《Mansion》歌词

歌曲： Mansion

所属专辑：Mansion

歌手： NF&Fleurie

时长： 05:23

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Mansion - NF/Fleurie[00:00:00]

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Insidious is blind inception[00:00:00]

狡诈作恶只是盲目的开始[00:00:03]

What's reality with all these questions[00:00:03]

这些问题的真相又是怎样[00:00:06]

Feels like I missed my alarm slept in slept in[00:00:06]

我好像错过了清醒时刻 再次昏睡过去[00:00:13]

Broken legs but I chase perfection[00:00:13]

双腿无力但仍旧追逐着完美人生[00:00:16]

These walls are my blank expression[00:00:16]

我的面庞就像四周的墙壁般茫然[00:00:19]

My mind is a home I'm trapped in[00:00:19]

我被困在意识的枷锁中 无法挣脱[00:00:22]

And it's lonely inside this mansion mansion mansion[00:00:22]

这个屋子是如此孤寂 我独自一人游荡其中[00:00:31]

Yo my mind is a house with walls covered in lyrics[00:00:31]

我的思想如歌词建筑的房屋[00:00:34]

They're all over the place[00:00:34]

它们无处不在[00:00:36]

There's songs in the mirrors[00:00:36]

映在镜子中[00:00:38]

Written all over the floors all over the chairs[00:00:38]

印在地板上 绘在椅子里[00:00:41]

You get the uncut version of life[00:00:41]

当我走下楼去 [00:00:43]

When I go downstairs[00:00:43]

你会看到我未经修饰的人生[00:00:44]

That's where I write when I'm in a bad[00:00:44]

心情失落时我会在那里倾诉[00:00:46]

Place and need to release[00:00:46]

释放内心的烦闷[00:00:47]

And let out the version of NF you don't want to see[00:00:47]

你会更加了解我 你不会想要看到的[00:00:50]

I put holes in the walls with both[00:00:50]

我用双手 不停敲打着墙壁[00:00:52]

Of my fists 'til they bleed[00:00:52]

直至鲜血流出 伤痕累累[00:00:54]

You might get a glimpse of how[00:00:54]

你可能会明白[00:00:55]

I cope with all this anger in me[00:00:55]

我是怎么释放内心的愤怒[00:00:57]

Physically abused now that's the room that[00:00:57]

身体上的折磨 就是那个房间[00:00:59]

I don't want to be in[00:00:59]

我不愿踏足半分[00:01:00]

That picture ain't blurry at all[00:01:00]

被折磨的回忆依然清晰[00:01:02]

I just don't want to see it[00:01:02]

我只是不愿再回想[00:01:03]

These walls ain't blank I just think[00:01:03]

墙壁上已没有空白[00:01:05]

I don't want to see 'em[00:01:05]

我只是不想再看到它们[00:01:06]

But why not I'm in here so I might as well read 'em[00:01:06]

但既然已经到了这里 还是好好看一下吧[00:01:10]

I gotta thank you for this anger that I carry around[00:01:10]

我要为这无法化解的怒气感谢你[00:01:13]

Wish I could take a match and burn this[00:01:13]

真希望一把火把这里烧掉[00:01:15]

Whole room to the ground[00:01:15]

让一切化为尘土[00:01:16]

Matter of fact I think Ima burn this room right now[00:01:16]

是的我现在只想把这里烧掉 一切化为灰烬[00:01:19]

So now this memory for some reason just won't come down[00:01:19]

这样那些回忆就会消失[00:01:22]

You used to put me in the corner so you could[00:01:22]

你过去常把我逼得无路可走 这样你就可以[00:01:24]

See the fear in my eyes[00:01:24]

看清我眼中的恐惧[00:01:26]

Then took me downstairs and beat me 'til[00:01:26]

再把我拖下楼 狠狠殴打我[00:01:28]

I screamed and I cried[00:01:28]

直到我痛哭尖叫[00:01:29]

Congratulations you'll always have a room in my mind[00:01:29]

恭喜你 我永远不会再忘记你了[00:01:32]

But Ima keep the door shut and lock the lyrics inside[00:01:32]

但我会紧闭门扉 化为内心的旋律 不再回想[00:01:36]

Insidious is blind inception[00:01:36]

狡诈作恶只是盲目的开始[00:01:39]

What's reality with all these questions[00:01:39]

这些问题的真相又是怎样[00:01:42]

