《How Could You Leave Us》歌词

歌曲： How Could You Leave Us

所属专辑：Therapy Session

歌手： NF

时长： 05:22

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How Could You Leave Us - NF[00:00:00]

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Written by：Tommee Profitt/Nate Feuerstein[00:00:01]

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How could you leave so unexpected[00:00:10]

你怎能突然离去 让我们猝不及防[00:00:17]

We waited we waited[00:00:17]

我们一直等待着你[00:00:22]

For you but you just left us[00:00:22]

但是一切都是枉然[00:00:28]

We needed you I needed you[00:00:28]

我们需要你 我需要你[00:00:34]

Yo I don't know what it's like to be addicted to pills[00:00:34]

我不知道 沉迷于** 到底是怎样一种感觉[00:00:37]

But I do know what it's like to be a witness it kills[00:00:37]

但是我知道 目睹亲人因它离去 我感到五雷轰顶[00:00:39]

Mama told me she loved me I'm thinkin' this isn't real[00:00:39]

妈妈告诉我 她很爱我 但是我却觉得这很荒谬[00:00:42]

I think of you when I get a whiff of that cigarette smell yeah[00:00:42]

当我闻到烟草的味道 我才会想起你的身影[00:00:46]

Welcome to the bottom of hell[00:00:46]

欢迎来到十八层地狱[00:00:48]

They say pain is a prison let me out of my cell[00:00:48]

人们说痛楚如囚 我只想逃离这苦牢[00:00:51]

You say you proud of me but you don't know me that well[00:00:51]

你说以我为荣 可你对我根本一无所知[00:00:54]

Sit in my room tears running down my face and I yell[00:00:54]

坐在房里 泣不成声的我无助地吼叫[00:00:57]

Into my pillowcases you say you coming to get us[00:00:57]

在上一秒还在枕边 说好你会来接我[00:00:59]

Then call' em a minute later just to tell us you not I'm humiliated[00:00:59]

下一秒你却反悔 留我在校门口无地自容[00:01:03]

I'm in a room with a parent that I don't barely know[00:01:03]

我在房间里对着素不相识的父母感到无所适从[00:01:06]

Some lady in the corner watching us while she's taking notes[00:01:06]

那些社工看着蜷缩在墙角的我们 无动于衷[00:01:09]

I don't get it mom don't you want to watch your babies grow[00:01:09]

我真的不明白 妈妈你真的不想看着孩子慢慢长大吗[00:01:12]

I guess pills are more important all you have to say is no[00:01:12]

我想**比我重要得多 我只想你拒绝这些**[00:01:15]

But you won't do it will you[00:01:15]

可你根本不会这样做[00:01:16]

You gon' keep popping 'til those pills kill you[00:01:16]

不弄死自己 你根本不会回头[00:01:18]

I know you're gone but I can still feel you[00:01:18]

明知你去世 却仍觉得你还没走[00:01:24]

Why would you leave us why would you leave us here[00:01:24]

你为什么要离开我们 为什么要离开我们[00:01:30]

How could you leave us here[00:01:30]

为什么要离开我们[00:01:34]

How could you leave us why would you leave us oh[00:01:34]

你怎能就这样一走了之[00:01:42]

Hey[00:01:42]

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I got this picture in my room and it kills me[00:01:45]

看着墙上的家庭合照 让我心痛至死[00:01:48]

But I don't need a picture of my mom I need the real thing[00:01:48]

我并不想要照片里的母亲 我要真实的你[00:01:51]

Now a relationship is something we won't ever have[00:01:51]

如今我们之间的亲情已经荡然无存[00:01:54]

Why do I feel like I lost something that I never had[00:01:54]

为何我会觉得心中怅然若失[00:01:57]

You should have been there when I graduated[00:01:57]

你应该出现在我的毕业典礼上[00:01:59]

Told me you loved me and congratulations instead you left us at the window waiting[00:01:59]

告诉你爱我 然后为我欢庆 而不是让我在窗前苦苦地呼唤着你[00:02:03]

Where you at mom[00:02:03]

你在哪儿 妈妈[00:02:05]

We're too young to understand where you at huh[00:02:05]

是不是因为我们年少无知 才会找不到你的身影[00:02:08]

Yeah I know them drugs have got you held captive[00:02:08]

是的 我知道那些**让你沉迷[00:02:10]

I can see it in your eyes they got your mind captured[00:02:10]

我能看到你眼中的欲望 将你的心智困住[00:02:13]

Some say it's fun to get the high but I am not laughing[00:02:13]

有人说这是一种极乐 但我却笑不出来[00:02:16]

And what you don't realize and what you not graspin'[00:02:16]

