《Going Through Changes》歌词

歌曲： Going Through Changes

所属专辑：Recovery (Deluxe Edition)

歌手： Eminem

时长： 00:30

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Going Through Changes (经历变化) - Eminem (埃米纳姆)[00:00:00]

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I'm going through changes[00:00:05]

我经历了变化[00:00:13]

I'm going through changes[00:00:13]

我经历了变化[00:00:20]

Lately I really feel like[00:00:20]

最近[00:00:22]

I'm rolling for delph like Philly [00:00:22]

我感觉自己就像[00:00:24]

I feel like I'm losing control of myself [00:00:24]

实话说[00:00:26]

I sincerely [00:00:26]

我感觉自己正在失去控制[00:00:26]

I apologize if all that I sound like[00:00:26]

如果这听起来像是我在抱怨[00:00:29]

Is I'm complaining [00:00:29]

那我道歉[00:00:30]

But life keeps on complicating[00:00:30]

但生活依旧很复杂 [00:00:31]

An' I'm debating [00:00:31]

我心中生出念头[00:00:33]

On leaving this world this evening[00:00:33]

要离开这个世界,这个晚上[00:00:35]

Even my girls [00:00:35]

连我的女儿[00:00:35]

Can see I'm grievin' I try and hide it[00:00:35]

都可以看出我很悲伤，我试着隐藏这种情感[00:00:38]

But I can't[00:00:38]

但我不能[00:00:38]

Why do I act like I'm all high and mighty [00:00:38]

为什么我总是去表现得很高大[00:00:40]

When inside I'm dying[00:00:40]

在我内心深处，我就快死了[00:00:41]

I am finally realizing I need help [00:00:41]

我终于意识到我需要帮助[00:00:43]

I can't do it by myself too weak[00:00:43]

我自己一人办不到，我太软弱了[00:00:46]

2 weeks I've been having ups and downs [00:00:46]

这两周我的生活一直有起伏[00:00:48]

Going through peaks and valleys[00:00:48]

经历高峰和低谷[00:00:49]

Dilly dallying [00:00:49]

延宕拖延[00:00:49]

Around with the idea[00:00:49]

脑袋里充满着[00:00:51]

Of ending the sh*t right here [00:00:51]

结束这种生活的想法[00:00:53]

I'm hatin' my reflection[00:00:53]

我厌恶自己的反应[00:00:54]

I walk around the house tryin' to fight mirrors [00:00:54]

我在家里踱步，试着和镜中的自己对峙[00:00:57]

I can't stand what I look like yeah[00:00:57]

我受不了自己这样子[00:00:59]

I look fat but what do I care [00:00:59]

我看起来有些胖，但我关心的是什么[00:01:01]

I give a f**k only thing I fear is Hailie [00:01:01]

我所关心的，我唯一担心的，是hailie[00:01:03]

I'm afraid if I close my eyes I might see her [00:01:03]

我害怕如果闭上眼睛他会出现在我眼前[00:01:06]

Sh*t [00:01:06]

//[00:01:06]

I'm going through changes[00:01:06]

我经历了变化[00:01:14]

I'm going through changes[00:01:14]

我经历了变化[00:01:22]

I lock myself in the bedroom[00:01:22]

我把自己锁在卧室、浴室[00:01:23]

Bathroom nappin' at noon [00:01:23]

在中午酣睡[00:01:24]

Yeah dad's in a bad mood[00:01:24]

是的,爸爸心情不好的[00:01:26]

He's always snappin' at you [00:01:26]

他总是打你[00:01:27]

Marshall what happened at you[00:01:27]

arshall你到底怎么了[00:01:29]

You can't stop with these pills [00:01:29]

你不能停止吃这些药丸[00:01:30]

And you've fallen off with your skills[00:01:30]

你的说唱技巧已经离你而去[00:01:32]

And your own fans are laughin' at you [00:01:32]

你的歌迷都在嘲笑你[00:01:33]

It become a problem[00:01:33]

你这么娘们根本解决不了问题[00:01:34]

You're too p**sy to tackle get up [00:01:34]

起来[00:01:35]

Be a man stand[00:01:35]

像个男人一样,站起来[00:01:36]

A real man woulda had this sh*t handled [00:01:36]

一个真正的男子汉能把这些统统解决[00:01:38]

