所属专辑:Perception
歌手: NF
时长: 03:41
Yeah, most of my life's full of sad days[00:00:21]
Started at a young age[00:00:25]
Yeah, bought a house but I've been livin' on stage[00:00:26]
Tryna find the real me, I ain't found it yet[00:00:29]
Wake up every morning feelin' like I'm guilty[00:00:32]
Talk to God, "Can you hear me?"[00:00:35]
Lately, I'm a mess[00:00:37]
I don't want no one to help me[00:00:38]
Yeah, I don't want no one to help me and[00:00:39]
If you think that I make decisions based off of what you think, then you're wrong[00:00:43]
Can't nobody think for me, I got my own thoughts[00:00:47]
Sometimes you don't know what you had until it's all gone, 'til it's all gone[00:00:49]
If I took the hand that was dealt me then I would be nowhere in life[00:00:53]
Yeah, I had to think smart[00:00:57]
Threw away the deck and got my own cards[00:00:59]
Long before I had the money to afford a car[00:01:02]
I–I've been doin' me (yeah)[00:01:04]
I've been doin' me[00:01:08]
Yeah, I've been doin' me[00:01:09]
I've been doin' me[00:01:10]
Followin' my dreams[00:01:13]
Yeah, I've been doin' me[00:01:14]
I've been doin' me[00:01:16]
I've been doin' me[00:01:17]
Yeah, I've been doin' me[00:01:19]
I've been doin' me[00:01:21]
Followin' my dreams[00:01:23]
Yeah, I've been doin' me[00:01:24]
Most of my life's full of regrets[00:01:26]
Things I wanna take back, yeah[00:01:28]
Wrote you a letter, wish that I had never sent that[00:01:31]
Didn't even make sense, I don't even know[00:01:34]
All I know is I get lower on the weekends[00:01:36]
They tell me I should make friends, I just sit at home[00:01:39]
Lately, I've been off the deep end, yeah[00:01:42]
I've been off the deep end and[00:01:44]
If you think that I'm 'bout to change who I am just for you then you're so wrong[00:01:47]
As I kid I built a house around my broke heart[00:01:51]
Sometimes you don't know what you had until it falls apart, 'til it falls apart[00:01:53]
If I took the hand that was dealt me then I would be nowhere in life[00:01:56]
Yeah, I had to think smart[00:02:01]
Threw away the deck and got my own cards[00:02:03]
Long before I had the money to afford a car[00:02:06]
I (yeah)–I've been doin' me (oh, yeah)[00:02:08]
I've been doin' me[00:02:11]
Yeah, I've been doin' me (I have been)[00:02:12]
I've been doin' me[00:02:15]
Followin' my dreams[00:02:16]
Yeah, I've been doin' me (followin' my)[00:02:18]
I've been doin' me[00:02:19]
I've been doin' me (I've been followin' my)[00:02:21]
Yeah, I've been doin' me[00:02:23]
Followin' my dreams[00:02:25]
Yeah, I'm just doin' me[00:02:27]
Yeah, I'm just doin' me[00:02:29]
Yeah, I'm reminiscin' back to both of us laughin'[00:02:30]
Playin' old records, thinkin' every one of 'em's classic[00:02:32]
Windows down, we on the street up in Michigan rappin'[00:02:34]
We talked about it, but never really knew it could happen[00:02:37]
My confidence about as low as the gas is[00:02:40]
We didn't have the money for it, so we'd turn the key backwards and sit in parking lots for hours 'til the battery crashes[00:02:42]
I think that we related 'cause both of us were lookin' for answers[00:02:47]
A couple months ago I drove into Gladwin, got me all in my feelings[00:02:50]
It's somethin' 'bout bein' somewhere that's familiar[00:02:53]
Pull in the gas station, open up the tank then I fill it then laugh[00:02:56]
Would I move back? Mm, not in a million, but I appreciate the memories we had[00:02:59]
I know you've been callin', sorry I never call back[00:03:03]
I know I've been distant, you know I never meant that[00:03:06]
You can tell the family how I'm doing if they ask[00:03:08]
I'm just doin' me[00:03:12]