所属专辑:Leave Scars
歌手: Dark Angel
时长: 08:24
The Promise of Agony - Dark Angel (暗黑天使)[00:00:00]
You tell me what will become of us[00:02:09]
Are the lines so drawn and the stage so set[00:02:12]
That as we age what reamins is burdened sufferance[00:02:14]
My mortality looms in its visage is doom[00:02:16]
And it's speaking to me alone[00:02:18]
The years will unfold but what is the use[00:02:19]
In solitude I'm left to atone[00:02:21]
The sins of my past are returning to gnaw at my core[00:02:23]
The scars I have left and those that have been left on me[00:02:26]
My purpose in life is it unfair to assume I have one[00:02:30]
I'm not fooling myself what now awaits is a nightmarish end[00:02:34]
What I'm saying do you understand[00:02:38]
Do you know what it's like to feel inadequate[00:02:39]
And the future ahead has no place for you[00:02:41]
As if you ever thought it did[00:02:43]
Alone in my shell if I come out I'll die[00:02:45]
I don't want to escape though I should[00:02:47]
No just leave me alone I don't want your help[00:02:49]
Yeah if you could ease my pain you would[00:02:51]
No you don't even know me[00:02:53]
And your words of comfort fall upon deaf and frightened ears[00:02:54]
I lament my bitter fate lachrymation upon examining my fears[00:02:57]
I've built a fortress around my soul impregnable the door[00:03:00]
I refuse to admit you to my netherworld[00:03:02]
You're correct I've absolved my self control[00:03:04]
This spiraled course depression has me on[00:03:05]
AGONY[00:03:08]
I'M A STUDY IN DESPAIR DOMINEERED BY THE PROMISE OF AGONY[00:03:09]
AND THE HAPPINESS IS BOUND AND THE HOPELESSNESS IS FOUND[00:03:12]
I'M IN AGONY[00:03:15]
CAN'T YOU UNDERSTAND DESPONDENCY COMMANDS MY AGONY[00:03:16]
And I'm waiting to die alone[00:03:20]
As I'm drowning in a sea of abused visions and shattered dreams[00:03:37]
A chilling descent into a phobic hell[00:03:40]
Insanity's blade performs it's correctional surgery[00:03:42]
Impending doom in this blackened room I can give this all away[00:03:43]
It's all so easy to capitulate Nothing is making me stay[00:03:48]
Retreating within and hiding behind my wall[00:03:52]
Dealing without there's no escape from this moribund state[00:03:55]
Awaiting deep sleep we don't care if I don't wake[00:03:59]
In darkness' hands though terrified I feel safe[00:04:02]
I don't fit into the scheme of things[00:04:06]
These years as an outcast are quickly wearing thin[00:04:08]
My carefree days are a thing of the past[00:04:10]
And I welcome the fact that I'm coming to an end[00:04:12]
Melancholy my bride I devote unto thee[00:04:14]
My breath my mind and my soul[00:04:16]
As silence washes over me I've never been so tired so cold[00:04:18]
Confusion seizes unto me[00:04:21]
Manacled and beaten chained up by it's frozen vice[00:04:23]
This is killing me but my mind is set and I'm too weak to fight[00:04:25]
Have you any idea what it's like to want to die[00:04:28]
Then you will know from where I speak[00:04:30]
This winter in my soul[00:04:32]
This winter in my soul[00:04:33]
AGONY[00:04:36]
I'M A STUDY IN DESPAIR DOMINEERED BY THE PROMISE OF AGONY[00:04:38]
AND THE HAPPINESS IS BOUND AND THE HOPELESSNESS IS FOUND[00:04:40]
I'M IN AGONY[00:04:44]
CAN'T YOU UNDERSTAND DESPONDENCY COMMANDS MY AGONY[00:04:44]
And I want to be left alone[00:04:48]
Yet again I have no answers[00:05:19]
The confusion of my fate takes it's toll[00:05:21]
Symbolically speaking what's another life[00:05:23]
That lists ending itself as its one and only goal[00:05:25]
I've examined my options and I see nothing in my sight[00:05:27]
Is there an avenue I've yet to explore[00:05:29]
As of now I'm decided I have nothing to live for[00:05:31]
Defeated alone yet you laugh at the state I'm in[00:05:33]
I can't help what I am but you think this is all in my head[00:05:38]
I'm not asking for help but I want you to understand[00:05:43]
That I'm going away you guess if I'm coming back[00:05:45]
You wish I had a will to live[00:05:48]
This condition I'm in didn't happen overnight[00:05:50]
I've hated myself for an eternity[00:05:52]
Now I finally feel that I'm doing something right[00:05:53]
As darkness descends I behold the Candlemass[00:05:55]
I seek intimacy with death[00:05:58]
Again you're correct these feelings will pass[00:05:59]
When my memory is all you have left[00:06:01]
My life has metamorphosed[00:06:03]
Into a marriage of the twisted and macabre[00:06:04]
I'm sitting here now feeling the effects of my words[00:06:06]
Trying to see a reason why I should go on[00:06:08]
I have to wonder do I still believe in God[00:06:10]
'Cause God no longer believes in me[00:06:12]
I lay myself down for my final peace[00:06:14]
I welcome Death my spirit is free[00:06:15]
AGONY[00:06:17]
I'M A STUDY IN DESPAIR DOMINEERED BY THE PROMISE OF AGONY[00:06:19]
AND THE HAPPINESS IS BOUND AND THE HOPELESSNESS IS FOUND[00:06:22]
I'M IN AGONY[00:06:24]
CAN'T YOU UNDERSTAND DESPONDENCY COMMANDS MY AGONY[00:06:26]
And I'm pleading to die alone[00:06:30]