所属专辑:The Marshall Mathers LP2 (Explicit)
时长: 05:43
Headlights (车前灯) - Eminem (埃米纳姆)/Nate Ruess (内特·瑞斯)[00:00:00]
Mom I know I let you down[00:00:13]
And though you say the days are happy[00:00:18]
Why is the power off and I'm f**ked up [00:00:22]
And mom I know he's not around[00:00:26]
But don't you place the blame on me[00:00:31]
As you pour yourself another drink[00:00:35]
I guess we are who we are[00:00:39]
Headlights shining in the dark night I drive on[00:00:46]
Maybe we took this too far[00:00:52]
I went in headfirst[00:00:58]
Never thinking about who[00:00:59]
What I said hurt in what verse[00:01:01]
My mom probably got it the worst[00:01:03]
The brunt of it but as stubborn as we are[00:01:04]
Did I take it too far [00:01:07]
Cleaning out my closet and all them other songs[00:01:08]
But regardless I don't hate you cause ma [00:01:10]
You're still beautiful to me cause you're my mom[00:01:12]
Though far be it for you to be calling my house was Vietnam[00:01:15]
Desert Storm and both of us put together can[00:01:18]
Form an atomic bomb equivalent to Chemical warfare[00:01:20]
And forever we can drag this on and on[00:01:22]
But agree to disagree[00:01:25]
That gift from me up under the Christmas tree[00:01:26]
Don't mean sh*t to me[00:01:29]
You're kicking me out It's 15 degrees[00:01:30]
And it's Christmas Eve (little prick just leave)[00:01:31]
Ma let me grab my f**king coat [00:01:33]
Anything to have each other's goats[00:01:35]
Why we always at each others throats [00:01:36]
Especially when dad he f**ked us both[00:01:38]
We're in the same f**king boat [00:01:40]
You'd think that it'd make us close (nope)[00:01:42]
Further away that drove us [00:01:43]
But together headlights shine [00:01:45]
A car full of belongings[00:01:46]
Still got a ways to go back to grandma's[00:01:47]
House it's straight up the road[00:01:49]
And I was the man of the house the oldest [00:01:51]
So my shoulders carried the weight of the load[00:01:52]
Then Nate got taken away[00:01:55]
By the state at 8 years old and[00:01:56]
That's when I realized you were sick[00:01:58]
And it wasn't fixable or changable[00:01:59]
And to this day we remained estranged[00:02:01]
And I hate it though but[00:02:03]
I guess we are who we are[00:02:04]
Headlights shining in the dark night I drive on[00:02:11]
Maybe we took this too far[00:02:18]
Cause to this day we remain estranged[00:02:24]
And I hate it though[00:02:26]
Cause you ain't even get to witness your[00:02:27]
Grand baby's growth[00:02:29]
But I'm sorry mama for Cleaning Out[00:02:31]
My Closet at the time I was angry[00:02:32]
Rightfully maybe so never meant[00:02:34]
That far to take it though cause[00:02:36]
Now I know it's not your fault [00:02:37]
And I'm not making jokes[00:02:39]
That song I no longer play at shows[00:02:40]
And I cringe every time it's on the radio[00:02:42]
And I think of Nathan being placed in a home[00:02:44]
And all the medicine you fed us[00:02:47]
And how I just wanted you to taste your own but[00:02:48]
Now the medications taken over[00:02:50]
And your mental states deteriorating slow[00:02:52]
And I'm way too old to cry [00:02:55]
That sh*t's painful though[00:02:56]
But ma I forgive you so does Nathan yo[00:02:58]
All you did all you said [00:03:00]
You did your best to raise us both[00:03:01]
Foster care that cross you bare [00:03:03]
Few may be as heavy as yours[00:03:05]
But I love you Debbie Mathers [00:03:06]
Oh what a tangled web we have cause[00:03:08]
One thing I never asked was[00:03:10]
Where the f**k my deadbeat dad was[00:03:11]
F**k it I guess he had trouble[00:03:13]
Keeping up with every address[00:03:15]
But I'd have flipped every mattress [00:03:16]
Every rock and desert cactus[00:03:18]
Own a collection of maps and[00:03:19]
Followed my kids to the edge of the atlas[00:03:21]
Someone ever moved them from me [00:03:23]
That you could bet your a**'s[00:03:24]
If I had to come down the[00:03:26]
Chimney dressed as Santa kidnap them[00:03:27]
And although one has met their grandma[00:03:29]
Once you pulled up in our drive one night[00:03:32]
As we were leaving to get some handburgers[00:03:34]
Me her and Nate we introduced you hugged you[00:03:36]
And as you left I had this overwhelming[00:03:39]
Sadness come over me[00:03:41]
As we pulled off to go our separate paths and[00:03:43]
I saw your headlights as I looked back[00:03:45]
And I'm mad I didn't get the chance to[00:03:47]
Thank you for being my Mom and my Dad[00:03:49]
So Mom please accept this as a tribute[00:03:51]
I wrote this on the jet[00:03:53]
I guess I had to get this off my chest [00:03:55]
I hope I get the chance to lay it before I'm dead[00:03:57]
The stewardess said to fasten my seatbelt [00:03:59]
I guess we're crashing[00:04:01]
So if I'm not dreaming I hope you this message[00:04:03]
That I'll always love you from afar[00:04:06]
Cause you're my mama [00:04:08]
I guess we are who we are[00:04:09]
Headlights shining in the dark night I drive on[00:04:15]
Maybe we took this too far[00:04:22]
I want a new life[00:04:27]
One without a cause[00:04:29]
So I'm coming home tonight[00:04:32]
Well no matter what the cost[00:04:36]
And if the plane goes down[00:04:39]
And if the crew can't wake me up[00:04:42]
Just know that I was alright[00:04:46]
And I was not afraid to die[00:04:49]
Even if there's songs to sing[00:04:53]
My children will carry me[00:04:56]
Just know that I'm alright[00:04:59]
I was not afraid to die[00:05:02]
Because I put my faith in my new girl[00:05:05]
So I never say goodbye cruel world[00:05:09]
Just know that I'm alright[00:05:12]
I am not afraid to die[00:05:15]
I guess we are who we are[00:05:21]
Headlights shining in the dark night I drive on[00:05:27]
Maybe we took this too far[00:05:34]