所属专辑:Feast On Scraps
时长: 05:43
For hearing all my doubts so selectively[00:00:09]
For continuing my numbing relentlessly[00:00:14]
For helping you and myself not even considering[00:00:20]
For beating myself up and over functioning[00:00:25]
To whom do I owe the biggest apology [00:00:31]
No one’s been crueler than I've been to me[00:00:42]
For letting you decide if I indeed was desirable[00:00:54]
For myself love being so embarrassingly conditional[00:00:59]
For denying myself to somehow make us compatible[00:01:04]
For trying to fit a rectangle into a hall[00:01:10]
To whom do I owe the biggest apology [00:01:16]
No one’s been crueler than I've been to me[00:01:27]
I'm sorry to myself[00:01:37]
My apologies begin here before everybody else[00:01:42]
I'm sorry to myself[00:01:48]
For treating me worse than I would anybody else[00:01:54]
For blaming myself for your unhappiness[00:02:00]
And for my impatience when I was perfect where I was[00:02:05]
Ignoring all the signs that I was not ready[00:02:11]
And expecting myself to be where you wanted me to be[00:02:17]
To whom do I owe the first apology [00:02:23]
No one’s been crueler than I've been to me[00:02:34]
And I’m sorry to myself[00:02:44]
My apologies begin here before everybody else[00:02:49]
I’m sorry to myself[00:02:55]
For treating me worse than I would anybody else[00:03:01]
Well I wonder which crime is the biggest[00:03:07]
Forgetting you or forgetting myself[00:03:12]
Had I heeded the wisdom of the latter[00:03:17]
I would've naturally loved the former[00:03:23]
For ignoring you my highest voices[00:03:30]
For smiling when my strife was all too obvious[00:03:35]
For being so disassociated from my body[00:03:40]
And not letting go when it would've been the kindest thing[00:03:46]
To whom do I owe the biggest apology [00:03:52]
No one’s been crueler than I've been to me[00:04:03]
And I’m sorry to myself[00:04:13]
My apologies begin here before everybody else[00:04:19]
I’m sorry to myself[00:04:24]
For treating me worse than I would anybody else[00:04:30]
I’m sorry to myself[00:04:36]
My apologies begin here before everybody else[00:04:41]
I’m sorry to myself[00:04:47]
For treating me worse than I would anybody else[00:04:52]