《Steven》歌词

歌曲： Steven

所属专辑：The Road Less Traveled

歌手： Jake Miller

时长： 03:06

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Yeah look[00:00:15]

耶，瞧瞧[00:00:17]

Let me tell you about[00:00:17]

让我跟你讲一讲[00:00:18]

A kid named Steven[00:00:18]

一个叫史蒂文的孩子的故事[00:00:19]

He's slowly running out[00:00:19]

他慢慢地[00:00:19]

Of things to believe in[00:00:19]

愈发失去信仰[00:00:21]

Every couple of months[00:00:21]

每两个月[00:00:22]

His mom leaves him [00:00:22]

**妈就会丢下他[00:00:23]

For no good reason[00:00:23]

毫无缘由的[00:00:24]

His step-dad beats him[00:00:24]

他的继父就会打骂她[00:00:25]

Not too many friends [00:00:25]

没什么朋友[00:00:26]

Only ever had a few of them [00:00:26]

就曾经有那么一两个而已[00:00:27]

But recently they don't want[00:00:27]

但现在[00:00:28]

Anything to do with him[00:00:28]

他们也不愿跟他一起玩[00:00:29]

Always eating lunch[00:00:29]

总是独自一人[00:00:30]

In the bathroom stall [00:00:30]

在厕所吃午餐[00:00:31]

He just wants to feel normal[00:00:31]

他只是想成为普通人[00:00:32]

And be cool again yeah[00:00:32]

再酷一点，耶[00:00:33]

Always feeling like the outcast [00:00:33]

总是感觉像是被遗弃的人[00:00:35]

He's been going crazy[00:00:35]

自从父亲过世[00:00:36]

Ever since his dad passed[00:00:36]

他就感觉自己疯了[00:00:37]

He needs guidance[00:00:37]

他需要指导和建议[00:00:38]

And advice but instead[00:00:38]

但反之[00:00:39]

He only has breakdowns[00:00:39]

他只有父亲车祸时[00:00:40]

And flashbacks of the car crash uh[00:00:40]

无尽的崩溃和记忆片段[00:00:42]

It's been getting harder everyday [00:00:42]

每天都变得越来越难[00:00:43]

If he was still around[00:00:43]

如果他仍在身旁[00:00:44]

Everything would be ok[00:00:44]

一切应该都会好起来的[00:00:45]

Cuz his dad was always the light[00:00:45]

因为他父亲一直都是[00:00:46]

At the end of the tunnel [00:00:46]

黑暗隧道末那抹明亮[00:00:47]

But now that same damn tunnel[00:00:47]

但如今还是那该死的隧道[00:00:48]

Is looking dark and grey[00:00:48]

看起来愈发漆黑与灰暗[00:00:50]

He keeps quiet in the back of the class[00:00:50]

他安静地坐在教室后面[00:00:52]

And when the bell rings[00:00:52]

当铃声一响[00:00:53]

Steven hurries home fast[00:00:53]

史蒂文就匆忙赶回家[00:00:54]

Scared to death the other kids[00:00:54]

他极其害怕其他孩子[00:00:55]

Will kick his a** on the long walk home[00:00:55]

会在回家路上揍他[00:00:57]

Cuz its happened in the past so[00:00:57]

因为这过去曾发生过[00:00:58]

He's getting used to[00:00:58]

因此他都习惯了[00:00:59]

The black eyes and fat lips[00:00:59]

那双黑眼睛和那厚嘴唇[00:01:00]

But all he's got is a fake smile and cut wrists[00:01:00]

但他得到的是一个假笑和割手腕[00:01:02]

Wishin' he could walk right up to them[00:01:02]

真想他能走向他们　　[00:01:04]

And show them the scars[00:01:04]

给他们看伤疤[00:01:05]

And say look you're the reason[00:01:05]

说到，看吧，就因为你[00:01:05]

That I've done this[00:01:05]

我已经这样做了[00:01:07]

Maybe they would finally understand[00:01:07]

也许他们最终会明白的[00:01:08]