Know you just had your heart[00:01:38]

我知道你的心刚刚经历过无限的痛苦[00:01:40]

Ripped out and crushed [00:01:40]

他们说[00:01:41]

They say Proof just flipped out[00:01:41]

我最好的兄弟[00:01:42]

Homie just swift out and bust [00:01:42]

死了[00:01:44]

Nah it ain't like Doody to do that[00:01:44]

这根本不是我兄弟会干的事[00:01:46]

He wouldn't f**kin' shoot at[00:01:46]

不应该向任何人开枪的[00:01:48]

No-body he fights first [00:01:48]

他不该先和别人动手[00:01:49]

But dwellin' on it only[00:01:49]

但是纠结与这些只会让[00:01:50]

Makes the night worse [00:01:50]

夜晚更糟糕[00:01:51]

Now I'm poppin Vic's[00:01:51]

现在我只需要[00:01:52]

Perks and Methadone pills [00:01:52]

安眠药[00:01:53]

Yeah Em tight verse you killed it [00:01:53]

把握好你的节奏，让它无懈可击[00:01:56]

F**kin' drug dealers hang[00:01:56]

不管你有什么要求[00:01:57]

Around me like "yes man" [00:01:57]

他们都会答,是[00:01:59]

And they gon' do whatever I says when[00:01:59]

当我开了口[00:02:00]

I says it[00:02:00]

他们什么事情都可以做[00:02:01]

It's in their best interest to[00:02:01]

只为了追求[00:02:03]

Protect their investment [00:02:03]

他们的金钱[00:02:04]

And I just lost my f**kin' best friend[00:02:04]

我失去了我最好的朋友[00:02:06]

So f**k it I guess then[00:02:06]

所以我想[00:02:08]

I'm going through changes[00:02:08]

我经历了变化[00:02:15]

Don't know what I'm going through[00:02:15]

我不知道我经历了什么[00:02:18]

But I just keep on going through changes[00:02:18]

但我还不断在改变[00:02:23]

My friends just can't understand this new me [00:02:23]

我的朋友们不理解这个新的我[00:02:25]

That's understandable man[00:02:25]

伙计，这我能理解[00:02:26]

But just think how bananas you'd be [00:02:26]

但想想你曾经是怎样的一坨狗屎[00:02:28]

You'd be an animal too[00:02:28]

如果你也被名声所困[00:02:29]

If you were trapped in this fame[00:02:29]

就像被关在动物园的笼子里[00:02:31]

And caged in it like a zoo [00:02:31]

你也一样会像只动物[00:02:32]

And everybody's lookin' at you[00:02:32]

所有人都看着你[00:02:33]

What you want me to do [00:02:33]

你想要让我怎么做[00:02:35]

I'm startin' to live like a recluse[00:02:35]

于是我隐退了[00:02:36]

And the truth is [00:02:36]

开始新的生活[00:02:38]

Fame startin' to give me an excuse[00:02:38]

我的名气变得空前的低[00:02:40]

To be at a all time low [00:02:40]

这给了我一个借口[00:02:41]

I sit alone in my home theatre[00:02:41]

我独自坐在我的家庭影院前[00:02:43]

Watchin' the same damn DVD [00:02:43]

看着同一部DVD[00:02:44]

Of the first tour the last tour[00:02:44]

第一次巡演，最后一次巡演[00:02:47]

He was still alive [00:02:47]

他还活着[00:02:48]

And it hurt sore fast forward sleepin'[00:02:48]

这揭开了我的伤疤，快进[00:02:50]

Pills'll make me feel alright [00:02:50]

只有安眠药能让我觉得好受一点[00:02:51]

And if I'm still awake in the middle of the night [00:02:51]

如果后半夜我还在床上辗转难眠[00:02:54]

I just take a couple more[00:02:54]

我会多吃一倍的安眠药[00:02:55]

Yeah you're motherf**kin' right [00:02:55]

你说的太对了[00:02:57]

I ain't slowin' down for no one[00:02:57]

我不会为任何人放慢脚步[00:02:58]

I am almost homeward bound [00:02:58]

我马上就要到家了 [00:02:59]

Almost in a coma yeah homie come on[00:02:59]

几乎处于昏迷[00:03:02]

Don't look now [00:03:02]

你就快到了[00:03:02]

