所属专辑:Five Score and Seven Years Ago
时长: 11:05
Deathbed - Relient K[00:00:00]
I can smell the death on the sheets covering me[00:00:33]
I can't believe this is the end[00:00:40]
But this is my deathbed[00:00:54]
I lie here alone[00:01:00]
If I close my eyes tonight[00:01:04]
I know I'll be home[00:01:10]
The year was 1941[00:01:18]
I was eight years old and far far too young[00:01:22]
To know that the stories of battles and glory[00:01:26]
Was a tale a kind mother made up for her son[00:01:30]
You see[00:01:34]
Dad was a traveling preacher[00:01:35]
Teaching the words of the teacher[00:01:39]
But mother had sworn he ran off to the war[00:01:43]
And died there with honor somewhere on a beach there[00:01:47]
But he left once to never return[00:01:51]
Which taught me that I should unlearn[00:01:55]
Whatever I thought a father should be[00:01:59]
I abandoned that thought like he abandoned me[00:02:03]
By 47 I was 14[00:02:07]
I'd acquired a taste for liquor and nicotine[00:02:11]
I smoked until I threw up yet I still lit em up for 30 more years[00:02:16]
Like a machine[00:02:23]
So right there you have it[00:02:26]
Now one filthy habit[00:02:30]
Is what got me where I am today[00:02:34]
I can smell the death on the sheets covering me[00:02:39]
I can't believe this is the end[00:02:45]
I can hear those sad memories still haunting me[00:02:55]
So many things I'd do again[00:03:01]
But this is my deathbed[00:03:13]
I lie here alone[00:03:18]
If I close my eyes tonight[00:03:21]
I know I'll be home[00:03:26]
Got married on my 21st[00:03:30]
8 months before my wife would give birth[00:03:35]
It's easier to be sure you love someone[00:03:39]
When her father inquires with the barrel of a gun[00:03:42]
The union was far from harmonious[00:03:47]
No two people could have been more alone than us[00:03:51]
The years would go by and she'd love someone else[00:03:55]
And I'd realized I hadn't been loved yet myself[00:03:59]
From there it's your typical speel[00:04:03]
Yeah if life was a highway I was drunk at the wheel[00:04:07]
I was helping the loose ends all fall apart[00:04:11]
Yeah I swear I was destined to fail[00:04:16]
And fail from the start[00:04:19]
I bowled about six times a week[00:04:22]
The bottle of beam kept the memories from me[00:04:26]
Our marriage had taken a seven ten split[00:04:30]
And along with my pride the ex wife took the kids[00:04:34]
I can smell the death on the sheets covering me[00:04:39]
I can't believe this is the end[00:04:45]
I can hear those sad memories still haunting me[00:04:55]
So many things I'd do again[00:05:01]
But this is my deathbed[00:05:13]
I lie here alone[00:05:18]
If I close my eyes tonight[00:05:21]
I know I'll be home[00:05:26]
I was so scared of jesus[00:05:30]
But he sought me out[00:05:32]
Like the cancer in my lungs[00:05:34]
Is killing me now[00:05:36]
And I've given up hope on the days I have left[00:05:38]
But I cling to the hope of my life in the next[00:05:43]
Then jesus showed up said before we go up[00:05:47]
I thought that we might reminisce[00:05:51]
See one night in your life when you turned out the lights[00:05:54]
You asked for and prayed for my forgiveness[00:05:59]
You cried wolf with tears they soaked your fur[00:06:05]
The blood dripped from your fangs[00:06:11]
You said what have I done[00:06:14]
You loved that lamb with every sinful bone[00:06:19]
And there you wept alone[00:06:25]
Your heart was so contrite[00:06:29]
You said jesus please forgive me of my crimes[00:06:34]
Sanctify this withered heart of mine[00:06:42]
Stay with me until my life is through[00:06:49]
And on that day please take me home with you[00:06:56]
I can smell the death on the sheets covering me[00:07:05]
I can't believe this is the end[00:07:11]
I can hear you whisper to me it's time to leave[00:07:23]
You'll never be lonely again[00:07:29]
But this was my deathbed[00:07:42]
I died there alone[00:07:47]
When I closed my eyes tonight[00:07:51]
You carried me home[00:07:56]
I am the way follow me and take my hand[00:10:01]
And I am the truth embrace me and you'll understand[00:10:11]
And I am the light and through me you'll live again[00:10:20]
For I am love[00:10:30]
I am love[00:10:35]
I am[00:10:45]
Love[00:10:50]