或许你当时根本意识不到它会给你带来的伤害[00:02:19]

That I was nothing but a kid who couldn't understand it[00:02:19]

我不过是个孩子 我根本理解不了[00:02:22]

I ain't gon' say that I forgive you' cause it hasn't happened[00:02:22]

我永远不会原谅你 因为现实将我刺痛[00:02:25]

I thought that maybe I'd feel better as time passes[00:02:25]

我想 或许时间会抚平我的伤痛[00:02:28]

If you really cared for me then where you at then[00:02:28]

如果你真的关心我 那么你现在到底在哪里[00:02:33]

Why would you leave us why would you leave us here[00:02:33]

你为什么要离开我们 为什么要离开我们[00:02:39]

How could you leave us here[00:02:39]

你怎能就这样一走了之[00:02:43]

How could you leave us why would you leave us oh[00:02:43]

你为什么要离开我们 为什么要离开我们[00:02:51]

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Our last conversation you and I sat in the living room[00:02:54]

我们最后一次谈话 我们在卧室里促膝长谈[00:02:57]

Talking 'bout my music and I brought you some to listen to[00:02:57]

谈起我的音乐 就给了几首小样让你听听[00:03:00]

You started cryin' telling me this isn't you[00:03:00]

你却哭了起来 告诉我这样下去不行[00:03:02]

A couple weeks later guess you were singing' a different tune[00:03:02]

要是再过一段时间 你肯定会改变你的想法[00:03:05]

You took them pills for the last time didn't you[00:03:05]

最后你还是沉迷于**[00:03:08]

They took you from us once I guess they came back to finish you[00:03:08]

它们曾把你从我身边夺走 如今你却一去不复返[00:03:11]

Cryin' my eyes out in the studio is difficult[00:03:11]

在录音棚里痛哭流涕 这让我感觉很丢人[00:03:14]

Music is the only place that I can go to speak to you[00:03:14]

只有通过音乐 我才能与你交谈[00:03:16]

It took everything inside of me not to scream at your funeral[00:03:16]

我要极力控制住自己 这样我才不会在葬礼上失控[00:03:19]

Sittin' in my chair that person talking was pitiful[00:03:19]

坐在椅子上 就连倾诉也让我感到痛苦[00:03:22]

I wish you were here mama but every time I picture you[00:03:22]

多希望你在这里 可每当想起你[00:03:25]

All I feel is pain I hate the way I remember you[00:03:25]

我只觉得痛苦 我憎恨思念的痛楚[00:03:28]

They found you on the floor I could tell you felt hollow[00:03:28]

别人发现你倒在地上 我能感受到你的绝望无助[00:03:31]

Gave everything you had plus your life to them pill bottles[00:03:31]

为这** 你失去了生命[00:03:34]

You gave everything you had plus your life to them pill bottles[00:03:34]

你赌上了性命 沉迷于**[00:03:37]

Don't know if you hear me or not but if you're still watching ma[00:03:37]

不知道你是否听见了我的声音 你能不能给我个回应[00:03:41]

Why would you leave us why would you leave us here[00:03:41]

你为什么要离开我们 为什么要离开我们[00:03:47]

How could you leave us here[00:03:47]

你怎能就这样一走了之[00:03:52]

How could you leave us why would you leave us oh[00:03:52]

你为什么要离开我们 为什么要离开我们[00:04:00]

Hey[00:04:00]

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Sometimes I think about like[00:04:10]

有时候我也会那样想[00:04:14]

Sometimes I think about things like you know[00:04:14]

有时候我会想 我会不会像你一样[00:04:18]

When I'd have kids I'm like[00:04:18]

如果我有孩子 我会不会像你一样[00:04:27]

You won't be there you know[00:04:27]

你再也不会出现在我的身边[00:04:29]

You won't be there for any of that[00:04:29]

无论发生什么 你都不会出现了[00:04:40]

And I'll never get to see you again[00:04:40]

我再也见不到你了[00:04:44]

Sometimes I wish I would've just called you[00:04:44]

有时候 我想给你打个电话[00:04:47]

I wish I would have just picked up the phone[00:04:47]

我希望 你能接起我的电话[00:04:50]

Wish you were here[00:04:50]

我希望你还活着[00:04:52]

I mean you should of been there for us[00:04:52]

你本该在这里照顾好我们[00:04:55]

You should have been here[00:04:55]

你应该还活着的[00:04:58]

Them pills got you right[00:04:58]

**就让你那么爽吗[00:05:03]

Them pills got you right[00:05:03]

**就让你那么爽吗[00:05:11]

I wish you were here[00:05:11]

我希望你还活着[00:05:16]