歌手: Sadistik
时长: 05:48
The Beast - Sadistik[00:00:00]
The song is called the beast[00:00:48]
It's about feeling ugly[00:00:51]
I've been whittling a niche a heart that's made of wood[00:00:57]
Is feeling pitiful and sick so I'm parting ways for good[00:01:00]
A minimal intent's on that could've would've should've[00:01:02]
Try to look up high if I mistook the miserable events[00:01:05]
I look up at the sky and I pry both my eyes open[00:01:08]
So I can decide if it's worth it just to try and[00:01:11]
This is what it's like when you fight all the nightmares[00:01:14]
To try to find some light there[00:01:16]
And hold it all in my hands[00:01:18]
And the parable is done ugly duckling swan[00:01:20]
Dived into the barrel of a gun[00:01:23]
I spent my afternoons alone to stare into the sun[00:01:25]
To attract an opposite[00:01:27]
And go get married just for fun[00:01:29]
Come undone predict another mental lapse[00:01:30]
Screaming from the top of my lungs[00:01:33]
Until the windows crack[00:01:35]
Drinking all the vodka to hush all of my impulse that's[00:01:36]
Seeking for the optimal buzz to get my limbs detached[00:01:39]
And I'm a part of all the lies[00:01:43]
This she loves me not mentality makes gardens all divide[00:01:44]
The particle I hide is the iron in my blood[00:01:47]
I'll set fire to the sun until the waterfalls are dry[00:01:50]
Father son and holy ghost bottled rum and lonely folks[00:01:53]
Dance within the lines[00:01:56]
So they can swallow some and Dosey Doe[00:01:57]
I'm so alone I've been living in a vacant pit[00:01:59]
Just another voodoo doll victim of relationships[00:02:01]
I studied every single eyelash[00:02:05]
On her little face and they look like venus flytraps[00:02:07]
I always knew I'd meet a nice catch[00:02:11]
I didn't think that she would bite back[00:02:13]
So please fail me now[00:02:16]
You with the pitchfork hey bail me out[00:02:18]
Man I act like a man-i-ac I just can't fight back[00:02:21]
When this greyscale surrounds me[00:02:24]
You say hello there I say it's hell here[00:02:49]
Look at my face to find trace of swell years[00:02:51]
With my tongue in my cheek[00:02:55]
In spite of when I go to bite it[00:02:56]
So the blood is released I try to[00:02:58]
Look inside me when I summon the beast to fight him[00:03:00]
So I guide him right under the sheets to hide it[00:03:03]
It's a violent thrill rhythm of a silent film[00:03:06]
Cycle of the moon when it's hunt and release[00:03:08]
I might've been sent to jail when I'm dead-set to fail[00:03:10]
I felt it coming the death sentence braille[00:03:13]
Misery loves comforting and best friends prevail[00:03:16]
It's The Beauty and the Beast it's La Bete et la Belle[00:03:19]
Please come and kill me with a bullet made of silver[00:03:22]
Or a stake inside my chest so I can finally go to sleep[00:03:24]
When these lovely feelings are so cold it makes me shiver[00:03:27]
When it's breaking my defense so don't go crying over me[00:03:30]
Then dream of another fortune that's not average[00:03:33]
Sing with a little forked tongue like a basilisk[00:03:36]
These simple days of boredom are so cancerous[00:03:39]
Seems like I might be sort of like a masochist[00:03:41]
I'm so enamored by the swell marks[00:03:45]
Breaking all the mirrors just to crawl out of my skin[00:03:47]
I'm Ester Greenwood I've been trapped inside a Bell Jar[00:03:50]
Believing all the speeches from a charlatan again[00:03:52]
I got lectured on the matter[00:03:56]
That my topics are myopic non-sequitur and scattered[00:03:58]
He uses big words complex with all the patterns[00:04:00]
But maybe it's for me and not you[00:04:04]
I formerly denounce my former self and form deformities[00:04:06]
Conform to formations that were forced to form abnormally[00:04:09]
Before I forfeit my fortress and forget my fortune[00:04:12]
I'll fortify so you can burn me at the stake[00:04:15]
Tricyclics with an SSRI[00:04:18]
Just might fix this mix of intense hard times[00:04:20]
Light gets dim when I get this dark side[00:04:23]
As time tic tic tics and excess stars die[00:04:26]
Cause I'm a monster in the flesh[00:04:30]
Being haunted by the topics that I conjure with my breath[00:04:31]
This is how a death feels this is all that's left[00:04:34]
When there's nowhere else to run[00:04:37]
And you're caught inside the web[00:04:39]
Of the beast[00:04:40]