歌手: Lauryn Hill
时长: 02:56
Its like.[00:02:56]
if you.[00:02:56]
tired of that.[00:02:56]
you give yourself up...[00:02:56]
Listen, nobody can blackmail you with anything.[00:02:56]
I'll never forget...[00:02:56]
you know when I first...[00:02:56]
started to really understand what this was all about.[00:02:56]
I just went to my parents and I just started confessing about the stuff I did like in the second grade...[00:02:56]
seriously...[00:02:56]
but we don't know how all that stuff from the time we're kids man...[00:02:56]
all that repression...[00:02:56]
all that stuff just holding you.[00:02:56]
You know all that.[00:02:56]
Talking about boys feeling my booty in the second grade.[00:02:56]
I mean I'm telling you, and I'm ashamed of that.[00:02:56]
You know?[00:02:56]
Like no, like.[00:02:56]
what other girl in this audience played run catch and kiss or those silly games?[00:02:56]
You know?[00:02:56]
But just from a child, you know, growing up with all of that guilt.[00:02:56]
You know?[00:02:56]
And we think that that's God.[00:02:56]
We think that's God...[00:02:56]
Telling us feel guilty![00:02:56]
God is saying get free.[00:02:56]
Confess man.[00:02:56]
Understand that.[00:02:56]
look.[00:02:56]
everybody's going through that same stuff.[00:02:56]
same issues its just a bunch of repression.[00:02:56]
And I'm saying man, life is too precious.[00:02:56]
its too valuable.[00:02:56]
for us to just sit here in this boxes all repressed.[00:02:56]
You know?.[00:02:56]
Afraid to admit what we're really going through.[00:02:56]
You know?[00:02:56]
I'm saying, I'm tired of that.[00:02:56]
I'll tell people, listen its so funny it's like.[00:02:56]
you know, when I tried to...[00:02:56]
I'll never forget.[00:02:56]
when I was pregnant with my first son and I was trying to keep it a secret it was all of over the place.[00:02:56]
You know?[00:02:56]
And when I said hey, I'm having another baby.[00:02:56]
I didn't hear about it at all.[00:02:56]
And I said man, y'all just want to deal in stuff that people don't want out.[00:02:56]
So I just gave myself out.[00:02:56]
Yeah, I'm having another child.[00:02:56]
What else would you want to know?[00:02:56]
Yeah I'm crazy and deranged[00:02:56]