《Once an Addict(Interlude|Explicit)》歌词

歌曲： Once an Addict(Interlude|Explicit)

所属专辑：KOD (Explicit)

歌手： J. Cole

时长： 03:18

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Once an Addict (Explicit) (Interlude) - J. Cole (J. 科尔)[00:00:00]

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Right right right right[00:00:02]

是的 没错 是的 没错[00:00:11]

Something's got a hold on me right[00:00:11]

一种莫名的东西把我困住了[00:00:19]

Right right[00:00:19]

是的 没错[00:00:20]

Sometimes I think pain is just a lack of understanding[00:00:20]

有时候我感到痛苦只是因为缺乏理解[00:00:25]

If we could only understand it all[00:00:25]

如果我们可以完全理解痛苦[00:00:28]

Would we feel no pain[00:00:28]

我们还会感到痛苦吗[00:00:29]

Would we feel no pain[00:00:29]

我们还会感到痛苦吗[00:00:30]

Would we feel no pain[00:00:30]

我们还会感到痛苦吗[00:00:32]

God must feel no pain[00:00:32]

上帝一定不会感到痛苦[00:00:34]

Something's got a hold on me[00:00:34]

一种莫名的东西把我困住了[00:00:38]

Only joy[00:00:38]

只有快乐[00:00:41]

Does this mean even our suffering pleases him[00:00:41]

这是否意味着我们的苦难会取悦上帝[00:00:45]

Lost in a cloud of marijuana[00:00:45]

在**中迷失自我[00:00:47]

Young Carolina n**ga fish out of water[00:00:47]

我像是一条涉世未深的小鱼[00:00:49]

Step-daddy just had a daughter with another woman[00:00:49]

继父和另一个女人生了女儿[00:00:52]

Mama ain't recover yet[00:00:52]

妈妈还没有恢复健康[00:00:53]

Callin' me at 12 at night[00:00:53]

午夜十二点她打电话给我[00:00:55]

She drunk as f**k and I'm upset[00:00:55]

她喝得烂醉如泥 让我很难过[00:00:56]

'Cause why she always using me for crutch[00:00:56]

为什么她总是把我当成支柱[00:00:58]

Growin' up I used to always see her up[00:00:58]

我已长大 但我过去时常见到她[00:01:00]

Late as sh*t cigarette smoke[00:01:00]

她不停的抽烟[00:01:02]

And greatest hits from Marvin Gaye[00:01:02]

一边听着马文盖伊的音乐[00:01:03]

She kill a whole bottle of some cheap chardonnay[00:01:03]

一边喝掉整瓶的廉价霞多丽酒[00:01:06]

I gotta leave this house[00:01:06]

我要离开这里[00:01:07]

'Cause part of me dies when I see her like this[00:01:07]

因为她的所作所为已让我死心[00:01:09]

Too young to deal with pain[00:01:09]

我还年幼 为何要承受这些痛苦[00:01:10]

I'd rather run the streets than see her kill herself[00:01:10]

我宁愿流浪街头也不愿看到她自杀[00:01:12]

So 'Ville became my escape from a feelin' I hate[00:01:12]

所以维尔成了我逃避恨的地方[00:01:15]

Mama cursing me out[00:01:15]

妈妈一直在骂我[00:01:17]

Depression's such a villainous state[00:01:17]

抑郁就是这样邪恶的状态[00:01:19]

I used to stay out later on purpose[00:01:19]

我过去常常故意呆在外面[00:01:21]

Subconsciously I was nervous that[00:01:21]

我下意识地感到紧张[00:01:22]

If I came home early[00:01:22]

如果我提前回家[00:01:23]

Then what would surface was her inner demons[00:01:23]

那么她内心的恶魔会是什么样子呢[00:01:26]

And then I'd have to end up seein' my hero on ground zero[00:01:26]

然后我只能去看我的英雄[00:01:29]

Tears flow where Al Green blow[00:01:29]

艾尔格林擦去了我的眼泪[00:01:31]

Love and happiness[00:01:31]

让我相信爱与幸福[00:01:31]

I wish that I could say the right words to cheer her up[00:01:31]

