歌手: Relient K
时长: 11:06
Relient K[00:00:00]
★ruffianch制作[00:00:09]
I can smell the death on the sheets[00:00:31]
Covering me[00:00:37]
I can't believe this is the end[00:00:40]
But this is my deathbed[00:00:52]
I lie here alone[00:00:59]
If I close my eyes tonight[00:01:04]
I know I'll be home[00:01:10]
The year was nineteen forty one[00:01:17]
I was eight years old and[00:01:21]
Far, far too young[00:01:23]
To know that the stories[00:01:26]
Of battles and glory[00:01:28]
Was a tale a kind mother[00:01:30]
Made up for her son[00:01:32]
You see[00:01:34]
Dad was a traveling preacher[00:01:34]
Teaching the words of the Teacher[00:01:38]
My mother had sworn he[00:01:42]
Went off to the war[00:01:44]
And died there with honor[00:01:46]
Somewhere on a beach there[00:01:48]
But he left once to never return[00:01:51]
Which taught me that I should unlearn[00:01:55]
Whatever I thought a father should be[00:01:58]
I abandoned that thought[00:02:03]
Like he abandoned me[00:02:05]
By forty seven I was fourteen[00:02:07]
I'd acquired a taste for liquor[00:02:10]
and nicotine[00:02:13]
I smoked until I threw up[00:02:16]
Yet I still lit 'em up[00:02:18]
For thirty more years[00:02:20]
Like a machine[00:02:23]
So right there you have it[00:02:26]
That one filthy habit[00:02:30]
Is what got me where I am today[00:02:34]
I can smell the death on the sheets[00:02:38]
Covering me[00:02:43]
I can't believe this is the end[00:02:45]
I can hear those sad memories[00:02:55]
Still haunting me[00:02:59]
So many things[00:03:01]
I'd do again[00:03:04]
But this is my deathbed[00:03:12]
I lie here alone[00:03:17]
If I close my eyes tonight[00:03:21]
I know I'll be home[00:03:25]
I got married on my twenty first[00:03:30]
Eight months before my wife[00:03:34]
would give birth[00:03:37]
It's easier to be sure[00:03:38]
you love someone[00:03:40]
When her father inquires with[00:03:42]
the barrel of a gun[00:03:44]
The union was far from harmonious[00:03:46]
No two people could have[00:03:50]
been more alone than us[00:03:52]
The years would go by[00:03:54]
and she'd love someone else[00:03:56]
And I realized I hadn't[00:03:58]
been loved yet myself[00:04:01]
From there it's your typical spiel[00:04:03]
Yeah if life was a highway[00:04:06]
I was drunk at the wheel[00:04:09]
I was seeing the loose ends[00:04:11]
All fall apart[00:04:13]
Yeah I swear I was destined to fail[00:04:15]
And fail from the start[00:04:18]
I bowled about six times a week[00:04:21]
The bottle of Beam[00:04:25]
kept the memories from me[00:04:27]
The marriage had taken a seven-ten split[00:04:30]
And along with my pride[00:04:33]
the ex-wife took the kids[00:04:35]
I can smell the death on the sheets[00:04:38]
Covering me[00:04:42]
I can't believe this is the end[00:04:44]
I can hear those sad memories[00:04:54]
Still haunting me[00:04:58]
So many things[00:05:00]
I'd do again[00:05:03]
But this is my deathbed[00:05:12]
I lie here alone[00:05:17]
If I close my eyes tonight[00:05:20]
I know I'll be home[00:05:25]
I was so scared of Jesus[00:05:29]
But He sought me out[00:05:31]
Like the cancer in my lungs[00:05:33]
That's killing me now[00:05:35]
And I've given up hope[00:05:37]
On the days I have left[00:05:39]
But I cling to the hope[00:05:41]
Of my life in the next[00:05:43]
Then Jesus showed up[00:05:45]
Said, "Before we go up[00:05:47]
I thought that we might reminisce[00:05:49]
See one night in your life[00:05:53]
When you turned out the light[00:05:55]
You asked for and prayed[00:05:58]
for my forgiveness"[00:06:01]
You cried wolf[00:06:05]
The tears they soaked your fur[00:06:07]
The blood dripped from your fangs[00:06:11]
You said, "What have I done?"[00:06:14]
You loved that Lamb[00:06:18]
With every sinful bone[00:06:21]
And there you wept alone[00:06:25]
Your heart was so contrite[00:06:29]
You said, "Jesus,[00:06:33]
please forgive me of my crimes[00:06:35]
Sanctify this withered heart of mine[00:06:41]
Stay with me until my life is through[00:06:48]
And on that day please[00:06:56]
take me home with you"[00:06:58]
I can smell the death on the sheets[00:07:04]
Covering me[00:07:09]
I can't believe this is the end[00:07:11]
I can hear You whisper to me,[00:07:21]
"It's time to leave[00:07:27]
You'll never be lonely again"[00:07:29]
But this was my deathbed[00:07:42]
I died there alone[00:07:47]
When I closed my eyes tonight[00:07:50]
You carried me home[00:07:55]
Relient K[00:08:09]
★ruffianch制作[00:09:18]
I am the Way[00:10:01]
Follow Me[00:10:05]
And take My hand[00:10:06]
And I am the Truth[00:10:10]
Embrace Me and you'll understand[00:10:15]
And I am the Light[00:10:19]
And for Me you'll live again[00:10:24]
For I am Love[00:10:29]
I am Love[00:10:34]
I, I am Love[00:10:39]
I, I am Love[00:10:39]