And go back to how it was before it all began[00:01:08]

回到最初如何开始的时候[00:01:10]

But he's just a little different[00:01:10]

但他还是有点不同[00:01:11]

So they taunt him and they beat him[00:01:11]

因此他们奚落他，殴打他[00:01:12]

Yeah it's all just fun and games [00:01:12]

是的，一切都只是娱乐和游戏[00:01:14]

They don't give a damn yeah[00:01:14]

他们一点也不在乎，是的[00:01:15]

His older brother ain't around [00:01:15]

他的哥哥没在身边[00:01:16]

In and out of jail [00:01:16]

他老是在监狱进进出出[00:01:17]

Hanging with the wrong crowd[00:01:17]

跟着一堆小混混成天厮混[00:01:18]

He's been doing coke smoking w**d [00:01:18]

他一直在**，抽**[00:01:20]

Getting drunk all his life he's a shame[00:01:20]

成天醉酒，他是一个耻辱[00:01:21]

No he's not too proud[00:01:21]

不，他并不骄傲得意[00:01:22]

Now his habits are rubbing off[00:01:22]

现在他的习惯[00:01:24]

On his little bro yeah [00:01:24]

正在逐渐影响他的弟弟[00:01:25]

But guess what [00:01:25]

但你猜怎么着[00:01:26]

Little did he know[00:01:26]

他一点都没意识到[00:01:27]

That everytime he did a line [00:01:27]

每一次他准备吸食**[00:01:28]

Everytime he lit a joint [00:01:28]

每一次点燃**卷[00:01:29]

Everytime he took a shot[00:01:29]

每一次尝试[00:01:30]

He was sippin mode[00:01:30]

他都是在竖立示范[00:01:31]

So Steven's sitting in his room[00:01:31]

所以史蒂文坐在他的房间[00:01:32]

Getting high now[00:01:32]

兴致勃勃的嗨着药[00:01:33]

Doors locked music up [00:01:33]

锁好门，放着音乐[00:01:34]

With his lights out[00:01:34]

把灯熄灭[00:01:35]

He just takes another tote[00:01:35]

又来一只[00:01:36]

Til his room fills with smoke[00:01:36]

直到整个房间烟雾弥漫[00:01:37]

5-6-7 hours til he knocks out[00:01:37]

好几个小时，一直到不省人事[00:01:39]

Now he started stealing pills from his mom[00:01:39]

现在他开始偷他的妈妈的药[00:01:41]

8-9-10 at a time and now they're gone[00:01:41]

一次偷很多，现在他们都走了[00:01:43]

And maybe for a moment[00:01:43]

也许有那么一会儿[00:01:44]

All his problems seem to fade [00:01:44]

他所有的问题似乎都消失了[00:01:45]

But the high fades too after not too long[00:01:45]

但幻觉不久也会消失[00:01:47]

And that's when it really sinks in[00:01:47]

当真正沉迷入内[00:01:48]

And that's when it hits him[00:01:48]

也使他意识到[00:01:50]

That these god damn drugs won't fix him[00:01:50]

这些该死的药物无法解决他的问题[00:01:51]

Curled up on the floor [00:01:51]

蜷缩在地板上[00:01:52]

Can't take it anymore[00:01:52]

再也无法忍受下去[00:01:53]

Now he's talking to God[00:01:53]

现在他对神说着话[00:01:54]

Cuz he's the only one that gets him[00:01:54]

因为只有神能懂他[00:01:56]

On his knees looking up [00:01:56]

跪在地上，望着天[00:01:57]

Can't stop crying[00:01:57]

泪流不止[00:01:58]

"God I know we haven't talked in a long time[00:01:58]

上帝，我知道我们很久都没有交谈过了[00:02:00]

But this time I really need you [00:02:00]

但这一次我真的很需要你[00:02:01]

Please God help me say something[00:02:01]

求您了，上帝，帮助我，跟我说点什么[00:02:03]

Just give me a sign [00:02:03]

给我一点讯息 [00:02:04]

Because now I'm falling apart and[00:02:04]

