《An Ancient Inherited Shame》歌词

歌曲： An Ancient Inherited Shame

所属专辑：Time Does Not Heal

歌手： Dark Angel

时长： 09:16

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Artist：dark angel[00:00:00]

Songs Title：an ancient inherited shame[00:00:03]

Femininity a sacred life[00:00:58]

My goals and dreams achieved or soon they might[00:01:03]

Unintruded being innocent[00:01:07]

Young with a hopeful future to be spent[00:01:12]

I can't believe my idiocy[00:01:16]

You came along with your invasion[00:01:18]

Your act of violence not of lust[00:01:21]

Upon me [00:01:23]

Racing through these darkened streets at night[00:01:28]

Fleeing from this terror that haunts me[00:01:32]

I am chosen this can't be right[00:01:36]

The pain that your thrust brings[00:01:41]

I don't want your flesh[00:01:43]

I'm not your whore[00:01:45]

But you want my blood[00:01:47]

I'm not a whore[00:01:49]

Trapped down here inside[00:01:52]

A nightmare that's become reality[00:01:54]

A heinous violation[00:01:56]

Of my humanity[00:01:59]

Right before my eyes I see my world[00:02:31]

Fractured so precise by one so cold[00:02:35]

Through your veins run ice I beg of thee[00:02:40]

As I lie paralyzed please let me be[00:02:44]

From within your soul I stare[00:02:48]

I don't think I'll live to see this end[00:02:50]

You'll reign eternally through my nightmares[00:02:53]

If I ever sleep again[00:02:55]

The hatred directed at me 'cause of what I am[00:03:00]

Is as chilling as the defilement itself[00:03:04]

I wonder what kind of beast is man [00:03:08]

What emotions are and not felt [00:03:12]

I don't want your flesh[00:03:15]

I'm not your whore[00:03:17]

But you want my blood[00:03:19]

I'm not a whore[00:03:21]

I can't even comprehend[00:03:24]

Why this act has come to be[00:03:26]

Proven time and time again[00:03:28]

The ultimate sadistic release[00:03:30]

This violent form of incarceration[00:03:42]

Trapped by savagery helpless I lie[00:03:44]

I refuse this indoctrination[00:03:46]

Though you shatter this inner sanctum of mine[00:03:49]

An ancient inherited shame[00:03:51]

Bonding women and horror[00:03:53]

Outlasting the boundaries of time[00:03:55]

Enslaved forevermore[00:03:57]

Inherent crimes[00:03:59]

Through generations has become[00:04:01]

A terror cycle [00:04:04]

You can't see me but you feel me[00:04:38]

You only want what you don't understand[00:04:41]

You can't have me so you take me[00:04:43]

Forever scarred where you've stamped your brand[00:04:46]

You look in my eyes and you tell me[00:04:52]

What do you see [00:04:54]

Of this I'm deserving [00:04:58]

You can't see me but you feel me[00:05:01]

You only want what you don't understhand[00:05:04]

You can't have me so you take me[00:05:07]

Forever scarred where you've stamped your brand[00:05:10]

You need to crush me with your lividity[00:05:13]

Does this make you feel more like a man[00:05:16]

You can't have me so you rape me[00:05:19]

My innocence strangled by your hand[00:05:22]

This must be necrophilia for I am dead inside[00:05:28]

Your violent misogyny your strength drowns my cries[00:05:31]

In shock I'm crippled with disbelief[00:05:35]

This can't be happening to me[00:05:37]

Oh god this hurts I'm bleeding from friction[00:05:39]

＂Unconcious＂ I'm pleading to be [00:05:40]

You cannot imagine the anger I feel[00:05:42]

Nor can you imagine the pain and despair[00:05:44]

This double jeopardy soon happens again[00:05:46]

When they scrape me for semen and hair[00:05:47]

My mind is frozen with your face intact[00:05:49]

This atrocity from which I haven't been spared[00:05:51]

From now on I'll only know lovemaking through[00:05:53]

An act of intense terror[00:05:54]

The malevolence which pours over me[00:05:57]

You fill me with your rage[00:05:58]

It's mortifying diabolical [00:06:00]

Controlling through this stage[00:06:01]

I struggle to cope with what's happening[00:06:04]

I'm praying for my death[00:06:05]

I've done nothing wrong I've been victimized[00:06:07]

So I'll pray for yours instead[00:06:09]

The physical torment inflicted on me[00:06:11]

Is insufferable but it doesn't compare[00:06:12]

To your terrible criminal mentality[00:06:14]

And the scars I'll forever bear[00:06:16]

To live through this brutal show of force[00:06:18]

Will cause me years of torment and grief[00:06:20]

Awaiting this misery to run its course[00:06:21]

As I scream out innocent pleas[00:06:23]

This violent form of incarceration[00:07:51]

Trapped by savagery helpless I lie[00:07:53]

I refuse this indoctrination[00:07:56]

Though you shatter this inner sanctum of mine[00:07:57]

An ancient inherited shame[00:08:00]

Bonding women and horror[00:08:02]

Outlasting the boundaries of time[00:08:04]

Enslaved forevermore[00:08:06]

I will force myself to carry on[00:08:11]

And vengeance will be ultimately mine[00:08:16]

If you are not imprisoned soon[00:08:20]

By my hands you will die [00:08:25]

I don't what your flesh[00:08:27]

I'm not your whore[00:08:29]

But you wnat my blood[00:08:31]

I'm not a whore[00:08:33]

Through rape you've created me[00:08:36]

A victim not above revenge[00:08:38]

A churning seething mass of hate[00:08:40]

But you haven't conquered my soul[00:08:42]