Daddy don't you die on me daddy[00:03:02]

爸爸，你死了我会很难过的[00:03:04]

Better hold your ground [00:03:04]

爸爸，好好坚持下去[00:03:05]

F**k don't I know the sound of that voice [00:03:05]

我听见你说话的声音了[00:03:07]

Yeah baby hold me down [00:03:07]

好，宝贝，抱紧爸爸[00:03:09]

I'm going through changes[00:03:09]

我经历了变化[00:03:17]

I'm going through changes[00:03:17]

我经历了变化[00:03:25]

Wake up in the hospital full of tubes[00:03:25]

在医院醒来，身上插满了管子[00:03:27]

Plus somehow I'm pullin' through [00:03:27]

终于度过了危险期[00:03:28]

Swear when I come back[00:03:28]

我发誓当我回来的时候[00:03:29]

I'm a be bulletproof [00:03:29]

我会穿上防弹衣[00:03:30]

I'm a do it just for Proof[00:03:30]

我这样做只是为了证明[00:03:32]

I think I should state a few [00:03:32]

我觉得我应该说些东西[00:03:33]

Facts cause I may not get[00:03:33]

事实上[00:03:34]

A chance again to say the truth [00:03:34]

因为我可能不会再有机会说出事实了[00:03:36]

Sh*t it just hit me that what[00:03:36]

如果我没挺过来[00:03:37]

If I would notta made it through[00:03:37]

这该怎么办[00:03:39]

I think about the things[00:03:39]

我想着那些[00:03:40]

I would never got to say to you [00:03:40]

永远不打算对你说出的话语[00:03:41]

I'd never get to make it right[00:03:41]

我从来都没有好好表达过[00:03:43]

So here's what I came to do [00:03:43]

所以现在我决定做些什么[00:03:44]

Hailie this one is for you[00:03:44]

hailie这是给你的[00:03:45]

Whitney and Alaina too [00:03:45]

hitney还有Alaina，你们也一样[00:03:46]

I still love your mother[00:03:46]

我依旧爱着你妈妈[00:03:48]

That'll never change [00:03:48]

这是永远不会改变的[00:03:49]

Think about her every day[00:03:49]

我每一天都很想她[00:03:50]

We just could never get it together [00:03:50]

但是我们可能永远无法复原了[00:03:52]

Hey wish there was a better way[00:03:52]

嘿，希望能有一个更好的方式[00:03:54]

For me to say it [00:03:54]

让我来说出它[00:03:55]

But I swear on everything[00:03:55]

有太多的东西[00:03:56]

I'd do anything for her on anyday [00:03:56]

需要[00:03:57]

There are just too many things[00:03:57]

解释[00:03:59]

To explain when it rains [00:03:59]

既然我已开口[00:04:01]

Guess it pours yes it does[00:04:01]

就让我把所有话语都倾泻出来[00:04:02]

Wish there wasn't any pain [00:04:02]

我希望我从没有经历这些痛苦[00:04:04]

But I can't pretend there ain't[00:04:04]

但我不能假装这些都没发生过[00:04:05]

I ain't placin' any blame [00:04:05]

我这不是在指责你[00:04:06]

I ain't pointin' fingers[00:04:06]

也没有把矛头指向你[00:04:08]

Heaven knows there never been a saint [00:04:08]

老天知道的，这世界有从来没有完人[00:04:09]

I know it just feels like[00:04:09]

我知道[00:04:11]

We just pissed away our history [00:04:11]

是我们挥霍了我们的过往曾经[00:04:12]

But just today[00:04:12]

但就在今天[00:04:13]

I looked at your picture[00:04:13]

当我看着你的照片[00:04:14]

Almost hate to say [00:04:14]

我不得不说[00:04:15]

I miss you self consciously[00:04:15]

在我的潜意识里我一直都思念着你[00:04:16]

Wish it didn't end this way [00:04:16]

我希望我们从没有结束[00:04:17]

But I just had to get away[00:04:17]

但不知为什么[00:04:19]

Don't know why[00:04:19]

我不得不逃避这情感[00:04:20]

I don't know what else to say I guess[00:04:20]

我不知道还有什么其他可说，我想我[00:04:22]

I'm going through changes[00:04:22]

我经历了变化[00:04:30]

I'm going through changes[00:04:30]

我经历了变化[00:04:35]