因为现在我已经崩溃了[00:02:05]

I don't think that I can do it [00:02:05]

我做不到了[00:02:06]

Please God give me the strength[00:02:06]

请上帝赐给我力量[00:02:07]

To pull through it Tell me [00:02:07]

让我度过难关，请告诉我[00:02:08]

Should I give up [00:02:08]

我应该放弃吗[00:02:09]

I could end it all right now [00:02:09]

我现在就可以结束这一切[00:02:11]

I just don't know[00:02:11]

我就是不知道[00:02:11]

If I'm brave enough to do it [00:02:11]

我是否足够勇敢去做[00:02:13]

Cuz there's gotta[00:02:13]

因为[00:02:13]

Be a better way than suicide [00:02:13]

肯定有比自杀更好的方法[00:02:14]

Try to wait it out [00:02:14]

试着等待[00:02:15]

Give it time you'll be fine [00:02:15]

给一点时间，你会好起来的[00:02:17]

But it's been so long[00:02:17]

但这已经过了这么长的时间[00:02:18]

And I still haven't been able to get rid[00:02:18]

我仍然没能摆脱[00:02:19]

Of all the thoughts that I feel inside [00:02:19]

我内心所有的想法[00:02:21]

So sick so angry so mad[00:02:21]

很恶心，很气愤，很疯狂[00:02:23]

And to top it off no one even knows that"[00:02:23]

最糟糕的是，甚至没人知道[00:02:25]

That's when he stood up [00:02:25]

当他起身[00:02:26]

Wiped his tears [00:02:26]

擦干泪水[00:02:27]

Walked over to his desk[00:02:27]

走到他的书桌旁[00:02:28]

And got a pen and a notepad[00:02:28]

拿了一支笔和记事本[00:02:29]

He just couldn't see it getting any better[00:02:29]

他不见好转[00:02:31]

So on a cold dark night in December [00:02:31]

所以在12月的一个寒冷的夜晚[00:02:33]

Steven knew exactly[00:02:33]

史蒂文清楚地知道[00:02:34]

What he had to do[00:02:34]

他该做什么[00:02:35]

But first he sat down[00:02:35]

但他首先坐下来[00:02:36]

And wrote a couple letters[00:02:36]

写了几封信[00:02:37]

One to his step-dad [00:02:37]

一封是给他的继父[00:02:38]

One to his mother [00:02:38]

一封是给他的妈妈[00:02:39]

Couple to the kids at school [00:02:39]

好几封是给学校那几个孩子[00:02:40]

One to his brother[00:02:40]

一封是给他的哥哥[00:02:41]

Bringing them the pain[00:02:41]

也要把痛苦带给他们[00:02:42]

That they once brought him[00:02:42]

那些他们曾经给他带来的伤痛[00:02:43]

Tear drops on the paper one after another[00:02:43]

泪水一颗颗滴落在信纸上[00:02:46]

Yeah I hope that you all feel guilty [00:02:46]

耶，我希望你们都感到负罪感[00:02:48]

Cuz I'm broken now[00:02:48]

因为我现在完了[00:02:49]

And you can't heal me[00:02:49]

你不能治好我[00:02:50]

And now you're all an accompliss in murder[00:02:50]

如今你就是杀手[00:02:52]

Each and every one of you[00:02:52]

你们中的每一个[00:02:53]

Has chipped in to kill me[00:02:53]

都沾满我死亡的鲜血[00:02:54]

So the reason that[00:02:54]

因此[00:02:55]

I'm writing you this evening [00:02:55]

今晚我给你写下这些的目的[00:02:56]

Is to say goodbye[00:02:56]

就是说声再见[00:02:57]

And to tell you that I'm leaving[00:02:57]

也跟你说一声，我走了[00:02:58]

But don't hold your breath[00:02:58]

但别屏住呼吸[00:02:59]

Cuz I ain't never coming back[00:02:59]

因为我是不会再回来了[00:03:00]

Sincerely yours Steven[00:03:00]

你真挚的史蒂文[00:03:05]

你[00:03:05]