Feels like I missed my alarm slept in slept in slept in[00:01:42]

我好像错过了清醒时刻 再次昏睡过去[00:01:47]

Slept in broken legs but I chase perfection[00:01:47]

双腿无力但仍旧追逐着完美人生[00:01:52]

These walls are my blank expression[00:01:52]

我的面庞就像四周的墙壁般茫然[00:01:55]

My mind is a home I'm trapped in[00:01:55]

我被困在意识的枷锁中 无法挣脱[00:01:58]

And it's lonely inside this mansion inside this mansion[00:01:58]

这个屋子是如此孤寂 我独自一人游荡其中[00:02:04]

Yo my mind is a house with walls covered in pain[00:02:04]

满屋尽是痛楚[00:02:07]

See my problem is I don't fix things[00:02:07]

问题在于我的无动于衷[00:02:09]

I just try to repaint cover em up like it never happen[00:02:09]

我只是在试图掩盖那些痕迹 仿佛从未发生过[00:02:12]

Say I wish I could change[00:02:12]

我希望自己可以改变[00:02:14]

Are you confused[00:02:14]

你困惑吗[00:02:15]

Come upstairs and I'll show you what I mean[00:02:15]

来吧 去到楼上 我会让你明白[00:02:17]

This room's full of regrets just[00:02:17]

这个房间充满懊悔[00:02:18]

Keeps getting fuller it seems[00:02:18]

悔恨似乎仍在蔓延[00:02:20]

The moment I walk in to it's the same moment[00:02:20]

走进去的那一刻[00:02:22]

That I wanna leave[00:02:22]

我想马上离开这里[00:02:23]

I get sick to my stomach every time[00:02:23]

每一次我都感到反胃 隐隐不适[00:02:25]

I look at these things[00:02:25]

看着这些事物[00:02:26]

But it's hard to look past when this is the room[00:02:26]

但这房间是我栖息之处 [00:02:29]

Where I sleep[00:02:29]

想要忘记过去是那么艰难[00:02:30]

I look around one of the worst things[00:02:30]

看着四周 我记录在墙上的[00:02:31]

I wrote on these walls[00:02:31]

那些糟糕的事情[00:02:33]

Was the moment I realized that I was losing my mom[00:02:33]

当我意识到失去妈妈的那一刻[00:02:36]

And one of the first things I wrote was[00:02:36]

我曾记下的尤为重要的事情是[00:02:38]

I was shot with a call[00:02:38]

多希望我可以打个电话给她[00:02:39]

But I should just stop now we ain't[00:02:39]

但此刻我应该停下来 [00:02:41]

Got enough room in this song[00:02:41]

这首歌里已包含太多[00:02:42]

And I regret the fact that I struggled[00:02:42]

我感到悔恨不已 因为我试图在[00:02:44]

Trying to find who I am[00:02:44]

找回自我[00:02:46]

And I lie to myself and say I do the best that I can[00:02:46]

我自欺欺人着 告诉自己我已竭尽全力[00:02:49]

Shrug it off like it ain't nothing like[00:02:49]

假装不在意 假装这些都不算什么[00:02:51]

It's out of my hands[00:02:51]

我的无能为力[00:02:52]

Then get ticked off whenever I see it affecting my plans[00:02:52]

但每次看到这一切 我会感到暴躁如雷[00:02:55]

And I regret watching these trust issues eat me alive[00:02:55]

我不想让这些信任问题来吞噬我的人生[00:02:58]

And at the rate I'm going probably[00:02:58]

也许至死那一刻[00:03:00]

Still be there when I die[00:03:00]

我都会留在此地[00:03:02]

Congratulations you'll always have a room in my mind[00:03:02]

恭喜你 我永远不会再忘记你了[00:03:05]

The question is will I ever clean the walls off in time[00:03:05]

问题是 将来我会把墙上的一幕幕清扫干净吗[00:03:09]

Insidious is blind inception[00:03:09]

狡诈作恶只是盲目的开始[00:03:12]

What's reality with all these questions[00:03:12]

这些问题的真相又是怎样[00:03:15]

Feels like I missed my alarm slept in slept in slept in[00:03:15]

我好像错过了清醒时刻 再次昏睡过去[00:03:20]

Slept in broken legs but I chase perfection[00:03:20]

双腿无力但仍旧追逐着完美人生[00:03:25]

