去到地图的边缘[00:03:24]
That you could bet your a**'s[00:03:24]
有人动了他们?[00:03:26]
If I had to come down the[00:03:26]
那么最好祈祷不会被我痛打一顿[00:03:27]
Chimney dressed as Santa kidnap them[00:03:27]
是否我要穿得[00:03:29]
And although one has met their grandma[00:03:29]
像圣诞老人一样从烟囱里爬出来然后诱拐他们[00:03:32]
Once you pulled up in our drive one night[00:03:32]
尽管有一个刚刚跟祖母分别[00:03:34]
As we were leaving to get some handburgers[00:03:34]
有次你在我们开车[00:03:36]
Me her and Nate we introduced you hugged you[00:03:36]
去买汉堡的时候让我们停止[00:03:39]
And as you left I had this overwhelming[00:03:39]
我,她,还有Nate,我们跟她介绍你并拥你入怀[00:03:41]
Sadness come over me[00:03:41]
你走之后[00:03:43]
As we pulled off to go our separate paths and[00:03:43]
我不能承受的悲哀涌入我全身[00:03:45]
I saw your headlights as I looked back[00:03:45]
我们步入了截然不同的路[00:03:47]
And I'm mad I didn't get the chance to[00:03:47]
当我翻阅旧事时,我看到了你的头条[00:03:49]
Thank you for being my Mom and my Dad[00:03:49]
我感激你[00:03:51]
So Mom please accept this as a tribute[00:03:51]
是我人生路上最重要的爸爸妈妈[00:03:53]
I wrote this on the jet[00:03:53]
因此妈妈,请把这当成礼物收下吧[00:03:55]
I guess I had to get this off my chest [00:03:55]
我是在飞机上写下了它[00:03:57]
I hope I get the chance to lay it before I'm dead[00:03:57]
我感到我必须开诚公布了[00:03:59]
The stewardess said to fasten my seatbelt [00:03:59]
在我死去之前我希望能有机会把这些尽情倾吐[00:04:01]
I guess we're crashing[00:04:01]
空姐说要系好安全带[00:04:02]
我猜要坠机了[00:04:03]
So if I'm not dreaming I hope you this message[00:04:03]
That I'll always love you from afar[00:04:06]
所以如若我不是在做梦的话[00:04:08]
Cause you're my mama [00:04:08]
我希翼你能从远方受到我爱你的讯息[00:04:09]
I guess we are who we are[00:04:09]
因为你终究是我妈妈....[00:04:12]
我在想我们终究是我们自己[00:04:15]
Headlights shining in the dark night I drive on[00:04:15]
在黑夜中总有盏明灯鼓励我[00:04:22]
Maybe we took this too far[00:04:22]
I want a new life[00:04:27]
但我们却深藏于心不肯坦白[00:04:28]
我想要新生[00:04:29]
One without a cause[00:04:29]
一个没有痛苦的人生[00:04:32]
So I'm coming home tonight[00:04:32]
所以我今夜回家了[00:04:36]
Well no matter what the cost[00:04:36]
无论代价是什么[00:04:39]
And if the plane goes down[00:04:39]
And if the crew can't wake me up[00:04:42]
假如飞机从天坠落[00:04:46]
Just know that I was alright[00:04:46]
假如别人没有让我醒来[00:04:48]
就知道我很好就行了[00:04:49]
And I was not afraid to die[00:04:49]
我并不害怕死亡[00:04:53]
Even if there's songs to sing[00:04:53]
My children will carry me[00:04:56]
即使还有歌想唱[00:04:59]
Just know that I'm alright[00:04:59]
我的孩子会继承我的一切[00:05:01]
知道我很好就可以了[00:05:02]
I was not afraid to die[00:05:02]
Because I put my faith in my new girl[00:05:05]
我不畏怯死亡[00:05:09]
So I never say goodbye cruel world[00:05:09]
因为我的小女孩可以延续我的信仰[00:05:12]
Just know that I'm alright[00:05:12]
所以冷酷的世界永会再见[00:05:14]
知道我很好就可以了[00:05:15]
I am not afraid to die[00:05:15]
我无畏长眠不起[00:05:21]
I guess we are who we are[00:05:21]
我想,我们就是我们自己[00:05:27]
Headlights shining in the dark night I drive on[00:05:27]
在黑夜中总有盏明灯鼓励我[00:05:34]
Maybe we took this too far[00:05:34]