《Therapy Session》歌词

歌曲： Therapy Session

所属专辑：Therapy Session

歌手： NF

时长： 05:31

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Therapy Session - NF [00:00:01]

Yeah, I gotta say like a month ago[00:00:18]

I was talking to fans[00:00:21]

And one of them pulled me aside and said[00:00:23]

"We never met but I swear that you know who I am"[00:00:24]

I been through a lot[00:00:27]

I don't know how to express it to people[00:00:28]

Don't think that I can but I got that mansion, [00:00:30]

see diem rotation[00:00:32]

That's win for me, you do not understand[00:00:34]

It's crazy for me[00:00:36]

Kids hit me up, say they slitting [00:00:37]

they wrists on the daily[00:00:38]

This music is more than you think[00:00:40]

Don't book me for just entertainment, [00:00:41]

it's entertaining[00:00:43]

Hearing these parents, they telling their kids[00:00:44]

My music is violent, you gotta be kidding me[00:00:46]

I guess that your definition of violence and mine[00:00:48]

Is something that we look at differently[00:00:51]

How do you picture me ah?[00:00:53]

Want me to smile, you want me to laugh[00:00:54]

You want me to walk in the stage [00:00:57]

with a smile on my face[00:00:59]

When I'm mad and put on a mask, for real though[00:01:00]

I mean, what you expect from me?[00:01:03]

I'm tryna do this respectfully[00:01:04]

They say that life is a race[00:01:06]

I know my problems'll prolly catch up eventually[00:01:07]

I do my best to be calm[00:01:10]

How you gon' write me [00:01:12]

and tell me you slaughter my family?[00:01:13]

That's just a glimpse to the stuff [00:01:15]

that get sent to me[00:01:16]

These the parts of my life [00:01:17]

that'll never see, woo[00:01:18]

I am aware it's aggressive[00:01:20]

I am not here for acceptance[00:01:22]

I don't know what you expect here[00:01:23]

But what you expect [00:01:25]

when you walk in a therapy session?[00:01:26]

Therapy, therapy session[00:01:29]

Therapy, therapy session[00:01:38]

This girl at the show looked me in the face[00:01:46]

And told me her life's full of drama[00:01:48]

Said that her dad is abusive[00:01:51]

Apparently he likes to beat on her mama[00:01:52]

I got so angry inside[00:01:55]

I wanted to tell her to give me his number[00:01:56]

But what you gon' do with it right?[00:01:59]

You gon' hit him up then start hitting him harder[00:02:01]

That's real[00:02:03]

These kids, they come to my shows[00:02:04]

With tears in they eyes[00:02:06]

Imagine someone looking at you[00:02:07]

And saying your music's the reason [00:02:08]

that they are alive[00:02:10]

Sometimes, I don't know how to handle it[00:02:11]

This type of life isn't glamorous[00:02:13]

This ain't an act for the cameras[00:02:15]

You see me walk on these stages [00:02:16]

but have no idea what I'm dealing with after it[00:02:18]

I put it all in the open[00:02:20]

This is the way that I'm coping, all my emotion[00:02:22]

I'm taking pictures with thousands of people[00:02:24]

But honestly, I feel like nobody knows me[00:02:26]

I'm tryna deal with the pressure[00:02:29]

I'm tryna deal with the pressure[00:02:30]

How you gon' tell me my music does not have a message[00:02:32]

When I'm looking out at this crowd [00:02:35]

full of people I know I affected?[00:02:36]

Ah, I got some things in my life, [00:02:39]

I know I should let 'em go[00:02:41]

Let me shout at you, let me take a mental note[00:02:44]

I put it all in this microphone, [00:02:47]

think about that for a minute[00:02:50]

What is the point of this song? [00:02:51]

Just hating but what you expect [00:02:52]

from a therapy session?[00:02:54]

Therapy, therapy session[00:02:57]

Therapy, therapy session[00:03:05]

What you think about me[00:03:14]

That doesn't worry me[00:03:16]

I know I handle some things immaturely[00:03:17]

I know that I need to grow to maturity[00:03:19]

I ain't gon' walk on [00:03:21]

these stages in front of these people[00:03:22]

And act like I live my life perfectly[00:03:24]

That doesn't work for me[00:03:25]

Christian is not the definition of a perfect me, woo[00:03:27]

I ain't the type to be quiet[00:03:31]

I ain't gon' sit here in silence[00:03:33]

And bow when you say what I say to your face[00:03:34]

I promise I wouldn't say it in private[00:03:36]

I am not lying[00:03:38]

People go off on my page [00:03:40]

and I'm trying to quit the replying[00:03:41]

But this is ridiculous[00:03:43]

I'm passionate man, I really mean what I'm writing[00:03:44]

You want me to keep it 100? Okay, I keep it 100[00:03:47]

I see a whole lot of talking on socials[00:03:50]

But honestly, I don't see nothing in public[00:03:53]

I kinda love it, yeah[00:03:55]

Why don't you write us some happy raps?[00:03:57]

That would be awesome, huh?[00:03:59]

All your music is moody and dark now[00:04:01]

Don't get me started[00:04:03]

You wanna know what it's like if you met me in person[00:04:06]

Then listen my verses[00:04:09]

This music is not just for people[00:04:10]

Sitting in views and praying in churches[00:04:12]

I feel rejected[00:04:15]

I don't expect everyone to accept it[00:04:16]

I don't expect you to get my perspective[00:04:18]

What you expect from a therapy session?[00:04:20]

I mean, I think sometimes people [00:04:27]

they confuse what I'm doing[00:04:32]

I write about life, [00:04:35]

I write about things [00:04:36]

that I'm actually dealing with[00:04:38]

Something that I'm actually experiencing, [00:04:40]

this is real for me[00:04:42]

Like this is something [00:04:44]

that personally helps me as well[00:04:45]

I'm not confused about who gave me the gift[00:04:47]

God gave me the gift [00:04:49]

and he gave me the ability to do this[00:04:50]

And he also gave me this as an outlet[00:04:52]

And that's what music is for me[00:04:55]

When I feel something, whether it's anger[00:04:57]

Um,it's a passion about something, or frustration[00:04:59]

Like this is where I go, this is, this is[00:05:02]

that's the whole real music thing man[00:05:05]

This is real for me, I need this, [00:05:07]

this is a therapy for me for me[00:05:09]