These walls are my blank expression[00:03:25]

我的面庞就像四周的墙壁般茫然[00:03:28]

My mind is a home I'm trapped in[00:03:28]

我被困在意识的枷锁中 无法挣脱[00:03:31]

And it's lonely inside this mansion inside this mansion[00:03:31]

这个屋子是如此孤寂 我独自一人游荡其中[00:03:37]

So this part of my house no one's been in it for years[00:03:37]

这段回忆已埋在我的心房许久[00:03:40]

I built the safe room and I don't let no one in there[00:03:40]

我建起心的堡垒不让任何人进入[00:03:43]

Cause if I do there's a chance[00:03:43]

害怕若是让他们走进内心[00:03:45]

That they might disappear and not come back[00:03:45]

他们或许会消失不见[00:03:47]

And I admit I am emotionally scared to let anyone inside[00:03:47]

我承认我有些神经过敏 害怕他人走进心中[00:03:51]

So I just leave my doors locked[00:03:51]

我把心门紧闭[00:03:52]

You might get other doors to open up this doors not[00:03:52]

也许你能另觅新欢 但休想获得我的青睐[00:03:56]

I don't want you to have the opportunity to hurt me[00:03:56]

我不会给你们机会来伤害我[00:03:59]

And I'll be the only person that I can blame[00:03:59]

只有我可以责备自己[00:04:01]

When you desert me[00:04:01]

你放弃我时[00:04:02]

I'm barricaded inside[00:04:02]

我的内心对你产生隔阂[00:04:04]

So stop watching[00:04:04]

所以不要再窥视观望[00:04:05]

I'm not coming to the door[00:04:05]

我不会为你打开心扉[00:04:07]

So stop knocking stop knocking[00:04:07]

不要再试图撩拨我 停止吧[00:04:09]

I'm trapped here[00:04:09]

我受困于此[00:04:10]

God keep saying I'm not locked in[00:04:10]

上帝总是说 我还有救[00:04:12]

I chose this[00:04:12]

是我自作自受[00:04:13]

I am lost in my own conscious[00:04:13]

我已经迷失了自我[00:04:15]

I know that shutting the wall down ain't solving the problem[00:04:15]

我知道与世隔绝根本于事无补[00:04:18]

But I didn't build this house because[00:04:18]

但我建起堡垒[00:04:20]

I thought it would solve 'em[00:04:20]

并非因为这[00:04:22]

I built it because I thought that[00:04:22]

我筑就心墙[00:04:23]

It would be safer in there[00:04:23]

只为让自己安心 免于受伤[00:04:25]

But it's not I'm not the only thing[00:04:25]

但我不是唯一 我不是唯一[00:04:27]

That's living in here[00:04:27]

这样做的人[00:04:28]

Fear came to my house years ago I let 'em in[00:04:28]

曾经恐惧来袭 走进我心房[00:04:31]

Maybe that's the problem[00:04:31]

或许这就是问题所在[00:04:32]

'Cause I've been dealing with this ever since[00:04:32]

我从那时起 就与之周旋[00:04:34]

I thought that he would leave but[00:04:34]

我以为他会离开[00:04:36]

It's obvious he never did[00:04:36]

但很明显并非如此[00:04:37]

He must picked the room and got[00:04:37]

他选择来到这里[00:04:39]

Comfortable and settled in[00:04:39]

停留于此 生根发芽[00:04:41]

Now I'm in the position[00:04:41]

现在我面临着选择[00:04:42]

It's either sit here and let him win[00:04:42]

要么坐以待毙[00:04:44]

Or put him back outside[00:04:44]

要么将其驱逐[00:04:45]

Where he came from but I never can[00:04:45]

然而我却没有丝毫胜算[00:04:47]

'Cause in order to do that I'd have to open the doors[00:04:47]

因为一旦这样做 我就要打开心门[00:04:51]

Is that me or the fear talking[00:04:51]

就是是我 还是内心的恐惧在发声[00:04:52]

I don't know anymore[00:04:52]

我已经分不清[00:04:55]

It's lonly inside inside[00:04:55]

内心是如此孤独[00:05:06]

It's lonly[00:05:06]

如此孤独[00:05:08]

It's lonly oh yeah[00:05:08]

如此孤独[00:05:13]

It's lonly inside this mansion[00:05:13]

这个屋子是如此孤寂 我独自一人游荡其中[00:05:18]