我希望我能说出优美的话使她高兴[00:01:34]

I wish her son's love was enough[00:01:34]

我希望她的儿子得到充足的爱[00:01:36]

I tell her Mama go to sleep[00:01:36]

我告诉她妈妈去睡觉[00:01:38]

She tell me[00:01:38]

她对我说[00:01:38]

Boy hush[00:01:38]

嘘 宝贝[00:01:39]

You better pray to God[00:01:39]

你最好向上帝祈祷[00:01:40]

You never get your heart crushed[00:01:40]

让你的心永远不会碎[00:01:42]

I shake my head in frustration[00:01:42]

我沮丧地摇摇头[00:01:43]

Head to my room[00:01:43]

回到我的房间[00:01:44]

And I can still hear the tunes of my door shut[00:01:44]

我依然能听到关门的声音[00:01:47]

F**k it though a couple more months I'll be gone[00:01:47]

虽然再过几个月我就要离开[00:01:49]

Off to college and dorms[00:01:49]

到大学的宿舍里居住[00:01:50]

Foolin' myself thinkin' problems are gone[00:01:50]

我愚蠢地认为一切的问题都会随之消失[00:01:53]

But now it's 1 AM and my mama diallin' my phone[00:01:53]

但是现在是午夜一点 妈妈再一次打电话过来[00:01:55]

I know she intoxicated and soon this high[00:01:55]

我知道她醉了 这么快就醉了[00:01:58]

That I'm on comes crashin' down[00:01:58]

让我心里忐忑不安[00:02:00]

She lit talkin' drunk sh*t I'm pissed[00:02:00]

她喝得大醉 烂醉如泥[00:02:02]

But I'm still all ears like Pass the ounce[00:02:02]

但我依然认真地听她说话[00:02:04]

Thinkin' to myself[00:02:04]

我在想[00:02:05]

Maybe my mama need help[00:02:05]

或许妈妈需要我的帮助[00:02:06]

Don't she got work it the morning[00:02:06]

她早上没有去工作吗[00:02:08]

Why she do this to herself[00:02:08]

她为何这样惩罚自己[00:02:09]

Hate how she slurrin' her words[00:02:09]

我讨厌她总是口齿不清[00:02:11]

Soundin' so f**kin' absurd[00:02:11]

让人听起来模棱两可[00:02:12]

This ain't the woman I know[00:02:12]

这还是我认识的那个女人吗[00:02:13]

Why I just sit and observe[00:02:13]

为什么我只是坐着观察[00:02:15]

Why don't I say how I feel[00:02:15]

为什么不说出自己的感受[00:02:16]

When I do she's defensive for real[00:02:16]

她真的抗拒我所做的一切吗[00:02:18]

Well maybe things get better with time I heard it heals[00:02:18]

但我想也许随着时间的推移 情况会好转[00:02:21]

Little did I know how deep her sadness would go[00:02:21]

我不知道她的悲伤会有多深[00:02:24]

Lookin' back I wish I woulda did more instead of running[00:02:24]

回顾过去 我多么希望我能为她做更多 而不是逃离[00:02:27]

Something's got a hold on me[00:02:27]

一种莫名的东西把我困住了[00:02:31]

I can't let it go[00:02:31]

我不能放弃[00:02:34]

Out of fear I won't be free[00:02:34]

由于恐惧 我失去了自由[00:02:39]

Something's got a hold on me[00:02:39]

一种莫名的东西把我困住了[00:02:43]

I can't let it go[00:02:43]

我不能放弃[00:02:46]

Out of fear I won't be[00:02:46]

由于恐惧 我失去了自由[00:02:49]

No[00:02:49]

一种莫名的东西把我困住了[00:02:50]

Something's got a hold on me[00:02:50]

我不能放弃[00:02:54]

I can't let it go[00:02:54]

是的 没错[00:02:57]

Right right[00:02:57]

生活会带来无尽的痛苦 是的 没错[00:03:02]

Life can bring much pain right right[00:03:02]

但是有很多方法可以解决这种痛苦[00:03:07]

There are many ways to deal with this pain right[00:03:07]

我们要明智的选择[00:03:12]