所属专辑:Supposed Former Infatuation Junkie
时长: 05:24
Couch - Alanis Morissette[00:00:01]
You hadn't seen your father in such a long time[00:00:01]
He died in the arms of his lover how dare he[00:00:09]
Your mother never left the house[00:00:18]
She never married anyone else you took it upon yourself to console her[00:00:22]
You reminded her so much of your father[00:00:35]
So you were banished and you wonder why you're so hypersensitive[00:00:41]
And why you can't trust anyone but us but then how can I begin[00:00:48]
To forgive her so many years under bridges with dirty water[00:00:55]
She was foolish and selfish and cowardly if you ask me[00:01:00]
I don't know where to begin in all of my 50 odd years[00:01:10]
I have been silently suffering and adapting perpetuating and enduring[00:01:17]
Who are you younger generation to tell me[00:01:26]
That I have unresolved problems not many examples of fruits[00:01:32]
Of this type of excruciating labor[00:01:38]
How can you just throw words around like grieve and heal and mourn[00:01:45]
I feel fine we may not have been born as awake as you were[00:01:52]
It was much harder in those days we had paper routes uphill both ways[00:02:01]
We went from school to a job to a wife to instant parenthood[00:02:09]
I walked into his office I felt so self-conscious on the couch[00:02:19]
He was sitting down across from me he was writing down[00:02:27]
His hypothesis I don't know I've got a loving supportive wife[00:02:33]
Who doesn't know how involved she should get[00:02:40]
You say his interjecting was him just calling me on my shit [00:02:44]
Just the other day my sweet daughter I was driving past 203[00:02:54]
I walked up the stairs in my mind's eye[00:03:01]
I remember how they would creak loudly[00:03:06]
She was only responsive with a drink he was only responsive by photo[00:03:09]
I was only trying to be the best big brother I could[00:03:19]
I've walked sometimes confused sometimes ready to crack open wide[00:03:28]
Sometimes indignant sometimes raw can you imagine[00:03:35]
I pay him 75 dollars an hour sometimes it feels like highway robbery[00:03:43]
And sometimes it's peanuts I wish it could last a couple more hours[00:03:53]
So here we both are battling similar demons not coincidentally[00:04:03]
You seen getting beyond knowing it solely intellectually[00:04:11]
You're not relinquishing your majesty[00:04:16]
You are wise you are warm you are courageous you are big[00:04:19]
And I love you more now than I ever have in my whole life[00:04:28]