所属专辑:Therapy Session
歌手: NF
时长: 04:19
Breathe - NF [00:00:02]
I grew up in a small place,[00:00:31]
had to drive an hour just to see a movie[00:00:33]
I'm a simple person, [00:00:36]
city life just doesn't move me[00:00:37]
I'd rather be home with my grandparents [00:00:39]
and playing Uko[00:00:42]
Didn't wanna leave but this dream's calling, [00:00:43]
I had to do it[00:00:45]
I left my girl there, [00:00:46]
wish I would've done it different[00:00:48]
She was right when she told me [00:00:50]
that I don't ever listen[00:00:51]
I told her I would change a million times [00:00:53]
and never did it[00:00:55]
Apologies don't mean a thing [00:00:57]
if you don't ever fix it[00:00:58]
I love what I do but it's not what I expected[00:01:00]
This industry is not your friend, [00:01:03]
well it's my perspective[00:01:05]
Sometimes the closest people to you [00:01:07]
make you feel protected[00:01:09]
But those are the same people that hurt [00:01:10]
you most and leave you guessing[00:01:12]
Some people say nobody's perfect [00:01:13]
but expect perfection[00:01:16]
How you supposed to find the answer [00:01:17]
if you don't ask the question?[00:01:19]
Sometimes I look into the mirror [00:01:20]
and talk to my reflection[00:01:22]
When I go home and turn the music off, [00:01:24]
what am I left with?[00:01:26]
We used to be close but it's time past, [00:01:54]
we became disconnected[00:01:57]
You never felt love and I always felt disrespected[00:01:58]
Your family thought I was a joke, [00:02:02]
I was always defensive[00:02:04]
They just wanted what was best for you, [00:02:05]
I just couldn't accept it[00:02:07]
And hurting you was not a part of my plan [00:02:08]
or my intentions[00:02:11]
But I was immature, [00:02:12]
I guess I had to learn some lessons[00:02:13]
We grew apart and our lives [00:02:15]
went in different directions[00:02:17]
And there's a lot of responsibilities [00:02:19]
that I neglected[00:02:21]
I had a lot that was bottled inside, [00:02:22]
couldn't express it[00:02:24]
And this pain won't leave, [00:02:26]
I can feel the depression[00:02:27]
It's taking over my body, [00:02:29]
feels like I'm always stressing[00:02:31]
Doctor told me I should sleep, [00:02:32]
but I'm always restless[00:02:34]
I lay awake at night and think, [00:02:36]
my thoughts are relentless[00:02:38]
I need a moment to breathe, [00:02:39]
I need a moment to vent this[00:02:41]
I seem to be the only person [00:02:43]
that I play pretend with[00:02:45]
And when I turn the music off, [00:02:47]
what am I really left with huh?[00:02:48]